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453 · Apr 2019
Perfect
Axel Apr 2019
poetry ain't perfect if you are not there;
dress and suits are for models
but I don't want to see you unhappy,
so we'll pause
but don't worry, we'll quickly forward it
just give me his name
and I promise he will end up in my flame.

It's hard, I understand
But believe me
Trust me
That you're beautiful
You're beautiful
You're beautiful
And you're so ******* beautiful
Even the mirror claps
Even the camera cheers
So be happy and always remember that I'm always here
Be happy and say '*******' to all those skinny *******.
this is dedicated to my friends and anyone who have been body shamed. sorry if this is really lame and boring but with all of my heart, i dedicate this to u guys. just know that your body doesn't symbolize u but your heart and what's inside does. love u.
445 · Jan 2019
a boy with a strawberry
Axel Jan 2019
a mountain with a full of stories,
a boy once lived with a full of laughter
he used to do that
but not anymore.

a strawberry once picked
from a beautiful young boy,
but the sun was too hot,
and the clouds faded,
so there he was sitting
with a strawberry on his hand
and he flew with tears
and went to another land.
a deep ocean with a deep meaning.
435 · May 2019
Dear Dad
Axel May 2019
Dear dad,
I'm sorry that I admire mom than you
and I'm sorry that I only could reached the roof when you asked for a moon.

As you sip your favourite cup of coffee that taste so bitter, you always ask how am I doing even though the coffee was bitter as your day.

As I was walking with you last night,
the moonlight shines right through your face
and I could see your brave face light up the night
because for the first time his son was walking with him, chatting and doing casual ****.

I'm sorry I couldn't be the best son, I'm sorry I couldn't be your best son but I promise you that I'll be your creamer to your coffee even though you prefer sugar in it.
my Superman <3
430 · Sep 2019
In your heart
Axel Sep 2019
I don't know what happened
Until you and I talk like
We were just neighbours
Saying 'hey' and just normal Conversations.

One answer per one question.
That's all it is.
I miss the way you smile at me
Like I am the only joke
You have ever seen
And now all of that has changed,
No more 'goodnight' and not even a Goodbye at the ending scene.

Just so you know,
Even if your life turn out to be hard,
I will always stay there,
Right there deep in your heart.
Axel Apr 2021
The Moon:
We meet once in a lifetime
and we kissed as much as we could,
so that love lingers around our body
when we parted.

The Sun:
He is the promise they all make,
but only me who gets to hold him
the way they crave to—
too bad we meet once in a blue moon;
but our love forever remains untold
even some people already know the truth.
a story about a love between the sun and the moon.
414 · Mar 2021
hale
Axel Mar 2021
good things don't last forever,
they come and go within a second;
so hold them close
while the seat is taken
before they say "see you never".
make it worth while you still can.
412 · Mar 2019
Illegal Act
Axel Mar 2019
I can't see myself in a deep crowd
and I feel alone deeply when you're beside me
sitting alone on the table beside the moon
can't even hear the right tune
caught me red-handed in the room
searching for the drug I've been using
checkmate!
you got me,darling
you got me staring.
can't focus what's in front if I keep dreaming.
Axel Sep 2020
I wiped my stained tears
and told myself
that maybe it's just a one time
but then again when I'm an angel they want to be the devil, but when I'm controlling, I'm the evil.

What's the point anymore of staying?
And what's the reason if there is none
if everybody's taking you for granted
while my voice stays flattened?

Falling to my bed,
losing all my words
and my metaphors ran with fears
to somewhere far away
where wishes exist and prayers stream like a waterfall everyday.
controlled
408 · May 2019
i'm no longer a muse
Axel May 2019
I've been searching the sun through the mountains till I forgot that clouds are built to be loved too.
I've been thinking too hard and forgot that I should do what I want to.
I've been tossing and turning, round and round, till I forget that nights aren't able to hold me long.
I've been crying and screaming till I forgot that stars are singing lullaby songs.
I've been looking and watching till I forgot that wings are built to fly high.
I've been in my room and staying in till I forgot that I'm no longer a dice.
Let me know if the coast is clear
And I'll let you know if I'm out of my fear.
406 · Jun 2019
crazy
Axel Jun 2019
i know that the world is built for two,
but that doesn't mean that it should be you.
389 · Apr 2021
head
Axel Apr 2021
a part of me remember all of that
while a part of you remember only that.
382 · Mar 2019
sugar in a jar of salt
Axel Mar 2019
As the thunder strikes,
the world shakes
my blood boils
and the moon falls.
As the lightning strikes,
my bed shakes
my heart stops
and my mind have lost.
As the thunder strikes,
my tears fall
my words are gone
my eyes are closed
and my love has been tossed.
As the lightning strikes,
I blame me
I blame you
and I blame the universe
can I reverse?
can I reverse?
back to when I was standing
back to when I was smiling
and back to when I was breathing.
As the thunder strikes,
my mouth is shut
my lips are sealed
and my fingers are filled with blood.
And at last, as the memory strikes,
everything changes
from black to red
from red to blue
and it's all because of you.
379 · May 2019
i love you
Axel May 2019
let my lips be your air
and my eyes will let you stare.
it feels different when you're deeply in love.
365 · Jul 2019
Adiós
Axel Jul 2019
Nothing was attached when we met
and I sure as hell
that you weren't the orchid
that I was searching.

