Why is
Silence
So
Loud

When people see something they don't believe,
They first doubt themselves
and then the world around them

But sometimes it is the world that is inexplicable

If I can’t play against the best
Then I’ll never be the best

But I try

Watching birds fly free
I like that, I want that to be me
Waking up and hearing the birds sing
In every season
summer, winter, fall and spring
That makes me happy

The late night talks with friends
Where we don’t have to watch the time
Making memories that will never end
That makes me happy

Standing by the ocean
Looking around and watching the sunrise
Listening to the sound of the water
And hoping that this is what I will always remember
Breathing in and breathing out
That makes me happy

Being with the people I love
Where I can be who I want to be
Hearing them laugh and having fun
That’s what I love to see
That makes me happy

All these things make me happy
All these things make me feel,
that I am the happiest person in the world

HAPPY

I don't know
If you like it or not

But that doesn't matter anymore

I like it

You are just like music
Always on the right beat

But if you are no longer here
I am out of my rhythm

what you keep in your heart,
you will never lose

You came as a shooting star in my life
I could make a wish
But the wish never came true

Time is what we want most
We all need it
But time never waits
Time never stops

Years
Months
Weeks
Days
Hours
Minutes
Seconds

Use them
Live
Time is now

I can get lost
I can always get lost

Lost without you

I know who i am
I mean I think I know
I don't ''know'' know
But do you, do you know

I see sadness in your eyes
As if you knew what I saw
As if you know what I think
As if you fall how I fell

You left me
And now I am free
To be me

If love is a battlefield
Then I must have forgotten all of my armor at home,
Its a war I never agreed to fight

she was in pain
and when she was alone
the tears came out as rain
but she hid it so well that no one will ever know
how heavy it really was

I can't describe it
it's a feeling
just like air
I can't grab it

Like a flower
I will bloom again
As winter passes

Everyone wants some magical solution for their problems
But everyone refuses to believe in magic

We are all people
You and me

Standing on a road watching the traffic
All people go a different way

But sometimes u meet someone
and they become so special
that you want them to stay

We were never meant for each other
but I'm glad that even for a moment
it felt like we were

you go left and I go right
I hope we cross again

Yesterday was the past
but I still think about it, that's not what I asked

Tomorrow is a new day
I'm looking forward to it, but that's okay

It's just that we live now
thats what I want to say
Just love today

You gave me something
I never had

and now its gone

Sitting here
Staring to the world around me
Listening to something I want to hear
Waiting for you to come
Looking for the key
To open me

you are strong enough to face it all,
even if it doesn't feel like it right now

How do you let go,
From what you want to keep?

You know I'm always there for you
And there they are again, my tears over my cheeks in blue

There is just one thing I have to do
and that's letting go
of YOU

You have shaped me into something
I never wanted to be

but that's okay,
I can't blame you

You have to know
the sun and the rain,
to see all the colours of the rainbow

You there,

The one who is always ready for her friends with the best advice
The one that everyone wants to see happy
The one who believes in multiple opportunities
The one who always wants to see the positive in people

But broke deep inside
Sometimes you can take a step back

Sometimes they have expectations so high
Like a mountain with a top that can never be reached

But you will be alright
Take that step back
Just for a moment

you will not abandon someone
you're just there for yourself

Then come back as the best version of yourself
Be happy and smile
You deserve being you

Sitting on a swing

back and forth

up and down



Watching everything that happens around me


Only the swing is just a little too high



My legs float above the ground

I would prefer to stand with both feet on the ground



being one with the world

being one with everything that happens around me



I just have to grow a little bit

Time is ticking and passing by

but I, I'm standing still



Everything is going too fast around me

but I, I'm standing still



There are so many ways to move forward

but there is only one way to stand still



One step forward,

but what if this step is the wrong one?



One step back

I'm standing still again



Still as always

afraid to take the wrong step