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Dear Jessie my dearest buddy
Thank you for the hospitality
Its been a year since we met
Since then I’m full of regret

Always on and on about yourself
Sometimes too much I really doubt
Achievements showcasing on a shelf
Truth you speak or demanding clout?

Im sorry for always being fake
Thief of friendship sneaky snake
Pathetic liar hypocrite copy cat
Ravaging random ******* rat

The care and love as a friend I lack
Present past memories flood back
I never took the cap from the bottle
Sadly your mouth is unstoppable

Thats all I really have to say
Im sorry girl lets part our way
Our friendship shall be history
For this is my final apology
Cap out of the bottle: chinese idiom not to remove the cap and let loose all the secrets.
Aaron LaLux Sep 23
... but you can’t fool Me,
I see your sadness for exactly what it is,
in between fake laughs false compliments,
& passive aggressive insulting attacks,

I see your sadness that you hide behind those name brands,
Drew House with fake smiles can’t fool me nor impress me,
the only way to get ride of your darkness is to let it go,
share Yourself with others like Shia did with #IAMSORRY,
made some mistakes a couple hundred times but it’s okay,
find a Purpose like Justin admit your mistakes & say Sorry,

you’re beautiful just the way you are, mistakes paved the way,
you are a living Self Portrait,  put your colors on display,
& admit you were so concerned with your own heart,
that you didn’t see the Heartbreaks that you made…

∆ LaLux ∆

an excerpt from poem #27 of
THHT3: The Hollywood Hills Trilogy 3
available on Amazon here:
www.amazon.com/dp/1950780023

If you've read this far I'd like to show my appreciation by buying you a copy of THHT3 from Amazon myself, seriously, for free. Just send me a Message here or on IG @aaronlaux
Bede Sep 16
Did I assume, when writing last night
Amidst pain of fire and sweat
That Love would flee, would have strucken me,
As if they blood in my body's bereft?

I am never going to find another
No, never, not anyone so great
Your love for me may have faltered
But my love for you will stand 'gainst fate.

You'll always be the one who struck my
Heart and soul afire with flames
Of love and sweetened, kindly devotion
Even if one of our loves' to wain.

Never forget me, never forsake me
Please keep me in your mind
For maybe love will ferment again
When I am given the trials of time.

Oh God, my Lord, what have You done?
What can I do to remedy?
You made me fall so madly in love,
My life, You have taken from me?

Follow me, stick to me, never leave
Your heart may not be mine
But mine will forever be owed to you
And will stand the test of time.
She left me, I failed her, she didn't see me as worthy, and I will never forget her.
Aaron LaLux Sep 9
but you can’t fool Me,
I see your sadness for exactly what it is,
in between fake laughs false compliments,
& passive aggressive insulting attacks,

I see your sadness that you hide behind those name brands,
Drew House with fake smiles can’t fool me nor impress me,
the only way to get ride of your darkness is to let it go,
share Yourself with others like Shia did with #IAMSORRY,
made some mistakes a couple hundred times but it’s okay,
find a Purpose like Justin admit your mistakes & say Sorry,

you’re beautiful just the way you are, mistakes paved the way,
you are a living Self Portrait,  put your colors on display,
& admit you were so concerned with your own heart,
that you didn’t see the Heartbreaks that you made…

from poem #5 of THHT3: The Hollywood Hills Trilogy 3
available worldwide 9/9/19
AM Sep 1
i wish you knew

i wish you knew the way i look at you
i wish you knew how i hold onto your every word
i wish you knew how much control you have over me
i wish you knew how vulnerable you make me
i wish you knew how much i care
i wish you knew how i feel
i wish i had the courage to tell you

i wish you knew
AM Sep 1
i’m tired of the lies
and the secrets

i’m tired of the pain
and the guilt

i’m no longer sober.
7 strong months

forgotten like that.
Elliot Kemp Aug 30
I don't care anymore.

I don't care about the emptiness in my chest,
The way my thoughts echo and squirm,
Burrowing into my brain as it rots its potential away in a moist, warm tomb.

I don't care about the bitter pills I swallow,
Or the noose I've found comfort in these past months,
Alone in a cheap duplex in **** All Missouri,
Waiting for salvation or sleep.

I don't care that if I succeed today and die tonight that no one will care to find my body for weeks,
Alone like I have been the rest of my life until neighbors complain of the smell.

I don't care that I'm running out of money,
Or that all my friends and family have removed me from their lives.

I don't care that even as I lay dying, I have never understood why people choose to live.

And I don't care that this ****** teenage poetry is all I will leave behind.
Ok I know it's bad. But I found a bunch of my old poetry and I actually really liked some of it, and I kinda wanted to get back into writing it. So excuse my warm up poem, I haven't written in like a year and a half.
Phoenix Aug 11
I'll only ever have my tears
to fall asleep to.
miki Aug 5
i don’t know
i just wish i could say i’m sorry
if i could say i’m sorry
could i change your mind?

i don’t know
i just wish i loved you sooner
if i loved you sooner
would you be alive?

i don’t know
i just wish you hadn’t loved me
if you hadn’t loved me
you would be alive.
pt. 2 ‘i don’t know, i just wish i wasn’t breathing’
inspired by a snippet of ‘i don’t know, i just wish i wasn’t breathing’ by billie eilish <3
I've gone and died off in a wildfire, where casualties are bigger than my sad desires.
Tree bark is burning and people weep, but cannot see my induced sleep.
The smoke has fully coated my ashes, and buried me before my friend could catch them.
Please do not cry because I am gone, my time alive was not much fun.
Your life is so much more important, please keep living even though I couldn't.
I love you more than words can be. Please let me go, let me be free.
I haven't written in awhile but this just came to mind. I don't know if anyone still cares about me, but anyone is welcome to give me feedback.
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