Okay... see... I really like this girl and I've liked her for a while. She's a silly type of girl that would go the extra mile for any guy that might want *** from the forest to the tile. They might seem as sweet as can be, but they turn out to be vile. There's this one ****** guy who's only nice perk was his smile. He got her pregnant last year and she's about to have a child. I guess this was bound to happen, cause she's that type of wild that would get married at 18 and then immediately file for divorce in the courts, of course this would happen. While I'm studying the art of pickup, she gets sitting on his lap and then he might decide to stick his **** up and start clappin, cause I was never able to man up and I was too scared tap in. I guess my major hiccup was my constant state of rapping. Where has poetry ever even gotten me. Just a hobby while I'm stuck in this secluded monotony. I just hope one day I can say someone spotted me. In the meantime I'll be a lonely poet in the club of 'Forgoten Thee'.
mary jane has taken you away from me you're so obsessed with the sensation of breathing her in it seems you have forgotten the feeling of my lips, my hair, my embrace in place of what you perceive as a better lover.
mary jane has taken you away from me. the people who love could never love as intensely as she caresses your senses, changes the tense in which you think do you think about me at all anymore?
see if you will tell that i haven't been doing well.
My heart wants to let go My mind just can't And you're not helping
My heart breaks everytime You show less to me And more to others My mind keeps locking My heart away Because of how you make us feel Because you do No matter how much I'll deny it Or try to stop it Something is happening Inside of me
You're confusing Jealous maybe Or curious? Eitherway You're not helping me
I’m jealous of the way they have your attention I’m jealous of the way they smile with you I’m jealous of the way they laugh I’m jealous of the happiness you give them I’m jealous of they way people make you a person I’m not jealous of someone I’m jealous of something Something they have Happiness
I'm not jealous. I'm not jealous that you get I love you texts from your mom for no apparent reason. or that your dad makes funny but loving tweets about you often. or that your sister is still living and breathing and thriving.
I'm not jealous. I'm not jealous that you come home to a full fridge and pantry. to a dog whose treated well but not adored more than you. to working lights and ceilings that don't look like they're gonna fall again.
I'm not jealous. I'm not jealous that your mom wants to go on a road trip to tour colleges with you. that your dad will buy you instruments and play guitar with you every night. that your sister wrote a play based on you.
I'm not jealous. I'm not jealous that you can not only afford but expect fancy sheets and blinds and rugs. that your mom will still let you crawl back into bed at night if you have a nightmare. that she'll do your laundry or dishes if you're having a bad day and she'll make you hot cocoa.
I'm not jealous. I'm not jealous that your parents don't guilt you for needing therapy. that your parents aren't ashamed to talk about you because you got a A- instead of an A. that your parents don't avoid talking about you to your friends now that you're out.
I'm not jealous. I'm not jealous that your parents take your side over your families. that you've never thought about what you would do if you got kicked out. that you don't have to plead to get your parents to call you the right name and pronouns.
I'm not jealous. I'm not jealous that you don't have to prove your worth to your parents with grades and sucess. that love is more common than shame at your house. that you aren't just the kid they had because the first one died.
I'm not jealous. I'm not jealous that you've never had to struggle with money. that you've seen your mother proud of you for something other than an eating disorder. that you aren't treated as a burden.
I'm not jealous. I swear, I'm not jealous. Its just that I would give anything to have parents who weren't jealous of other parents with "good" kids.
at least I get to move out in three years. my parents **** yayyyy.