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Silence Screamz Feb 2015
I want to face the world
Hidden by fear
Brick wall surround
But I must climb

Stand up against it all
Cave into the suppressive fire
Smoke filled iron lung
Cough up the soot

Stomped by society
Insect view from the pavement
Black sole screams down
Body cracks in half

Pushed to the brink
With scarlet hair
Selfish *****
cares no less

Depravity controls
dark desires
Twenty hands silent
applauds no more

Life and Death
we do not choose
We all die alone
after we faced the world
We get knocked down as we want to face the world.. feeling distant and alone .. feeling numb to it all and thinking what society has become
Silence Screamz Oct 2014
ACT I

Opening Act!!

My Life.

(Pause)

What was the punchline?

Because I didn't get the joke.

(Crowds laughs hysterically)
Silence Screamz Aug 2015
The little girl standing in the corner
so alone and dim
Her eyes closed tight
Her head bowed down
Her little fist tightened

Punished for what
Punished for not

The little girl crying in the corner
so scared and afraid
Her bottom reddened
Her tears falling
Her little heart broken

Punished again for what
Punished again for not

The little girl lying in the coffin
so still and asleep
Her soul missing
Her smile saddened
Her little life taken

Punished for what
Punished for not
Wrote after reading news headlines of bad parents abusing their own kids until they are no longer living...it sickened me to death
Silence Screamz Nov 2014
Pull my strings
my puppet master
Lift my feet
and walk faster

Set the stage
make the scene
Raise the curtain
going to please

Music plays
Hit the spot
White light flash
Devious plot

Applause is heard
Silence beckons
Disbelief
All is reckoned

Made you smile
or made you cry
Drop my strings
The puppet died
Silence Screamz Aug 2015
Hit me
Hurt me
Smack me
Bruise me
and you say you love me
Abuse isn't a form of loving someone
Silence Screamz Aug 2015
I fear the fear
probing into the unknown,
the abyss of circumstances

Shackled with metal
in the dungeons of the cast,
the disturbed welcomes me

I speak with shadows,
only to hear their silence,
my ears are poisoned and deaf

Cursed with chills,
spirits haunt my veins,
frozen in timed emotion

I know my deathly end,
prison my body solid,
spirits release me once more
Haunted by events of the past
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
Draw an illustration
Cast out all delusions
Radical and insane
Crazy by any name

Rise against the fears
Stand up with your peers
Martyrs, you are not
Away in the ground and rot

Charlie, we stand with you
Remembering those we knew
Thousands to hear your voice
Louder you have a choice

Terror will not prevail
Your acts will all but fail
Cowards we see you there
Crushed and no one cares

Remembering Charlie
Artists and all
Freedom will win
Salute, we stand tall
Remembering the victims in Paris
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
Break my sleep
with taken air
Eyes wide shut
in a frightened stare

Mind left frozen
and body stiff
Translucent images
with painful riff

Burning light
to senses numb
Return the monster
that haunted some

Took my youth
and left the child
Spinning room
from demented mild

Flew through the wires
and felt all cold
Kept coming back
entrenched and sold

Repeated dream
punished me scared
Each night the same
more intense and flared

Dripped in sweat
caved into my head
Tingled left feeling
Gone to the dead

Each night was the same
returned to the night
Alone frightened child
wrapped up tight

Confused and a mess
not gone from my mind
The repeated dream
comes back every time
You ever had that one dream that scared you as a child and you can never forget?
Silence Screamz Mar 2016
Unfair does it have to be
Laying in bed in half a stupor
Dazed with sleepless pain
It is but another way to suffer

Deja vu in reverse, memories hated
Like yesterday's dreams of torture and malice
Plastic veins injected to hear the call
The disease returned upon us

You break down our walls
You take our moments and minds
with no purpose or intent
Fear will not keep us from living

You hide inside of us
only to mask your hateful crime
You run cowardly away
You have taken lives but you will not take mine
Lost many relatives to cancer and just found out my other sister has it now..lost a sister in Sept 15..both my parents had it... over 20 in my family
Silence Screamz Oct 2014
My mind gets trapped
in darkened bands,
hearing deep songs
by the traveling man.

