Easy, easy, girl. Focus.
Just find a single thought.
What’s happened to your once grand life
To make this all you’ve got?
Inside my head there is a disaster,
a blaring, busy crime scene.
Although amidst the flashing, screaming lights,
I’ve forgot what even happened.
Was it my crime or another’s?
I, the victim or the criminal?
Are they out for my arrest,
or here to help me bear my struggle?
And when I tell myself to manage,
what do the sirens do?
They scream louder and spin faster,
each and every second new.
All until the sirens
can’t go faster anymore,
so in a second all shuts down
like a heavy, sound-proof door.
Within this read you may find you are not alone in your depression, anxiety, trust issues, confusion, and struggle.