i helplessly held
at the words you've said
but what haven't grased yet
is how am i feeling that

you've fell
once again
not in love
but out of it ?

the limited words i once knew , kept growing and growing 'cause of you .

the words i knew , i ' m afraid , it was all for you .

and they , the words , stood meaningful and lasted forever . . .

all because of ' you ' ?

i'll always have a glimpse of you
like the clouds, anywhere
i would see you

i'll always have a glimpse of you
just a glimpse of you

madness and elegance
of thorns and lust
she was born
without end nor bourne
exquisite but ever torn
sophistication and thirst
of blood and the gracious curse

work those hands up,
learn these things.

do this, do that.
say these, say those.

control me world,
take over me.

just **** me already -
and I'll die not doing the things
that would make me happy.

all and full
to you
and my heart

all and full
affection
and rejection

i hoped
i have you

better to love
and to had

than to never be loved
and never have

i am on my worst
i hoped, i had you

your song
i long

i sing
lone wing

by myself
without thyself

all alone
without my favorite tone

" you "

if i have hundreds of eyes
i would only gaze at you

if i have billions of hope
i would continue to hope that you'll love me too

the wonderful world
would cover up my affection

the sky's gradient in every dusk
would cover my colorless self

the earth's mighty wind
would blow my tears away

the night's luminous stars
would outshine my endless love

the land's languid flowers
would bloom before me -
while i withered of your love

in the latter time,
i will be forgotten
caused by the pain of the unrequited

the world's grace
and the universe' elegance
will conceal every agony i have

but in every fantastic disguise
it is not sure to obscure
my love, my lies and goodbyes

the greatest dream
but it became
the nightmare , so grim