The moon wasn't shining
when I first saw you walking with a bursting orange shirt and I promise you that I never felt that you were a meaningful poetry.

But for a few days, your face lit up my boring world, your jokes shined my darkest river, your smile was the sunrise that I was waiting to see,
and my mind was your place that you're always going to be.

But these past few minutes, your voice is the most unpleasant sound I've ever heard, your eyes are the most boring thing in the world, your face is the last thing I want to see.
I don't want to feel like this but I don't want myself to get hurt.
Go on, I'm not forcing you to love me, because I know, all your life, you've always loved her and not me.
goodbye, I wish u the best, hope u found love and hope she can give you the things I couldn't.
362 · May 2019
central park
Axel May 2019
big and wide the size of my heart is but you'd rather just to sit and hide between the trees rather than to come and search for me.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE HELL I JUST WROTE HAHAHWHWHW AND IM GOING MF CRAZY N I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY AHAHAHHAH
356 · Mar 2021
portrait
Axel Mar 2021
I'll take the pain and paint the night away.
paint every inch of my body
356 · May 2019
Heaven
Axel May 2019
when you're beside me all I think is heaven
and when you're looking at me i'm wishing that it's 11:11.
our love was written all over heaven
353 · Feb 2019
Poisonous Flower
Axel Feb 2019
Rare yet beautiful
Sharp but lovely
Strong yet weak
Dark yet sweet

If I were you I'd run
If I were you I'd hide
If I were you I'd jump
If I were you I'd climb to the atmosphere
Disappear within the dust
Sets with the sun

But this is who I am
Hidden in the jungle
Hidden under the sun
Very precious

Everyone is searching
Everyone is coming
Everyone is seeing
But never dare to touch me.
I was inspired by a sentence in a Wattpad story,so credit to the author of the story.
344 · Jan 2019
fake smile
Axel Jan 2019
black flowers and dress;
as i saw my reflection,
the water start to stir up.

as I saw my tears,
I know it's over
I know you're gone
but imagine if I can love you for so long;
imagine a world where we don't stuck in these thorns.
my friend's dad just passed away,and she's so strong, laughing, smiling, i don't know whether it's a real or a fake smile. i just wish i can be strong as her.
341 · Jun 2019
GO AWAY
Axel Jun 2019
Go away!
I'm tired of turning and
tripping and laying
in my bed all night singing
every line to every broken songs
until I breathe nothing.

Go away!
Don't you ever turn back, go away!
If you dare to step out then
face the fact that you'll never
be able to turn back, go away!
**** all the points because you
made your choice
and I hope karma will land and bet
that I'll be over here with my wine
dancing around the sand with my girlfriend.
goodbye
336 · Apr 2021
mean
Axel Apr 2021
words are not enough
when lips part and speak air,
throwing vowels like I've never learned
since I was hold
by the warmth of such care.
be your phrases and live in it;
you're now a stray, begging for a roof
of forgiveness.
do you really mean it when you say "sorry" ?
334 · Feb 2019
Happy Birthday
Axel Feb 2019
I really want to make you happy
I really want to make you smile
But the universe isn't with me
But the tables are turning faster
And the sky is falling onto my shoulder

Be happy
Try to be happy at least
It's your special day
It's your memorable day
Even if the stars aren't there tonight
Even if the moon ain't shining bright
Be happy

I would love to sing it to you
I would love to sleep under the trees with you
I would love to wish you a happy birthday
But why would I?
I'm just a shadow in your life
I'm just a Tinkerbell who's in love with Peter
I'm just a person who lives in the bitter.
I shouldn't write this **** because I'm moving on,but I can't help to see u sad on your own bday. well happy bday from this no one.
love,azfar
327 · Jan 2019
Piece of Art
Axel Jan 2019
Pointy brushes for a perfect "well done"
Flashes in my eyes,every night
Stand still and kiss her face
Just for a picture to put in a frame

Put us on the wall
Let everybody walk by
Let everybody see
Paint us pink and blue
Just for everyone to buy