Sad not fear,
plays it slow,
turning it back,
hearing the scold

Reversing the round,
demons release,
off with the head,
take it from me

Subliminally tripped,
it goes back around,
please turn it up,
Hearing no sound.
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Facing each day or facing my debts
What do I see? But Russian Roulette

Cold steel in my hand and brass on the cover
loading one up, I drop the five other

Placing the barrel next to my skull
closing my eyes, feeling more dull

Pulling it back, the trigger with force
hearing a click, thinking what's more

One more time, the intensity deepens
Do I live or die? My plot thickens

Third times a charm, so I've been told
The click is once more, but nothing, BEHOLD!

Four now five, still nothing but blank
what's going on, its stealing my fate

This is the one, the final shot
squeezing that trigger, I am dead on the spot.
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
Symbols of light
shine down to my feet
Seeking a glance
at my carnival of suffering

I stared into the blank space
piercing it with remorse
Dressed to the nines,
Senses blasted then gone

One bite of my life,
tossed to the sea
Pure whiteness
and rust colored waves

Stung by the bee
while pollination begins
Swollen fingers and deep breaths
remove the pain at all cost
Just some deep thought images as I was dozing off
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Satirical sadness
said the face of the clown,
Under the big top
tears upside down

Twenty five years
of life on the road,
No smiles, no more
has taken its toll

The laughter is gone
and so its said
The show is but over,
So put it to rest

Sitting alone,
in front of the glass,
his reflection is broken
dropping down fast

Make-up streams down
his circus drawn face,
Sitting with no one
in his own solemn place

Dropping his pills,
with a liter of gin
fading so fast
and losing his grin

The big top has fallen,
the circus left town
Nobody cares
the sad clown is down.
Silence Screamz Jan 2016
Stare down or look away
I am the sad one,
the sad one, THE SAD ONE !!
STOP
STOP NOW
Be lost into my lonely harmony
I fear not by my heart,
but by my inner desires to cry.

Tear drops on light tin roofs,
Tap, tap
Tap, tap
Pouring down like a hellish thunderstorm
Rhythm hard and lightning heavy

Silence beckons
Sad satire of a lonely, broken heart
Silence Screamz May 2015
I am broke
I wonder why?
I don't know
Say goodbye
Nervous breakdown !!
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
I am burned into you
Scar tissue hurt
Did you really care?
Did you really love?
Was it about the pain?

Cast burn on the wall
Silent and empty chair
Charred my life
Emptiness complete
You lit the match
Another look on cheating
Silence Screamz Oct 2014
Show me Silence and I will make it scream.
Enjoy my muse, because this is my dream
Silence Screamz Aug 2015
Haunts in my mind
with screams of Van Gogh
Mentally disturbed,
brush strokes and flow

Rip down the canvas,
stir up my thoughts
Dip into madness,
its not all his fault
a little piece of a scream in my mind
Silence Screamz Jul 2015
We are crossed in the corner
Seeded by selfish thought

Mind wandered in the ticking of time
Bent by insidious temptations

Step over the invisible boundaries
Doomed by conscience demons

We sit alone, spot light challenged
Drained by numb sensed chills
Silence Screamz Jul 2016
We wait and wait, we wait til the time travels forward. The time, when tensions rise past the rows of gratitude and the fallen.

One young man asked me the other day "When will I see the elephants"
My humble response was with a resolve, "I don't know son, but when the parade starts, you will shortly know"

Gratious souls scurry in lines to defend their homes against the tyranny of the enemy.
Days would pass, one after another, waiting for the call of action, waiting for their turn to fire back.

A warning shot was heard from across the horizon. Clusters of smoke peaked through the forest trees,
arms exploded with each pull of the trigger.

