You always run to me
When she hurts you
Then dump me
When you are okay
I am your comfort zone
And you are my baggage
That I am willing to lift till the end

Every second is a heartache
When you are with her
Forcing to fake every smile
Im happy for you
But I pity myself
For loving a guy
Who can never treat me more than his BEST FRIEND.

Honey, you're love is like fireworks
Exploded beautifully at the sky
Lightened up my darkest nights
But lasted in just a blink of an eye

Those very alluring eyes,
that sparkles even in sunlight
Those curly and shiny hair,
that i wish to run my fingers through
You're very handsome face,
that I can take to look at every seconds left in my life
I never believe then in love-at-first-sight,
But at the very moment I laid my eyes on you,
I started imagining my life with you
Seeing you for the first time,
Is the best 5 minutes of my life
I believe that we are destined to see each other again.


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Gaya ng pagtapos sa isang pangungusap
Nilagyan mo rin ng tuldok ang ating kwento
Ako'y nakiusap
Sana'y huwag sumuko

Naalala ko ang iyong mga sinabi
"Kailangan nating tapusin ito
Upang makapag- umpisa tayong muli
Kahit hindi na ako maging parte ng iyo"

Ngayon ay nauunawaan ko na
Salamat sa pagligtas sa akin sa mga luha
Nahanap ko na ang tamang tao para sa akin
Na hanggang dulo ako'y mamahalin

Do you remember?
When we're watching the sunset
You hugged me so tight
Like you would never let go
Now it's just a memory

Limang taon na akong naghihintay
Sa puso mo'y magkaroon ng kaunting espasyo
Pag-asa'y unti-unting namamatay
Sabihin mo
Kailan ba dapat huminto?

Kung may araw na sa gabi?
Kung ubos na ang buhangin sa disyerto?
Kung matamis na ang tubig-dagat?
Kung ayaw ng magluto ni Spongebob ng Krabby Patty?

Dahil hindi ako titigil
Hangga't hindi pa nauubos ang nakaimbak kong "Kaya ko pa!"
Hangga't hindi pa napapatunayan kung may forever ba
At hangga't makalimutan ko na ang paghinga

I never thought that a three second eye contact
Could rock my world like this
I just wanted you to notice me
It was never my intention to fall
I don't know where I lost control
Must have been somewhere between your smile and the way you dance

You have marked my notebook
But your smile left a mark on my heart and mind too
You are everywhere I go
And everyone I see
Take my heart with you
I don't need it without you


**I think I better Ron (run)

You have no right to say that I am yours
When you are never been mine

You have no right to say that I am head over heels for you
When I never said I love you

You have no right to hurt me and make me jealous with your new girl
Because I never loved you

But the truth is, you have all the right in the world
I am yours since the day my heart beated for you but I guess yours did not beated the same
I never said I love you because i never had a chance
Suddenly, you left without a word
Without a last goodbye
I never loved you because I still do

Now, tell me if i deserve this kind of treatment
When all i did is to love you

Everytime you walk on my way
There are things I wanna say
"I like you!
Do you feel the same way too?"

Everytime you walk on my way
There are so many things I wanna say
I thought I was going to die
When I said **"Hi!"

They say it's never too late
But for me,
Im way too late
You can't here me now
No matter how loud I say these three word
I lost my last chance
All i can do now
Is to cry infront of your grave
Feeling the pain alone

You are my rainbow after the rain
You somehow ease my pain

You are my gold at the end of my rainbow
You lift me up when I'm feeling low

You are my four leaf clover
I am lucky that I have you forever

You can feel it,but you can't stop it.
         You give too much but no one will catch it but the ground.
                 Maybe some people will catch a few raindrops,
                   but at the end they will also throw it away.
               0          0               0                 0                 0
                      0              0              0          ­      0                      
                                 0            0           0        0         0    0
                      0      0           0      0                0        0
              0           0         0                0       0         0         0
                      0           0         0      0       0       0       0        0

