" I taught I was the only one who had the key to your heart , but later got to know that you supplied everyone with a key. "

It took me long to find out,  
That you are gone  ,
That you are no longer mine,  
Hard it was to believe,  

You had left me clueless,  
I was left all alone ,
Looking here and there,  
Searching for you the shadow of love,  

I desperately waited every minute of every day,  
Hoping that you message,  
That you would break this silence,  
But it started snowing in the desert,  
And still from you no message ,

It took me a while to find this out ,
To know that this battle I fight is a lost fight,  
It took me a while to understand why the sun isn't bright ?
Didn't they tell you that I lost light ?   

At least I know after all this time,  
The one I taught was mine,  
Has become someone else's sunshine,  
Perhaps I did I crossed the line,  

When you love someone more than you should, be ready to pay the price.

At least I know now but Alas it's too late... I look inside myself and it's like a broken window..

Another dawn these eyes have seen,
Do you really have to leave?
Why are you so keen?
Didn't you like it here?  

Too late too late, was when we met,
And you became the reason,  
My eyes stay wet,
Whenever I think of you,

All the beautiful things,  
Have at last gone away,  
To teach us perhaps a lesson,
That nothing ever stays,

" Before I Knew what the word " impossible"  meant , I could have looked it up or asked someone , but you showed me what it meant and I felt it first hand .. , why is it so bitter ? "

- Aroody2018
09/26/2018

When the party is over,  
and everyone has left,  
a sudden emptiness in me appears,

As if these people were,
a part of my heart within the chest
Because with them happiness too, disappears,

It gets lonely and sad,
After a while they have left,
I want to be smiling but I can't hold the tears,

People who you meet once, twice,
But get along with very well,
As if you have known them for many years,

I wish our moments with them never end.

That's it, that's it ,
I'm done, I really am ,
I didn't want to quit,
The door I'm gonna slam,  

With excitement I wrote to you everyday,
You didn't reply not even one of them,  
The months went on from April to May,  
I'm left alone with memories that hem,

Having you in my life,
I was the happiest in the world,  
Your absence was as sharp as knife,  
Cutting through my body which is cold,  

But believe me  I can't do this anymore,  
For this ache of mine I've  got another cure,  
Obviously you don't want me at all,  
It's hard at first but I'll stand tall,

You read all this , now you can go ,
Don't bother talking , not even hello ,  
Keep up your pace don't be slow ,
From my eyes no tears will flow,  

Have a great life!! Best of luck!!

Come hug me I'm cold
You're more precious than gold

You know I would give up the world
If my hands and your hands for a moment hold

All this time not a message I received
I said I love you but you never believed
Turn them down and come to me
My hands wide open come see

Just come, it's never late, I'm waiting

Just when you think all the stars of your sky are gone, One (*) star appears that gives you the light of a thousand stars (0.0)

©2015 AROODY

Just because you don't see me in the front row anymore
It doesn't mean I have left
I have been forced to go back a couple of rows
And I don't know if it was you or life that took me there ,

But with all this I'm still in the room ,
Following and applauding you from the back ,
I see you but you don't see me...
And the sound of me applauding is left
Unrecognized ,
Its mixed with everyone else ,
But of course there has to be a difference between them ,
I applaud out of love from the heart ,
But they ....... Never mind who am I to judge,

Just because I don't show myself ,
Doesn't mean I'm done !
No I'm enjoying the show ,
And I'm love with you ,
And I'm proud to be in the room ,
And happy to be far ,
Because to love when you are unloved ,
Is exactly what pure and selfless love is .....