“The scentless plastic flower/It’s kinda different from the flowers I knew previously”
This difference makes all the difference, doesn’t it,
The way you smile and laugh seems stiff and practiced,
Yet it’s beautiful in its own way, looking through glass,
I can’t smell your fragrance but I admire you from afar.
“I can’t understand and I’m going crazy/Spinning my head”
Soon I feel myself falling, cascading soil of the flower ***,
You’re driving me crazy, I’m going crazy and crazy and crazy,
Yet I still pick you up, hold you close, feeling your plastic hardness,
It digs into my palm and etches into my heart.
“This is a really intense lovesickness/No, it’s a harmful toxic”
I see right through your lies, your answers, your sharp brilliance,
I see the faded, dusty boy underneath, tired and worn and wondering
“I’m an ignorant loser when it comes to love methods”
It’s been five days since I’ve started, how many more days until it ends
“Come to my side as you’re such a waste beside that person/The person who can fill you up with your fragrance is here”
I remind myself your roots are not true,
Yet they grow and twist and beckon and poison
Looking for a lovesick girl to prey upon,
Looking for a loving girl to take from.
“I find you through buzzing/Buzzing towards you”
My secret becomes a disease, slowly traveling throughout,
If you were to be with me, you would feel it too.
Pain more than pleasure, that’s what real love is.
I’ll find you and teach you, plastic boy.