Spilling the juice all over the floor,
Missing you each day more and more.
Listening to music- new and old
My decisions getting a bit more bold.
Shutting the door louder than usual,
My mind starting to get delusional.
Loving you without a doubt,
Hate seeing you with other girls out and about.
Scrutinizing every mistake I write,
Only to view every poem I spite.
Luring the unknown into my room,
Chimney blows wind with a bad fume.
Securing my own locks on doors so fragile,
My body always wanting to move so agile.
Leaving your life and entering his,
Wisdom hit but so did his fist.
Sobbing on the cold ground,
I wish I still had you around.
Listening on what to do - my friend’s advice,
Maybe I have to start trying more than twice.
Sending mixed signals and causing trouble,
Will only ever lead to a burst in the bubble.
Lacking thought or too many to count,
So many problems I have to dismount.
Serving my old yet new figure,
My body tired, and oh-so-bitter.
Latching on somebody to stay,
Words cannot explain my feelings at play.
Shouting loud but not loud enough,
My brains gone into a severe slough.
Crying for extreme help,
I cannot do this myself.