I wanted to walk away The fear that held me back was unbearable..... It left me confused to who I was and what I wanted..... Questions the uncertainty left me chained to you.... Only through her kindness and patience I learned myself worth and I was able to leave you in the ruin you would have made me
This wreck is a boomerang It goes away and comes right back The dream I had was like real life I got angry and hurt someone The guilt was unbearable And even though their scars would fade with time, I would (forever) feel broken As if I was flawed.
The sound of your grill and fender cracking and breaking off
Your car for the rest of its days and my anxiety for only one
My boyfriend got in a wreck this morning and I’m so thankful he’s okay. His car looks so bad though it looks like he should have been injured but wasn’t. I’m been so anxious and stressed today. I’m glad I have tomorrow off.
And I spun and I spun and I spun So out of control No rhythm Short. Choppy. It lasted so long, so quickly. I don’t know what happened, But I saw it. Even though I didn’t. My car did pirouettes Down the embankment Until it found a spot to rest In between two hedgeposts And barbed wire. They say your life flashes before your eyes In moments like this, But for me, It was moments I wouldn’t ever have. The things I wanted to accomplish, The people that I loved. It was heartbreaking. When I crawled out, No different than when I got in, I laughed with tears in my throat. Today, the world is the same, But I will never be.