If we love someone,  
We express it,  
If we hate someone,  
Then we say it,  

But you chose silence,  
To destroy me slowly,  
Your silence has kept me on a string,  
The string of uncertainty,  

I'm not sure what this silence means,
Do you still love me?  
Or you hate me now?  

If I walk away from you,  
I'll be thinking of coming back,  
And If I walk towards you,  
Maybe I'll make a mistake,  

You have left me alone on this string,  
Anyhow I'm destroyed, destroyed of uncertainty ....

© 2015-AROODY

Hug me tightly, take my breath away,
From all the beautiful words in the world,
Pick the best ones and say,  
Stay with me everyday ,
Collect your trust and upon me lay,  

When you walk passed me smile at me,
To help me exist to help me be,  
Reaching you I would swim the deepest sea,  
We are young now and we are free,  

Your hug is home,
Your hug is fire,  
Without your hug I'm homesick,  
Without your hug I'm cold,  

My life was dark until you brought light,  
My life was wrong until you made it right,  
When you're out of my sight,
It's always night,
With you sun shines brighter than bright,  

I'll tell you now, I'll tell them too,  
My heart belongs to someone and that's you.


©2015-AROODY

The coldness without is covered with cloth, the coldness within can't be covered by cloth , yet if you see someone who is cold outside give him cloth but if they are cold within too give them warmness with your heart, give them kindness and melt their ice.  

- Aroody
© 2015 AROODY

" I never lied when I said that your eyes are the stars in my dark night "

Wealth, what's wealth?  
Depending on what they say.

Is wealth money?  
Is it treasure?  
Is it material possession?  

Who do we call wealthy ,
The one who has money?  

Wealth is love,  
Wealth is friends,  
Wealth is trust ,
Wealth is the possession of hearts,  

If wealth is in materials,  
Materials are lost, stolen, destroyed,  
But wealth built on friendship, on love,  
Is everlasting and never lost .

So appearance or possession they aren't wealth,  
A wealthy one is who possesses hearts, and loves.  
That's true wealth.....  

So as long as we know how to love, we are wealthy

We sat to talk me and my heart,  
We had a chat, about you it was,  
How your absence was so hard,  
Why did you leave? What was the cause?

We sat talking about loving you,  
That as soon as you left I did turn blue,  
My heart was helpless it had no clue ,

Suddenly the brain stepped in and said,  
Talking in a mocking way saying I told you so...
Once again brain was right,
But me and heart we lost light,  
It's hard to admit that brain was right again,


Do comeback please...
Come prove brain wrong....
Me and my heart patiently wait....

I'm finally free from this emotional cell ,
Though I was stuck between heaven and hell,
You were not coming was all I could tell,
I was finally out but wished you well,

I sat beside despair and sorrow,  
Wishing you would come today or tomorrow,  
But I got a little older everyday,  
When I became hopeless I tried finding a way,

But maybe I should accept somethings can never be,  
Yes you will love someone but that someone isn't me,  
From what I'm told and I feel and I clearly see,
You have long forgotten this prisoner
who only  you can set free,

Love was meant to mend broken hearts,  
Not to break them more into smaller parts,  
Love was meant to bring tears of joy,  
Not to result emotional  suicide of a girl or boy,

Yes we think we understood what love was meant,
We should take our words back in regret and repent,
This love we know is just an emotional prison,

I'm free and you are too to learn about love ... the way it should be.  



AROODY©2016/17

I'm messaging you again,
Though I promised I won't,  

I fought myself not to write to you again ,
But again again I lost,  

I'm writing you again after all this time,
Hoping you answer maybe this time,  

You read all my previous messages,  
Every word, every line,  

For you I have got a lot to say,  
But you got no ears to hear,  

I'm constantly trying to reconnect,  
But you care less  Everyday,  
I wrote to you things that would melt hearts,
If a stone read all that it would melt,  

At least I make a effort to reconnect someday,
Though you give no effort I'm not hopeless ,

How my words did melt a stone ,
But they didn't melt your heart yet ?  