Dropping like flies on a hot summer day. Men of all ages laid dead on the battlefield.  You could smell death in the air as the winds of change shifted ever so slightly.

That same young man, to whom was waiting for the parade, had been shot next to his heart. He laid fallen across my lap. I held his head ever so gently. My hands quivered with sadness and solemn tears.

Pierced just once by the bullet, a single hole in his chest bleed slowly across his body. With his glazed over eyes and a slight smile of his face, he whispered to me, "I saw the elephants and tell my wife goodbye"

I held his hand as he took his last breathe.

That parade was his final battle and seeing the elephants was his final moment.
"Seeing the elephants" is a term from the early 1800s, it represents the time when we are called to action and the battle starts in front of us
Silence Screamz Oct 2014
Does this poet
put down his pen?
Dark sadness grips tight,
tearing his skin.

Ripping his heart out,
buries his soul.
Feeling all tortured
and taking it all.

Looking about,
at all of the gloom.
Stirs up the ***,
sweeping his broom.

His mind is a mess,
seeking an answer.
Alone in the parlor,
with no private dancer.

His ink had dried up
and his pages were heavy.
One lasting poem,
come home, nice and steady.
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
A sharp tongue can **** everyone who hears it
Based on very pointed words that I saw last night that broke a few people
Silence Screamz Dec 2014
Gray is my mind
Black is my world
Fragile and careless
Fall on the concrete floor
Pieces abound
Shattered is my life
Silence Screamz Aug 2015
Life is a shipwreck but we must not forget to sing in the lifeboats
AEG
Silence Screamz Aug 2015
Put me on the shoulders of men
and I will not fail
Rise up through the disastrous causes
and I will conquer

For my fellow man I will lead
and cast out madness
Survive now, in the moment
and bleed them with fear

Through the battlegrounds of anger
and civil disobedience
I will guide the willing
and soldier forward into this septic war
Tired of the fighting in the streets of this nation, everyday it's a different war on different street. Many have become septic to hate. What a shame!!
Silence Screamz Oct 2014
We walk on sidewalks.

Trip over cracks.

Fall down. Ouch!!
Sometimes we trip over the simplest things in front of us, because we don't look where we are going! !
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
Sorrow is my sinking in an empty dream,
beckoning impulses slashed by the simple vision of broken time
Thoughtful sorrow lost in my mind
Silence Screamz Jan 2017
My body floats on the still lake water
as if I was a weightless piece of trash.
Nonrecycable and sent out to nature to vanish forever.
Helplessly, the white seagulls would fly over me,
circular in pattern, then the grey skies followed.

I begin to count each white seagull with their black, beady eyes, 1, then 2, then 3,
I lost count as my eyes became lazy with the evening sky.
It burdens me so as to why I started to grace the surface of the water in the first place. I could not fathom a reason or contemplate a thought as to why my fate led me here.

I became a floating vessel of skin, blood and bones, then I began to take on the murky water and sink.

Am I being erased into a watery grave and by the hand of some unknown entity?

I swallowed my last breathe of life. Slowly sinking to the bottom of the lake.
My mind erases the watery scene as I close my eyes forever.

