Dear eyes You are lucky to have each other. You complement each other plus you always see eye to eye. You come in all shapes, sizes, colours. Are you a reflection of the soul?
I like you when you twinkle. I like it when you are real. I like to make you real with a pencil and notepad. I like you when you are present. I like you when you are focused
When you are fixed on the goal. Through you, I can dream. Through you I see vanity. Through you, deep secrets are confessed.
Dear eyes You make scared sometimes with TV and social media. I don’t want to stare or to look away either. Tell me dear eyes how do I unsee what I have seen?
I think you are life’s most beautiful gift. Tell me dear eyes is all that you see real? Is it true that you keep memories of an entire lifetime? Right before someone dies you press relay?
I remember seeing you red and wondering why? Then I was told that someone broke your heart. I remember seeing you green and wondering why? Then I was told that you saw something that made you envious. I remember seeing you twinkle ad wonder why? Then I was told that someone made your day
I'm finally ready to go, But there is a fear that I won't let show. I'm so scared I'm going to fall into the same dark, I'm still forced to relive the past with every single mark.
What if I'm not actually ready to be okay? What if everything goes great until people don't stay? Why do I have so many fears about this day? I keep saying I'm ready but is that really the way?
People tell me the fears are only in my head, But I still have the biggest fear of being dead. It's true I've worked hard and I seem new, But yet there is something that still draws me to you.
I always thought if I could smile I was over you, But I smile and the pain stays too. If you say you're okay enough I'm sure it'll work, But the demons will always stay around and lurk.
So yea I'm ready to leave, let's see how this will go, Hopefully all of my emotions will begin to show. I really do want this to be different so please help me, I just want to be happy and be set free.
in this starry night where the moon's nowhere to be found the glitters in the space brightens and in these specks of stardust each containing a soul, a dream wishes waiting to be fulfilled they burn, worth a several lifetime a significance, that the promises tied in your fate, will be done maybe in another timeline, different life
in the eyes of the dreaming this night sky contains the hopes of different beings looking on that same night sky, filled with stars shining on a dark space they all find peace in the meaning there is light in the dark and that no matter how dim it is it's still dazzling, its beauty perpetual the dreaming once again prepares maybe in another night the dreams will be done
to remind the dreaming to be hopeful whatever the situation might be
Driving 90 miles down the highway at 3am on a Tuesday Night Hair flying in the backseat radio blasting at 30 the future is bleak And the past is dreary 18 years old almost on the edge of 19 Emotions seem unbearable and other times weak Nothing is ever alright I just sit in my room and imagine myself grown over night I cant pretend the future isn’t scary id be lying if I said that I act a 1000 years my age no one understands that I don’t know my purpose The search might take my lifetime What happens when the lights go out ? Am I in heaven ? Am I alright ? To say I have worries is way over my head, anxiety creeps in while I’m laying in bed Is it wrong to think I’m meant for more than this life ? Think positive think positive I’m trying cant you see ! The more I think positive the more unfortunate I believe
I am going to write a happy poem For once, I’ll neglect images of eternal damnation And trade them for clementine peels and pomegranates I’ll look up at forgiving skies with the eyes of a child Rather than down to the mud beneath my aching feet I am going to have some hope I will grit my teeth and drag my feet, but I will do it If I try hard enough, maybe I’ll convince myself this isn’t an apocalyptic fantasy That there’s light at the end of any grim tunnel I’ll skip through a field of daisies in a gentle breeze Will do anything besides grimace when I think of the future I’ll wrap my arms around my trembling body and make a first attempt at believing it’ll all be okay I am going to learn how to swim And instead of choking and sputtering as chlorine ignites my throat I’ll float down the lazy river and ignore the world The ocean won’t be frightening, won’t be unknown I will push the pedals on my two-wheeler and never look back Hope, this foreign concept, a new friend, will propel me I’ll ride into a broad valley and rest my head on the soft grasses And instead of reverting to my typical ways I’ll spin around until I’m dizzy, intoxicated by hope I am going to write a happy ending for once.
I sat down on a bench one summer afternoon and realized; it's terrifying how much time we give away To those who doesn't even matter to us anyway Looking back at all those times, I thought that was love Yet all I felt was relief when it was over.
Spring, fall and autumn passed, Those seasons we spent together we thought would last Truth be told, all those days I prayed for them to be over
Now once again, summer is here No more yearning, No more grieving. I felt happier alone, more than ever.
I long for spring to warm me up after the sub zero winter chills. I long for spring to come and take away my ills. The asthmatic weezing is getting old as well as the snow and cold. Spring please come my way soon I pray. I long for better and warmer and sunny days Spring come and please stay awhile I know that your very presence will make me smile especially when the trees grow leaves again and the flowers bloom The birds will come back and sing you a tune My heart always makes room for you too.