Read them again and again,
Perhaps they melt your heart.

And you answer.....

The day we met,  
It rained so bad,  
We all got wet,  
Even that young lad,  

Some ran in search of spot to stand,  
Some looked around to find a hand,
Some happy they were as it did rain,
Some frowned so bad as if in vain,

Some wished they had ,
an umbrella to hold,  
Some closed their umbrellas,
though it became  mould,  

And there you came,
different than them all,  
Saw your dancing shadow around the spall ,
It was standing tall,

I loved you because you were different .

I came to you with all my love,  
Something I'm always proud of,  
You held my hand through the rain,
We danced together as if we're insane,

© 2015-AROODY

Home was once upon a time ,
a place so safe so calm ,
the remedy for the sick ,
a place to stop and rest ,

but now its only four walls ,
holding up an old roof ,
who knows what these walls have heard ?
what the roof has seen ?

A place so far from what you imagine ,
its not my serenity nor is it divine ,
but did the walls get thicker ?
or the people changed ?

Did the roof decide to be unkind?
or the sarcasm got into me ?
Do the walls block me out ?
or the stubbornness of the dwellers ?

This home was built with bricks ,
and it stands today with the same bricks so tall ,
its not the wall or roof or door ,
the people bring the feeling .

The first we met to say hi we were shy,  
Times we spent the best I can't deny,
I was happy with you as if I was high,
The end a lump in my throat I said goodbye,  

You ignored me and time killed my hope,
My life heads downwards as fast as *****,  
Your absence a situation that I can never cope,  
Holding on hurts more than letting go of the rope,  

What connects you and me now,  
Our pictures and memories,  
That to my cold heart,  
They mean another breeze,  

I broke my pride and to you I plead,
Ignored me again letting my wounds bleed,
I picked them up every little piece,
And I'm walking away as far as Greece,

©2015 AROODY

Once upon a time I was in love,
With that smile with those eyes,
Now I'm so hurt I don't feel anything,

Sometimes I feel I wanna disappear,
You are not by my side,  
I'm filled with ignorance and fear,

How cruel of you to leave me,  
When  I was totally yours,
And keep me behind these doors,

Set those eyes to look ,
For love instead of faults,
Talk to me now break the walls,  

I'm in love still as you can see,
I'm hoping for spring in autumn like a tree,
Either come and bring spring,  
Or leave me to the hands of the axes,


© AROODY2016

I walked through the city hemmed with sound,
I was all alone hence I walked around,  

Passed by the broken heart boy,  
The one who lost  joy,  

Walked beside the depressed girl,
She wouldn't smile even with a pearl,  

The man who dies everyday of pain,  
He's tired of hearing " no pain no gain "

The man who died,  
The boy who lied,  
The girl that cried,  
Things we can't hide,  

And for those who smile,  
To hide what's inside,  
They've been sad for a while,  
But still smile wide,

The broken hearts,  
The fake smiles,  

Came back home after a long walk,  
From all I saw I can't talk .....

I was so normal before we met,  
A normal person but a sad one,  
Your presence brought happiness,  
But before I knew it you were gone,  

I was sad then happy then sad,
When you left did I look glad ?
Like a cycle I was sad again,
Hence on my eyes it started to rain,

I looked in my sky,  
No stars no moon,  
You never said goodbye,  
aren't you coming back soon?  

The nights went dark,  
The days turned cold,
My life lost spark,  
Our pictures turned old,  

I sit alone thinking of you ,
Reviewing pictures of me and you,
A look at you enough to be blue,  
I want to find you, but I have no clue.