Then I awoke in my own bed!!
Silence Screamz Feb 2015
.        In a thrown back setting of yesterday year. I sat and listened. A varying degree of items decorated the walls. A confused but organized look, this place embraced me, like a mother holding her delicate baby for this first time.
       The round stone table that I sat, held this feeling of cold steel. Hundreds of bottle of wines lined one wall, they reminded me of ranked up soldiers coming home from the battlefields of the world. The pinot noir from California to the sangiovese from Italy, all waiting to be greeted by their fellow countryman and I loved them all. The warm lighting was soft set, taking me back in time when life was good and simple.
       Across the room, a small group gathered to reminisce about times forgotten. Sharing drinks and food, laughter was plenty, with smiles inviting conversation. More drinks would follow, which meant more cheers. Drink to the bottom of the glass, I'd say. Then, there was this couple, sitting in high top chairs behind me. Well educated and enchanted talks from them, would wonder through the air toward me. Surrounding me with family stories and by gone times. Ado about nothing I would say, but for them it was their life. So I had another drink of wine, often interrupted by ladies walking through the small place, book club members I was told. They could never seem to close the door either. Because every time they opened it, the cold bone chilling wind from outside would whip through the place and smack everyone of us so hard our lips froze to the very glass we were holding.  Let's just say it was a frozen kind of night outside in good ole Highwood.
       Once the evening settled inside this cozy little joint, voices started to ring. From behind me, to the side of me and in front of me. Like the bells of Notre Dame rings through Paris, these hollowed voices enveloped my lonely soul. Encapsulating my senses with each syllable. I sat stone faced and amused at the same time. Here I was at my very first slam. Watching the Speak' Easy Ensemble take over time in a bottle.
        Poetry about life experiences, Chicago, and an Ode to Students chilled and warmed the very hearts that sat before them. Soft voices, loud voices, funny voices and serious voices and that was just the beginning. Laughter, smiles and cheers filled the air with every word spoken. These very simple poets drew on my very existence. I had never felt so enthralled and taken in from these words of spoken values. I saw poetry in its raw true form. There in front of me, so close I can touch their words. Names like Sully, Sherry, Joel and the woman in black, to whom I could not remember her name, are the professional poetic performers called the Speak' Easy Ensemble. My very first poetry slam in front of small and subtle crowd of everyday people.
Take a bow poets, well deserved.
My very first poetry slam in Highwood, IL at the Cellar Gate
Silence Screamz Jul 2015
Sleep night terror
****** me whole
Knife cuts deep
Eyes cold cold

Pillow grip tight
Crazed fit scream
Doused in the fire
Burn dream dream

Broken fears me
Note to the mind
Wrapped up in the sheet
Nighty night night
Night terrors and can't sleep ..dark thoughts surround me
Silence Screamz Oct 2014
I have lost my way,
please draw me an arrow
Five corners of slum
Deep in the boroughs

A decayed old soul
with smells of masters
Alcohol and poisons, mixed
Death comes much faster

Living in a box,
discarded like trash
Pushing farther below
Slum *** Crash
Silence Screamz Oct 2014
Small town people
Small town minds
Gossip turn sour
No secrets left behind

Small town girls
Small town boys
Turn off the lights
Lock up your toys

Small town crimes
Small town night
Light up the fires
Creeps into sight

Small town games
Small town sins
Newlywed murders
Takes it on the chin

Small town stories
Small town fairs
Drowning in the lake
Nobody cares
Based on my own small town I grew up in
Silence Screamz Jul 2015
Shots fired
****** scene
Bullets ridden
Window screen

Chaos disorder
Mental cap
Stay in line
Snap Snap Snap

Here we go
Not again
Coward dead
Feel the pain
Shooting just happened in Chattanooga TN, 4 Marines reportedly died
Silence Screamz Mar 2015
Grab the breathless butterfly
as my heart sinks in
Swallowed by the swift net of desire,
wings snipped, flightless life
Silence Screamz Aug 2015
Words surge
Vulgarity stutters
What's that again?
OH!! You shuttered

Shut down voices
Disagree in thought
Stop in your tracks
Facts are not sought

Facebook, Twitter
Social media sites
Opinions are all quenched
Control is such a might

The Storm is coming
So I was told
Stand up strong
Always be bold
was banned from a site and a Facebook link because I voiced my opinion and questioned their facts, when my opinion didn't agree with the author's view, they cussed me out and name called me then they banned me without allowing me to rebuke what they posted about me
Silence Screamz Jul 2015
Society drained
Welfare driven
Homeless people
Nothing given