Like Mona Lisa
And Van Gogh,
The same thing,just a painting on a wall
And everybody love it.
But my love ain't a piece of art
My love is just pure for a private heart.
it's about a love that one's doesn't like to share it to the whole world.
325 · Sep 2019
I'm shameless
Axel Sep 2019
Questions queuing up in my mind
everytime I see you smile cause
my words are indescribable
when you look at me and I really think
that you should be mine.
319 · Dec 2020
breathe
Axel Dec 2020
keep your head above the water
but don't let the waves overpower.
318 · Jan 2019
love
Axel Jan 2019
singing in the back
relaxing on the sofa
sleeping in each others arm
running from the world,
but I have to let you go
I have to be strong
but I'll be crying when you're gone.
just about me (will) losing my friends next year,again.
315 · May 2019
While I Was Away
Axel May 2019
While I was away,
Girls have been touching their hair with love
And girls were in love with their body like lust

While I was away,
Water have been so clear it made me teared
And ice met with eyes like a deer with a carrot

While I was away,
Diamonds are still in beauty like she's in love with a beast
And golds are like a moon shining bright when the night covers the earth

But when I am here,
The time is ticking backwards and words are read in reverse;
All I see are pain and misery people
And black rainbow isn't just a metaphor anymore.
indah khabar dari rupa.

Self-love is not selfish
Global warming is real
Woman should not be ashamed of their body
Guys should not be ashamed of their feminine
Speak out, your opinion matters!
Talk out, your feelings matter!
Reach out, love isn't endless.
315 · Jul 2019
red
Axel Jul 2019
red
Our eyes met
when he was wearing red
and this cheeks went fire burning that it's colour is red.
I.F.L.Y
315 · Jun 2019
Accidentally Love You
Axel Jun 2019
Take me down town
The place that love first bloomed
Tail of the story ended with the boy making a move
Touch me by my hands and I can already tell you i love you
oops baby I love you
-little mix
304 · Aug 2019
Ladies and Gentlemen
Axel Aug 2019
Presenting my soul,
he will entertain you
while you feel like a waterfall, falling.
Say your favourite song and he will
sing it with passion though
he's not that good in singing.
Play your favourite movie
and he will be your obsessed hero
but just so you know, I'm the heroine
of the show.
304 · Jun 2019
What Is Art
Axel Jun 2019
Once an old man asked me,
"What is art?",
Well, as an unthoughtful kid, i said "painting"
But then he laughed and left me thinking.

I traveled down the street trying to find what art really means,
I dived into the tub trying to think what art can be,
I jumped from above to fly to search art in the sky,
I asked my mom "ummi, what is art?"
She said "go Google it",
But still I can't understand;
I won't understand until someone stand up and tell me that the art is in them.

So I present myself and my humanity
To say it out loud and proud:
Art is my hated hair that the back always stand up,
Art is my dark circles under my eyes begging me to sleep,
Art is my acnes that surround my face and left me annoyed,
Art is the shirt that I bought from the thrift store that has a coffee stain,
Art is when I started to accept of who I truly am.
I tried to see art a little bit clearer
And now I understand that art is
The one that standing crooked in front of the mirror.
at the end of the day, you have to love yourself cuz how are you gonna love somebody else if u hate yourself?
298 · Aug 2019
i still love you
Axel Aug 2019
why don't you want me
like I want you?
why can't you love me
like I love you?
why don't we hold hearts
like we used to?
i love you
294 · May 2019
truth hurts
Axel May 2019
crawl down the street just to see drains getting feed.
bow down to queen just to see a throne getting licks.
slow down the sound just to hear guns screaming out loud.
moved out from town just to see the moon from underground.
292 · Jul 2019
Rain
Axel Jul 2019
i can say 'i am okay' easily
but no one would understand me,
no one would want to
hold these weak body tightly.
heartbreak is the most important moment in your life, bcs of that heartbreak, u can learn what did u do wrong and u can try to learn and grow from the mistakes you made or even your significant others made.
291 · Jul 2019
Anyway
Axel Jul 2019
Close the book,
let's read the next chapter
might as well rip
the previous chapters
but I hold on
not because the feeling is still here
but because there's still
a lot of chapters
and a lot of books on the shelf for me to read.
moving on..
288 · Dec 2019
Dangerous Situations
Axel Dec 2019
I'm holding in my scream
when you hit me right there;
it makes my mind collapses into pieces
but you'll pick it right back up
when you told me to call your name out loud.
We'll keep quiet
281 · Jul 2020
Together
Axel Jul 2020
They say that I've fallen
but I didn't know
what I have fallen into or for
until I see him and her
caressing each other
while I'm holding the tune
to my curiosity
and that is how I know I've fallen
for him and not for her
because when he's looking into me,
when he's strumming
my favourite melody,
I know we were made to be together.
281 · Jun 2019
Power Is Power
Axel Jun 2019
I don't know
if the lightning is giving me a power
but I do feel the thunder
everytime we see each other.
this fire is building up
280 · Aug 2019
My Lover
Axel Aug 2019
Let's leave our problems behind.
I'm missing you, just give me 20 sec
and I promise you can go back
to what you left.
I miss your warm
when it's time to winter,
I miss your hot
when it's time to summer,
I miss your face when it's time to fall
cause you know I will always fall
for you again and again;
always the same.
You're my one and only,
my sun and my baby,
my heart and my soul,
my warm when it's cold.
My everything.
280 · Jun 2019
nothing
Axel Jun 2019
it hurts to see you're happy with her,
it hurts to see you're smiling at her
but nothing hurts more than an unhappy boy i love.
279 · May 2019
Nothing's Gonna Stop My Day
Axel May 2019
Nothing's gonna stop my day
Not even you and not even him
Nothing's gonna stop my day
I will let let you take my bae
'Cause nothing's gonna stop my day
Not even **** and not even hate
Nothing's gonna stop my day.
yup nothing.
279 · Jun 2019
Questioning
Axel Jun 2019
Golden love in a secret barrier,
Missing nights and I wish it'd be forever;
Ruby heart wants to be loved
But an emerald soul is locking his bold.
missing him but the words aren't coming out.
278 · May 2019
after
Axel May 2019
i should've left the curtains open
so you can see what's underneath
my body and see
the shattering heart after you left me.
273 · Oct 2019
Romance in the 80's
Axel Oct 2019
Our hands intertwined,
eyes locked up,
lips were sore from kissing;
I'd say we were the best that have ever happened in each other's life.