©2015 AROODY

If only you could break this silence and tell me ,
what's keeping you away from me ,

My thoughts hunt me everyday, every moment,
Every second ,

If only you could step right in front of me, and tell me what's my mistake right in my face,  

I do have enough courage to listen , tell me you hate me it's okay, tell me " I hate you for this for that "

Some say you don't speak because you don't want to hurt me, but dear I'm hurt through your silence more than any other hurtful thing that you might ever say......

I write about you, I rhyme, I think about you,
Because I love you , so much,  maybe more than I should.......

Wishing to see you everyday,  
With every breath, with every blink,  
Sit by your side if that's okay ,
Fill your cup and we have a drink,  

To see you, to hug that's all I wish,  
You belong here in my heart,
Your picture on my brain,  
It's a masterpiece of art,  
Doubtless I am but in vain,  
Thinking you will love me back the same way again.

Break in frustration,  
Cry and grieve,  
Drown in your tears,  
Unless you believe,  

" That body dies and soul exists! "

Love of a husband,
Sacrifice of a wife,  
Support of a brother,  
A sister who meant life ,

Source of their good ,
Was from the soul,
Their selfless love,  
From the heart,

Body was merely a tool,  
A tool to convey an eternal love,  

May their souls rest in peace!!
As they did and will forever live

Away from you a year has passed,
They all tell me " happy new year!! "
The end of a year I survived with fear,
How much I tried to hide that tear,  

Away from you like desert and rain,
In the wish to see you I go through pain,
Not knowing it is in vain that I wait,  
As you are now an enemy to my state,  

The rain didn't come the desert turned dead,
I smiled before now I'm depressed instead,  
Gave you my heart not using my head,  
I love you I'll never regret what I said,

My love for you was extremely deep,
I was crazy in love but not  a creep,
Wishing to see you in every dream,
If I don't see you tonight  forever I'll sleep,


© AROODY2016

           For 28 March 2016

Loosing you was my deepest fear,  
I always taught you were sincere,  
You hate me now that's crystal clear,
That strikes my heart like a spear,  

I stood there waiting in despair,  
I always told you " hello my dear ",
My respect too much for you to bear,  
I'm leaving you the end is near,

I lost you now, I have nothing to fear,  
I'm looking through, around this sphere (earth)
To find someone to call them " dear "
Someone who will be my premier,

You love me not no more,  
Who am I waiting for?  
The scent of clothes that she wore,  
Once I see them I feel the soul soar,  

I loved you more than words could say,
When you needed space I went out of your way,
Tell me then what's bothering you,  
I still don't know I have no clue,  

Like a candle my hearts filled in hope,  
Perhaps maybe you open the envelope,  
To read my letter which I wrote,  
And send me back a beautiful note,  

Perhaps perhaps, just maybe!!

Beyond the stars,
In the darkest times,
Behind those bars,
Or unsaid lines,

When people around,
Don't hear a sound,
From the broken heart,
Or the eyes that cried,  

Deep in the seas,
As warm as the sun,
For the one that believes,
We aren't still done,

I'll wait for you,
I'll wait and wait,  
Even if you are a billion years late,  
I'll wait,



@AROODY2016

What is love but an exposition,
Of what is otherwise so deeply hidden,
Within the heart of the one who adores,
Living with the fear of when she explores,


I came to you before we had met,
So majestic with pure excellence,
A perfect guy you had taught,
This broken heart's possessor had been,


When durations of speech,
Went from minutes to hours so quick,
I revealed myself not all but a bit,
Though that bit was enough to change your mind,


You saw me fall and reached my hand,
Helping me up,  assisting me to stand,
But at the same have your troops leave,
The worthless soil of my hearts land.


A confused man isn't apparently;
in the eyes of a lady attractive

AROODY 2019

I have died and lived,
A thousand times,  
Dead hopeless,  
And with hope relived,

For the hope alone,  
Is indeed power,  
That could ****,
Or give us life,  

Let them know that,
He who lived with hope,  
Never died within,  

And tell them that ,
he who lived hopeless,  
Never really lived,  

Why don't you wait and wait and hope ?

