I do not know what you want from me Don't know what I did wrong Can't tell if your feelings are real Or if you are stringing me along All I get Mixed signals One day interaction is great Next you show indifference Uncertainty what I hate Constantly attempting to figure you out What is running through your mind Comb through the words you offer Answers I never find I long for you to be forthcoming With your intentions What you're really after Something you don't mention
"That outfit doesn't suit you" says the impeccably dressed "Your back is breaking out" says the clear skinned "You are actually really really dumb" says the complex thinker "****, those teeth are yellow, you should brush more" says the one who does "What **** chat, you're not clever" says the quick witted "Look at those chicken legs!" says the one who squats "Why can't you manage your emotions?" asks the one who's matured "Stop watching **** and get a girlfriend" says the one who has a girlfriend "Clean your ******* room" says the one from his organized bedroom "Stop smoking, it's not healthy" says the one who doesn't need to "You have to stop skipping meals" says the one who isn't nauseous "Stop feeling sorry for yourself, it isn't attractive" says the happy one "You're not a bad person" says the good one "Let people love you, but also let them not love you too" says the brave one "You've got to stop procrastinating" says the one on time "Write things down, make good habits" that one remembers "You shouldn't hate yourself, forgive and grow" this one I like least "You are really awfully dumb" this one repeats himself the most "You're so dull" says the one who isn't "I hate you" says the one who tells the truth "You could be what ever you want if you stopped listening to all of us" says the one who I barely hear "We're not us, we're you" says the one who's truth is the hardest to hear
do you think, when god created us, they immediately realized their mistake? the angels must have hated us they should they do.
imagine being the perfect epitome of a being, only to be cast aside for those who create nothing but unbridled chaos. "it’s what makes them perfect" they said once, when one of the angels asked about it "the chaos?" Gabriel asked "their humanity."
i'm convinced none of them understood exactly what “humanity” means, and we don’t either.
the day that i reach the end of the road, when i meet earth, and my soul is the only thing left and it just so happens that the god I write about turns out to be real, i hope they let me ask this question just once
Even when I feel I trust I don’t Even when I feel I should I won’t Even if I wish I could I can’t She’s the same as me I think This distance between us can I shrink Or are we worlds apart inside I’m ready None can run and none can hide when Worlds collide
Eyes beaming to boisterous belly laughs of old friends- pursuing painted sunsets and cold winds. Made me feel like a man, from your alcohol and wine. She said, “where were you when I wasn’t fine?”
Deluded her with my plausible lies, truth be told- You were forgotten, but I’m not your foe. Is he a better charmer whose eyes light up your den? Lost a good friend, cause’ I left for some men. Oh, how foolish I was, I cried more than I could chew. Truth is I am not a man without you.
I hope your best friend is better than what I could have become.