While the ocean unfolds calm as still waters I’m just another lost soul floating helplessly with no colors
I’ll go where the tide told me to because there’s no hope left in me And everything looked so pointless so why bother to fight for them
I’ve been screaming, yearning, longing for answers, for a glimmer of hope But every time I try harder, the world brings me down And here I am
But as the night went by, and the stars fell down The sun emerged, and the warmth grew closer The morning breeze greets me, welcoming for a new start Maybe I don’t have all the answers now but that doesn’t mean I should settle down And I may be floating but i’m discovering the whole sea
From the album 'Afloat' Read the full album on https://annlour.wixsite.com/annalour/album-1-afloat
The clock strikes twelve. The day is about to die. This date would never come again. Another day, lost. Martyred itself to the power of time. Another day, wasted and dumped. No purpose in the dark solitude. The sun did not shine today. The moon hid. Darkness remained the dictator. It did strike twelve. But, just to reset itself to zero. It will strike twelve once and forevermore. Just to be lost in charcoal, forevermore. “Pointless”, I said. “Open your eyes”, he said. And I woke up for another day in the point-fullness.
Despite all the concepts, Driving the thought train. The stare remains the same. Suppose you love, suppose you don't. The smoke will settle , And you’ll see the baize was green, Evidence points to playing a game.
There is a scream that lives inside born of endless pain. It takes me down by every thought residing in my brain, So hard for me to keep a world that resembles even being sane.
A feeling of sad deep despair grown from within my inner core, I feel it rise again and know that it is here to stay forever more. So long the question I've asked myself "what do I go on for?"
There must be a reason and there has to be some way... So many are the wounds that lead me to souls dark decay, Struggling to find reason to go on even just for one more day.
When you know that love and hope and dreams are long dead, How to stop the dark thoughts congealing within your head? What is there left to keep your world sane and a soul well fed?
You know you gave everything and it has all become to tough, And the face I show now to the world is all a front and only bluff. When all the future I know lays ahead just cant be enough.
I have become pointless and a soul so depressed.... Not yet expired, but a ghost of who I was, not yet laid to rest. And by my own judgement I have failed life's every test.
"I watch the birds fly south across the autumn sky.... and one by one they disappear"..... Jeff Wayne... How sad when the last bird flies never to be seen again.... I feel my birds have flown and only winter and darkness are ahead.