©2015 AROODY

Too tired I am to do anything,  
I've lost everyone , I've lost everything,  
Exhausted I am yet playing my role,  
I can stand up but what about my soul ?

I walk everyday smiling wide,  
A smile to fool , a smile to hide,  
For me to hide the joy that died,  
For me to hide the eyes that cried,  

Alone I sit ,  alone all the time,  
The sweet life I had turned as sour as lime,
Coffee in hand thinking of words to rhyme,  
I'm trying to get up, I'm trying to climb,

I can feel my heart's broken pieces,  
I do I wait but my sadness increases,  
It's as if my happiness, the sadness ceases,
Sitting and hoping sorrow releases,  


And I hope and hope and hope,  
And perhaps with hope I'm alive!!!

Just because you don't see me in the front row anymore
It doesn't mean I have left
I have been forced to go back a couple of rows
And I don't know if it was you or life that took me there ,

But with all this I'm still in the room ,
Following and applauding you from the back ,
I see you but you don't see me...
And the sound of me applauding is left
Unrecognized ,
Its mixed with everyone else ,
But of course there has to be a difference between them ,
I applaud out of love from the heart ,
But they ....... Never mind who am I to judge,

Just because I don't show myself ,
Doesn't mean I'm done !
No I'm enjoying the show ,
And I'm love with you ,
And I'm proud to be in the room ,
And happy to be far ,
Because to love when you are unloved ,
Is exactly what pure and selfless love is .....

What else do you want?  
I'm already so ruined,
Yet too cheeky of me,  
To as you to comeback,  

Since distance stepped  in between,
And my eyes have forever been,
Constantly rain and flood,
My heart lost reason to pump blood,

I want you now I need you now,
Direct me towards yourself tell me how,
A heart I possess from all the world,  
I'll exchange it for a hand to hold,  


Please..... consider coming back!


© AROODY2016

You went away so easily so fast,  
I actually taught what we had would last,
At first it was hard I couldn't believe,  
At last all I could do was sit and grieve,  

But darling what pushed you away?  
Will you come back to me maybe one day?  
These unanswered questions surround my mind,
Neither you nor time to me were kind,  

If I had the chance to see you again,  
By the coffee shop near the train,
Your love still runs through my vein,
I'm hopeful but they say I'm insane,  

Will you love me the same way ?
If it's 14 February or somewhere in May,  
I'll stand with a rose as long as it takes,  
Funny I don't give up though my heart always breaks,

If you come I wait, please don't be late,  
If you don't I'll die, I'll die in love .

I told you not to leave ,
I told you not to break ,
I told you not to believe,
Whatever you heard ,

Them words they meant something ,
But they mean nothing now,
You are excited about leaving ,
And all I say is how?

With you everyday was summer ,
With you everyday was spring ,
I can't get any dumber ,
Waiting for my phone to ring ,
A call from you so impossible it seems ,


When I talk about it ,
Its as if I'm living dreams ,
Some dreams are bound to be true ,
While some are just used to keep our hope !!

Our love my darling is the second type,
Even dreaming about you for me is hope ,
Do we have a source of life as strong as hope ?
The more we hope the better we can cope ....

Never it is that anyone would  understand how strong love is unless they have fallen for someone so bad, unless being so crazy in love, love these four letters are actually very strong, as when they are to make you happy they create it within like nothing else can, and vice versa if it is to destroy you,
No bullet or tank is ever equally destructive, for love always strikes your soul and heart, once the heart is broken and soul is hurt, no doctor, no cure is there other than love itself .

I rode through the forests of sorrow ,
Where I felt there is no tomorrow ,

The one you love has left ,
They always leave us with no clue ,
So we think that we are deft ,
But we're turning blue ,

And the friends who betrayed,  
Lied to you in your face,  
They said " we'll stay" but never stayed,  
Oh they will find someone to replace,  

But we'll forgive them all,
No one is perfect,  
If they built a wall,
We will break it,  

And at last of the forests of sorrow,  
There is the sun with its glow,  
Don't be hopeless,
Maybe you were careless,  

At the end of the forests of sorrow ,
There is always a brighter tomorrow .
You'll see :)

You read and write about strength,  
They say mountains show strength,  
We speak of iron and metal!  

