he has a darkness in him; secrets that would leave your heart cold. the truth is, he’s broken. loss is something he knows. — when you lose someone that close to you, you only ask for what you need to survive without that light. but what you need to survive ends up hurting you and costing your life. — the reality is, he was doomed from the start.
Humans tend to believe they're all powerful but faced with the true force of nature's elements we are nothing but ants swallowed up In the vastness of ever changing environment more heavy rain destroying winds rising tides and arctic melting Ice This part we have to hold our hands up and claim responsibility for we have caused global warming Which will destroy us all trying to reverse the process far to late the clock been ticking on the situation to long to reverse Soon It Will Be Goodbye World for everyone
A world already ruined no reverse gear to shift to, the clock Is already ticking on an already doomed world and It's our doing
We live in a society Where not giving a **** about what others think, Is actually encouraged. We live in a society that is completely built on lies. When did sums become more important, than knowledge of current wars? Why is the wage gap wider than my young eyes? And how is it that a Country that screams freedom, won't put down their weapons when their own children are bleeding? Why do I know how to dissect a frog, ignorant of the fact innocent civilians are slaughtered? Why do I know the sum of internal angles in a triangle, Yet I don't know how to read the signs of suicidal friends, When more than half of those suffering have no access to treatment!!?? Why am I more "worthy" than the child forced out of his own country; for his religious identity, for being himself!?! Why are those in power of whole Countries so blind to our demands? When did being part of a religion become a crime? Why do we need so badly for someone to love us? Why should our weight define whether or not we belong?
society needs to change, but i'd say, it's already too late, because society is doomed.
Enough of being lonely.every.single.NIGHT!! Enough of being lied to, by the ones I love. Oh, you promise you won't leave?? hahaha... I've heard that enough to know, no one stays.
Enough of crying myself to sleep. every. single. NIGHT!! Enough of taking these pills, and waiting for the numbness. Oh, you say ''I don't need them''?? hahaha... I've heard that enough to know, I need them.
The reason behind my poem? to tell you I woke up...
I woke up I've got to change...
Change... Change EVERYTHING!!
Change the fact I feel lonely. every. single. NIGHT!! not everyone lies Some people will break promises hahaha... I've just got to live with it.
Change the fact I pop pills. every. single. NIGHT!! These pills aren't good They'll **** me overtime hahaha...I've got to fight this demon.
If only it were as easy as writing this down, willing my poem to make me change...
Change... Something I can't do...
whoever is reading this. I CARE DON'T EVER GIVE UP!! I might have given up on myself, but you can be better then me, prove them all wrong, SURVIVE!!