My friends are telling me to stop
To stop from loving you
They asked me to find another one
They say you are a bad guy, heartbreaker and *******
Maybe they are right
But haven't I told them
That cupid didn't just shot me in my heart but also in my eyes?
So I guess, I've been blinded by love

A happy song filled the room
People are enjoying different games
They say happiness is contagious
But this loneliness is eating me
That even breathing is painful
Because every corner of this room
Is filled with our memories
We're together- in love
We used to be here
Now I'm alone
That even how happy people are
I know I will never be
Just your absence makes me wanna go home

There I was again tonight
Hoping for a chance
Wearing a gown with a touch of pink
Walking in front of you
And yet you don't even gave me a glance

Then your best friend asked for a dance
While dancing, he noticed that I am looking at you
He said that you would dance me later
I don't want to believe
But an undesirable hope ignited

I am back on my sit
Time check, eleven o'clock
I looked up at the stars
Silently praying for my last dance
When you are coming near me
Unfortunately, you asked my friend not me

Time is running,
It's already twelve midnight
Just like Cinderella,
I need to go home
You were not my first and last but my *never dance

Why people think rain symbolizes pain?
Well for me, it symbolizes new hope.

As for the plants,
It waters them in order to grow.
Just like a person who had been hurt,
Pain makes him stronger.

Just enjoy the rain
Then you will see the rainbow after.

I just wanna say that,
I really tried hard, maybe even harder
To compose myself again
I did so many things to distract me from the pain
I thought that I am already okay
I didn't expect that you really have mastered ways on how to break me
Every move you make,
Every step you take
Every words you say
Just you're mere existence
*breaks me

You left.
You came back.
I accepted you
but if you will leave again,
Don't ever think of coming back.

Since the day you went away
I just wanna close my eyes 'til i sleep
Cause I rather see you in my dreams
Than wake up without you

I still remember
The day we've met
On the first day of summer

I still remember
How your eyes shimmer
Whenever yours met mine

I still remember
The feelings I've felt
When we started talking

I still remember
The moment when I am walking alone
And you walked with me and everything feels so right

I still remember
The warmth of your love
That makes me sweat whenever you're around

I still remember
How I cried
On the last night of summer

I still remember
The day we'd met again
How you smiled at me while holding her hand

I still remember
The joy I've felt when I first saw you
And the pain I've felt when I last saw you

I still remember
Every details of it

I still remember...
I still...
**And I wish I'd forget

Rock and hearts are two different things
But they have something in common
Rock breaks into soil
But time will come, it will be a rock again
Just like our hearts
Even how many people break yours
It will always be healed by time
So you can love again...

Have you ever wanted to cry
Not because you are sad or hurt
But because you feel nothing
And you wanted to feel alive again

You saw your reflection on the mirror
You were confused
Because that girl wasn't you
*It was the girl created by life and it's eternal suffering

To my family,
I know i am such a disappointment
For that,
I am sorry

Every night
I am asking the stars
What's wrong with me?
Why do you hate me?

You can't even see the right in me
It is like, FLAWS is tattooed in my forehead
You always remind me that
I am not good enough and never will

I am on the stage
People's clapping their hands
I am searching for your presence
How stupid i am for expecting you to be there

And now i am doubting myself
If am really your child
Can you blame me?
If I always taste the bitterness of your rejection

I am not perfect
I got flaws
I make mistakes
And so are you

Mom,dad
I want you to know
That  i did my best
But i guess my best wasn't good enough

Why do I have to prove myself to you so that you can accept me as your child?

it is so hard to forget the pain you've caused me
but i did
it is not right to still believe in you after all those promises you've broke
but i still do
only fools will give up their dreams and happiness just for love
yes, i am a fool
you were everything that is bad for me
but i am still coming back for more
people were asking me why
i said because i love you
and that i will do it all again for you

Why love you, of myself I often ask. 
Is it thy scent, or heartwarming whispers? 
Or thy smile, in whose beams I often bask? 
Oh why, I find thee as my universe? 

