I find myself dreaming of how life was before I find myself longing for the ways things once were I wish I'd of been content instead of always asking for more I wish I remembered it vividly but now its just a blur Going out with friends and the time that went by so fast If only I had known that it wouldn't all last Now confined within the walls that make up my home I feel so trapped like I'm quarantined inside a dome Just a few months ago everything was as it should be Just a few months ago we had no restrictions and were free But now because of fear, our freedom has strict borders We have no other choice than to follow the government's orders I suppose we'll recall a few months ago as the before Because It's doubtful that things will ever be like that any more
Please no rude comments, it's been forever since I wrote and It took a lot of confidence for me to post this!!
If only I had no problems Maybe Then I wouldn't be So lonely Stressed out mind And open heart Both so lonely I can't tell If I'm alright If only I wasn't breaking Slowly I wouldn't be So lonely Walking away So coldly If only I wasn't so (not) crazy Then maybe If only I'm not lonely
Umm. Uhh. Yeah!? I DON'T KNOW! If only I wasn't lonely....