One day I'll catch you front and center on the outskirts of your city riding along a conveyer belt you'll be dressed quite insensibly idling back and forth along the past happy in your pathway hang-ups and far too distracted to notice we've become skull and crossbones
With nothing to see and nowhere to be, With no one to be and nowhere to go: Empty, like the meaning of the spring dew Dissipating, hundreds of pieces, scattered Individual voids waiting upon a cue To become what they embody, fettered. A field of unquiet quietness, occasionally interrupted by a single, awful tone. What existence is this exigence? Unknowable, unspeakable, unending: Pain is what it is.
The dew knows not why it's stepped on, Ending its momentary nature Only to crop up tomorrow and be none The foot becoming again its berater. And so it goes until the summer, with the cruel months behind it. The skull becomes and beckons Back into nihil. But there's too many things to see, places to be Too much to be and too many places to go For to be one is to be many and the dew tires.
May it only be a dream... composed in one. Nightmares shaking inside me. I drown myself so deep, where the water begins to reap. I love to hold you, to feel you, but who are you? Where are you? Why aren’t you here with me? Why so distant? Why haven’t I met you?
You don’t exist.
My imagination. Stringing myself in my realms of pure intensity. An ocean on fire ... A war with no winning ... A person with no belonging ... A rage with no fist ...
Sure enough when all of the distractions of life are taken away you are left with yourself your flaws there for you to judge and you alone your imperfections for you to pick apart, for you to overranalyze but mostly it is there for you to love to cherish and to take care of at the end of the day you have yourself
California king bed, my dreams taking over again The daydreams hit differently, waking up and you aren't next to me Place pillows to emulate you so I can sleep comfortably Imagining my baby cuddling, hand on my waist so elegantly My heart unlaced, ready to take My faith I give, ready to taste Every inch of your skin, including the air you breathe Intermingling our energy with you underneath Love me until you can't stop loving me