Be afraid of a woman who changes her hair

All this colours make you blind
It's not a hobby
It's not a style
It's a mental breakdown
or two
or maybe like ten
in a night

when a woman cuts her hair
She's about to change
her life

I gave you all of me
and you,
you can't even pick up the phone

deep
as the ocean
and
warm
as the sun,
full
as the forest
and
loud
as a club

my love for you is
real
as the stars

never thought of forgiving someone for something like this,
yet you're making me lose every breath

told me you love me
then betrayed me with someone else
what do you want me to say?
coming back
saying you're sorry
expecting me to forgive you;
never felt so hurt
Yet
idiot me,
still here
I can't live without you

Hurt me?

Oh please,
I'm not a fool
anymore

And I can still
see you

Everybody tells me
to forget you.
Everybody's right,
but I still
melt for you

Being in love
with you

I think you don't understand
how much I care
Or you do
And act like you don't;
I don't know what's worse...

So much to study
and here I am
writing poems
for you,
instead

It's not you
that I like
but
the idea
of you
in my head

Not sleeping
waiting for your response

windows closed
blankets on

writing poems for you

If you care just tell me
I'm tired
and confused

I'm happy that
you're happy
without me

I'm not scared of death
but
I was scared when I saw it in your eyes
I'm not scared of death
but
I'm scared of your silent why

love/
a hobby
I'm not good at it

I'm happy
without you

I got over you

Let the distractions out
You shine just as you are
Read it again.

Even if I probably don't need it
I want someone
Not to fake love
Not to fool people
Not to fool me
I just want a hug
No feelings between

Standing strong
I still need
someone to hold

Instructions
N.1: get used to dictatory
N.2: if everything looks to be good something's wrong get a crisis card
N.3: pawns of criticism are the strong enough
N.4: paths leading to heaven are closed -if you try to find the key you just realise that there's no hope-
N.5: levels are getting sillier -don't even try to show you're smart-
N.6: put a post of your score on instagram
N.7: be fake -they somehow love you-
N.8: wear a mask

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if you chose to continue
It's on your own risk
the good has left the chat
no one really wins

my day
a museum
of disappointments
and I'm
the biggest tragedy
in the shelves

never thought of moving on
now I'm glad we split off
loved you like I never loved anyone before
now I know my worth

I couldn't tell if you loved me
or just couldn't have anyone else
fool me that you care
now I know I'm rare

people ask if I miss you
but I don't find anything to miss
It took me a while
to get over what I thought it was life
now I'm wondering what did i like

you ****** me off
you want to have it all
now I know what I really want
I wish you the best
and
I need you to go

well
I met someone
he's nice to me;
you never treat me nice

he is not worth it