But I believe my heart is the best example,
To burn, break, wound and die.  
And still keep pumping blood,  
No metal no iron no mountain ,
Has ever been through all that pain,

I walked through the garden of Rose
Where all the beautiful flower grows

I was hit by the roses' fragrance
Their smell was so gamy
I stood and smelled with penance
As I sat and looked  through the valley

The branches ,
the trees ,
the flowers,
the breeze,  

Everything reminds me of her,
I've passed through this garden for years,  
I wish she was there , I wish she was there,  
In her sorrow I watered the roses with tears .

As the world goes above dimension,  
With buses more station,  
The people and their pension,  
Too poor to pay attention,  

Between borders rise tension,
And we all need good intention,
While tears in precipitation,  
Our world in classification,  

Tell the soldiers to cut retaliation ,
We all need better communication,  
Peace needs a declaration,  
Complexity must turn to simplification,

One human race like one nation,
Why bizarre things bring separation,
Not only crossing lines but invasion,  
Stop right now we need concentration,

The oppressed must be under protection,
In the world we need active participation,
We understand we don't need explanation,
Too sad now so we need more exclamation,  

And that's how things start working,  
NewWorldation

©® AROODY 2016

She stood there and I approached  her and said :

" You think it's blood that runs through these veins?  No , it's not blood it's your love. "

She smiled with eyes that swam in tears.  
Finally I told her what I wanted to tell for a long long time.  


[ Far in Love ] ( To be published 2016)

©2015 AROODY

I sat down in the night,  
Away from light,  
Away from sight,  
My battles I'm gonna fight,  

I taught of you, of me, of us ,
The pictures we took,  
The frames and  truss ,
One by one I look,  

The things you said,  
The things I told,  
Come hug me now,
Tonight I'm cold,  

Time does not pass by,  
Me and my soul together cry,  
My hearts asks me "why"?  
You loved me no more,  
To myself I can't lie......

Goodbye goodbye.

When the sun is gone,
When the moon is not shone,  
There is always someone,  
Whose always alone,  

When the rain has stopped,
And the streets are wet,  
His tears have dropped,  
He is really sad , I bet,  

When he is surrounded by darkness,
When he is filled with regret,  
His soul and body unite in coldness,
He looks familiar perhaps you guys met,  

He is me...

When I'm gone,  
When I'm finally done,
At least attend my funeral,  
Where all left from me is skull,

Maybe then you'd know I waited too long,  
All this time listened to every sad song,  
I lived all this time when I was dead inside,
While I watched you walk front with pride,

Pride that you have broken a heart,
And you are glad that we are finally apart,  

I can imagine people standing by my grave,  
Talking ear to ear saying he wasn't brave,  
They say their prayers bid farewell,  
And mark the end of this Novel,

And at last you arrive,  
But darling it's too late,  
It's nine forty - five,  
My funeral was at eight,  

Again darling again you're late!!!

Something strange about her eyes,
One look at her and all my pain dies,  
Now we are apart but I know time flies,  
Everything can lie but the eye never lies,  

The color of her eyes darkest dark,  
In her eyes is the magical spark,  
When I have her I don't need light,  
Her eyes enlighten my night,  

But when she's away from my sight,  
I have got a lot of battles to fight,
I slowly turn pale and white,  
Can't decide what's wrong, what's right

I never lied when I said your eyes were the stars in my dark night.....