But time was ancient,
so you left me with your name inside
and married her instead; left our memories behind, put her body in your bed.
Elio
273 · May 2019
A Drop of Milk
Axel May 2019
I wish that life could be easy
Like a toddler cries for a drop of milk
From his mother's body
270 · Jun 2019
Wtf Is That
Axel Jun 2019
If a diamond is in front of me,
Just so you know I'll choose that rather then him
But when he's not looking,
My eyes can't help it.

My heart is confused
But I can promise you there's no more feelings,
No more butterflies flying
But when he's beside me
Something started to twitch
And I call that *******.
confused
261 · May 2019
Theater Feelings
Axel May 2019
pull up the curtain,
spotlights in front,
don't mess it up
put on your big boy face
and smile; just be brave
let them see what's the cover
never let them see what happens backstage
and smile brightly for your lover
though your neck is breaking
though blood is on the rise
right above your snowy white arms.
put on your fake smiles while you still can.
giving up now.
256 · Dec 2020
december
Axel Dec 2020
I don't know whether it's the lights
or your eyes
but my heart is snowing white.
baby it's cold outside
255 · Dec 2020
sin
Axel Dec 2020
sin
I'm not saying dreams are a medicine
but I do feel better
when I'm somewhere else
running with my bare feet
on the hills chasing feelings
rather than awake but stay still
on the bed with soul in my eyes
going down to my cheek
as I think about how death is just a penalty.
Axel Mar 2019
She's smoking a cigar that is barely able to burn,
She's tasting the bitter pain of the dark yet a glimpse of sweet in a short and dangerous cigar with a hope that the tables are gonna turn in a second.

She coughed a dark raspy voice with a scent of alcohol in her mouth that he kissed with love and lust,but the leaves fall and so do her,and so do him.

She thought the devil was an angel
dressed in a daydream with a fairytale wedding and a fairytale ending; while she was gone
and and while she was still strong,
a storm with a raging thunder and a raging anger in him started to grow like a tree at the park beneath his feet; a tree that no one expected,a tree that no one felt and a tree that no one can feel.

He then began to cry with his hands in the stars,
starting to realize that what he did all this long was so wrong.He's sorry for any words and times that he never said and never there; he's sorry for not facing the consequences,and he's very sorry for thinking that she and him will end in a happy ending, will end with a 'happy ever after' like all the stories did,like all the people did.

She was confused,she was in a loose,she was in her bed and very scared.She was holding a dead bouquet of flowers from last week; a bouquet that had 99 roses that meant the days of their relationship and the days before he really decided to jump into his illusion and breathed into the final second before he took the razor and jumped into conclusion.

Now she understood,now she realized and now she knows that if they never met,if they never loved,if they never danced and if they never took a glance, things would've been better and he'll write her letters but that would be a knife-point to him because all he wanted was a guy, all he wanted was to be with his lovely bright sunshine.

Now it has been a year,it has been the darkest hours to her and it has been the saddest while everyone is living in a great and a wonderful lovely world while the sorrow and the arrow from the bow keeps stabbing her and and she always wish that her lucky stars will always be there and will always stand there with open arms that will always take care.
please love someone that you really really love and someone that you really really want.
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