Could it be your eyes, so filled with your love, 
So beautiful, like opals in the sun. 
Thy sweet laugh perhaps, warm snug like a glove. 
Maybe your walk, robust and built to stun. 

Yet, these things, they are merely physical.
I cherish your undying loyalty. 
Never have I found one so loveable, 
Your straight faithfulness fills my heart with glee. 

As long as your love is only for me, 
My love is pure and solely for thee.

She hates the way he says her name,
He makes it sound more beautiful than ever.
She knows she will never hear them again.

She hates every time he tells a joke,
His jokes were never funny, but makes her laugh so hard all the time. She knows she will never hear one again.

She hates it when he makes faces,
It's so cute it makes her heart skip a beat.
She knows she will never see it again.

She hates it when they talk,
She can't even look at him in the eye.
She knows, it might be their last.

She hates it when his hands hold hers,
She really likes to.
She knows it is the same hands she has to let go.

She hates it when he says hi,
These two letters could make her day.
She knows she will never hear even one goodbye.

She hates it when he walks towards her,
Her heart beats with too much excitement.
She knows she will watch his back as he leaves her life forever.

I used to hate cemeteries.
I hate the way it reminds me of my memories.
It reminds me how I lost someone and never had the chance to say goodbye.
Telling me I could no longer see him again no matter how much I cry.
It makes me regret of things that should have been and what ifs.
But when I visit you today for the first time, I was relieved that at least there was a place like this.
Where it can prove to me that you were once real.
That you really happened to me.
Your name engraved on the stone makes me remember that once in my life, someone like you existed and loved me.
I realized the true purpose of cemeteries- *to remember.

How can you smile when all you want to do is to cry?
How can you keep holding on when there is nothing you can do but to jump off the cliff?
How can you keep in touch to the people who wanted to stay away?
How can you fly if you're afraid to fall?
How can you win the battle if you're the only one left fighting?
How can you let go the person who you wanted to stay?
How can you feel love and hate at the same time with the same person?
How can you hate a person who is hurting you in so many ways but still loving him?
How can you be happy when you know someone is suffering?
How can you live when you feel like you're dying?
How can you keep things in place when they keep on falling apart?
How can you speak out your mind if you can't find your voice?
How can you get started if you don't know where to begin?
How can you follow your heart when they are torn into pieces?
How can you say you're fine when you're not?
How can you see the right path when they pushed you to darkness?
How can you say you're sad when you've never been happy?

This is the place where you left me.
That night was the worst.
The sky was gray, stars are no where.
I was hurt. I was wrecked.

Never thought I would come back here.
For so long, I thought you have my heart with you when you left.
The truth is, I just left it here where our memories live.
Now I want to take it back to me.

You are so confusing. I hope I know how you feel every time you hold my hand and our eyes meet. I wish I'm not the only one who feels like dying every time we're close to each other. Because I die every time you say goodbye. I don't feel right when you say goodnight. A part of me dies when I think it might be our last. Last conversation. My last glimpse of you. So please, if you feel the same, tell me. Tell me before it's too late. Even if you don't feel the same, tell me still. I'm fine. I will be fine. Because I don't want to spend the rest of my life wondering.

It's so funny how much im in love with you
And everyday im falling even more
My sanity is leaving me and i dont know what to do
Everytime you are near, dont know what to feel
Or is it fear? Fear that you could hear my heart beating like a drum

Cant look into your eyes
Cause i dont know what is real from lies
Do you feel the same way too?
Or you just keep me hanging?

I stare at the stars
It feels like im watching your fake smile
It's so funny how much im in love with you
So funny that im going crazy to get rid of this unfamiliar feelings

I wish that in a blink of an eye
Feelings fade
in a blink of an eye
Memories were forgotten
in a blink of an eye
Everything is back to normal
Where i am me, you are you
And we are strangers
Till the time comes
Our paths would cross
I would just smile at you and walk away