Trashcan warmth
Starved to see
Ragged shoes
Nothing's free

Under the bridge
Walk by wonders
Not a glance
Nothing ponders

Bread line trays
Children cry
Hold their hands
Nothing sighs

Cardboard bed
Rain soaked leak
Covered in plastic
Everything's meek

Cruelty stumbles
****** up ways
Lie in stupor
Hunger for days
The unforgotten members of society. We walk by and care less. Karma!!
Silence Screamz Aug 2015
Stand up
Fall down
Hit the pavement hard

Conscience empty
Shattered feelings
Black stained and scarred

Bar gripped
Malevolence gone
Trip wire sad

Crossed line
Gender home
Mental anquish mad
Silence Screamz Nov 2014
I wonder why
I somber cry

Forget me, I'm forgotten
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
Drown out by the waste
but caught by the emotion
Simple things that we ponder
left without notion
Left emotions by the way side
Silence Screamz Jan 2015
Spider kisses
Poison drops
Web wrapped
Life stops

Inject the sting
Pierce the heart
Blackened soul
Ripped apart

Drain my life
Silken bound
Breath no more
Safe and sound
Captured by the one you love to deatb
Silence Screamz Apr 2015
Solid pitch
Liquid strain
Blood curdled scream
Agony, pain

Fog driven steps
Casting away
Murdered inside
Don't want to stay

Trapped in the moment
Object of time
Cold hard walls
Prison is mine

You were there
Spirit of dust
Push right through me
My heart was a must

Shake this disease
Molded like clay
Wrapped up arms
Can longer say

Gone like a whisper
Voices in ear
Shh in the silent
No longer there
Haunted by your past love, taken away in a flash
Silence Screamz Mar 2016
That's why it was an emotional nightmarish roller-coaster. .with small bits of sunshine on the track
My spring break 2016
Silence Screamz Oct 2014
On a spring day

You killed me

Now silent. .You happy! !
Some people are never content in life until they bury someone or try to!
Silence Screamz Oct 2014
Looking at the stars
and squeezing the moon.
Down in the valley,
leaving real soon.
Silence Screamz Sep 2014
Where do we start but in the womb
where do we end up but in a tomb

We take a breathe, we see the light
We take no more, we feel the blight

Days do start living a dream
Days do end, never ending scream.

© Silent Screams
Silence Screamz Jul 2015
I stand stapled to the ground
A statue of time and depth
Views of my past wonder by

Stained by the sadness of the world
Rust colored tears smear my eyes
Cracked fissures weaken my legs

I see no wonders around me
Sway me forward by the gust
Smashed face on the pavement

A statue of me
Broken and forgotten
Pieces scattered
Only twenty one years
Are we statues of the world environment? Do we stand lost and forgotten
Silence Screamz Oct 2014
Casting shadows of doubt,
tripping over myself.
Molten to the core,
put on the shelf.

Screws in my head,
pressure builds up,
Forty five degrees,
way to much.

Gauges turn red,
point of no return,
open the valve,
release or get burned.

Blinded by the steam
of terminal fates.
Staring alone
into the gates.
Silence Screamz Oct 2014
Step over boundaries
and seamless shores,
through the waves of eternity,
wanting no more.

Grandeur and stillness,
guiding our sight,
leaving us breathless,
searching for light.

Beauty surrounds,
erases the stain.
Inhale the air,
free with no vain.

Cautiously certain
and casually kind,
Seeing the world,
freeing our mind.
Silence Screamz Jun 2016
Viewing my life through the sun catcher
I only see rain clouds
The lightning strikes my dreams as if I was standing still
Electrify me solid and burn me to the ground
I welcome the storm as it settles into my heart
Silence Screamz Oct 2014
My heart is twisted in a knot,
no pulse, no soul, set in rot.

My head is black as the sea,
no thought, no reason, make me believe.

My hand is empty with nothing to hold,
no other feeling, only the cold.

My feet are bare with no steps to take,
no direction in life, just a mistake.

My eyes are blank with nothing to see,
no future in sight, the past is but free.

My life is a journey with plenty of fear,
don't turning around, straight forward from here.
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