As soon as you left,  
The sun went away,  
The sky turned sad ,
So it started to rain,  

In my tears I could drown,  
As I wore the sorrow crown ,
When I looked at the moon going down ,
The sky went dark just like your gown ,

The stars went away,
It was a disaster night and day,
In darkness I sat and started to pray,  
That you come back to me one day,  
To you I  have got a lot to say,  

Away from you,  
My days are cold,  
My nights are dark,  

Come back please a minute away from you is a billion years of sorrow.....

I lost  her that meant so much,  
The one who cured with a touch,
I lost her that meant the world,  
In her absence whose hands to hold??

Surrounded now by silence,  
Silence here, silence there ,
Am I that easy to replace?  

If far away from me you stand,  
I'll reach for you passing every land,
I'm only warm when I hold your hand,
Without you I'm dust, without you I'm sand,  

Come right now, it's not so late,  
I'm patient, I can wait,  
If you come that would be great ;-)

From childhood you're told not to be odd,
But to be even,  
And always have hope,
Something to believe in,  

Being different was a fear,  
From childhood itself,  
That if they get you tears,  
You try to change yourself,

But we should primarily know,
That worth is not cash or gold ,
Nor color it is that defines worth,  
But the human heart is so much worth,  

Let's together try and get back peace,  
To one day see all prisoners release,  
In love and unity we all will believe,  
Together we are, together we conceive.  

Put down your swords,  
Put down your guns,  
Bring me a pen and let me write,  
A piece contract a flag coloured white,  

For all humans to sign and stamp,  
We will walk together  hands in hands,
In darkness we will be the shining lamp,  
Breaking down borders between the lands,

One day this Dream will be true,  
And to that we believe and hope.
  
©2015-AROODY

I came across our pictures today,
The picture got me into tears ,
It's a shame we've got nothing to say,  
After all this time after all these years,  

I wait and wait and wait ,
I like waiting for you ,
I sit until it's late,
And go back home when I'm blue .

Finally I'm stuck here between these walls,  
With  me and my pictures and our memories,  
And I count tear as it falls,  
Will you come back to me please?  

Will you?!

How cruel has the world become,  
People change ,
Feelings fade,
You are replaced,  
Hearts break,  

And if you have someone then please Takecare,  

Because today they take a bullet for you,  
But tomorrow they are the one shooting,
The ones holding the gun at you,

In a blink of an the one who made me smile while crying was the reason I cried.....

So cruel it is , too much to bear.

Another dawn these eyes have seen,
Do you really have to leave?
Why are you so keen?
Didn't you like it here?  

Too late too late, was when we met,
And you became the reason,  
My eyes stay wet,
Whenever I think of you,

All the beautiful things,  
Have at last gone away,  
To teach us perhaps a lesson,
That nothing ever stays,

Beware beware while making friends,  
First I also thought there will be no ends,  
I don't want to accuse anyone I know they are nice,  
If we have a cake they will evenly slice,  

But stop and think don't go so far,  
In their company you shine like a star,  
Be nice be nice always be,  
Whenever any of them you see,  

I made friends a lot I did,  
Like in a playground like I was a kid,  

I lost them now, I don't know what I did?  
Maybe it's me they want to get rid,  

I walked before proud like a king,  
Looked back to find no one  with me,  
I lost all of them all in a blink,  
Suddenly " me " extracted from "we",  

I rode all alone and learned,  
Not to love anyone more than myself,  

Love love I'm not saying stop!!!
But don't love anyone more than yourself,

As I sleep I dream of you,  
While I'm awake I wanna see you,  
You are my wish you are my hope,  
Our minds are connected like a rope,  

I wonder if you feel the same ,
I wonder if you want me too,
Maybe my feeling is vain,
And I don't have a clue,  

The one you love is always the best,  
Best hair, best face, best smile than the rest,  
Someone like you I can never find,  
Unsure I am as love is blind,  

I still don't know if you are right or wrong،
Me and you together we belong?

We love that someone to a point where we are afraid to blink ,  just  in case the happiness of our life disappears in a blink .

- Something a lover would say [1]



© AROODY2016