I know me and what I want,
Prays for faith larger then fears
& Dreams bigger then self doubt.
Not scared to like alone walks.
Tied to goals not people or things.
Aware of heartbreaks and love don't blind me.
M idealistic and prepared to be misunderstood.
Stay real, stay loyal
Or stay away from me.
M too deep to be true & too romantic to be real.
I enjoys the moment and plans for future.

My old vision,
and new life
don't work together.
Thats a reason,
I write...

You loved and lost.
I search for you,
In the light of love and hope.
Tracing u everywhere,
Exhausting my mind and soul.
Heart failed me first,
Mind later.

What is this m feared of,
Which can't be seen and touch.
Sometimes I feel it in my thoughts,
Dressed in daydreams ,dark and deep.
Drowning me in
& Stealing my moments and breath away.

I was busy burning some bridges,
Closing some doors.
Until I realized ,
I also got wings.
To fly over it all.

You could be someone's other
But you were mine's only.
You know one day we will end,
But it is more scary
for me to realize "it's ended".

So now it's time to start
Something new
& Trust the magic of new beginnings.
This time I won't wait
for Storm to pass,
As m learning ,
To dance in rain
& Smiling when it hurts most.

Pain to loose,
Strength to gain.
Who knows who will leave me,
So I pushed them all away.

Once again a diversion
Or loose of tracks.
Is it an opportunity
Or way to hell.
Just a step,
And a choice,
Will drown me down
Or fly me high.

M sick of this blame game
Which will make me loose
Even if I wins.
It don't matter anymore
U right and me wrong.
M leaving it all behind,
That love and arguments
Jealousy and care.
M setting u free.
Don't worry for me, time will heal me.

I have earned a lot,
& Still in pursuit of more.
Wearing crown of smile
& Armor of faith.
Sometimes enjoying the sunshine,
& Sometimes battling the storms.
I am rowing ahead.
So, let these waves,
This time take me to a new place.

As the sand slipped through the
Hourglass,
Her memory faded a little more.

A choice to be Happy is,
the last thing she could remember.

You live in a land
where there is nothing to escape from
Where life don't
Blink
Pause
Think
Stop
But goes on.
One could see this place only from my eyes.
I am completely fascinating by you.
Your reality is my dream,
But dreams are never reality.
This daydream is lovely as sunshine,
as intriguing as the untold secrets of universe
As weird and wonderful like lies that realizes me truth.
So, I am closing my eyes and escaping to you.

Nothing is more beautiful then a real smile
That has struggled through tears.
it is an ideal reward for Victory
And classic way of hiding scars.
May be that's why they believe I have always braved a war.

I closed my eyes
from the light
and when opened them
it was already night.

With my unfamiliar heartbeat
and a voice of faith.
I looked into mirror
and saw her there,
staring at me,
with fear striking glare
and telling me untold tales.

Tales of,
the dreams that died,
the emotions left unfelt,
the words left unsaid
and the path not taken.

I saw her
carving for love,
when loving someone else.

I guess its part of life
and now my choices ,
are what i am.
Let i forgive me
and build a path of self belief
out of this maze
because when winter passes,
spring comes again.

So i will fall again,
fly again,
run and crawl,
will hit by countless stars
But will never stop again!..

My breath,
the path i walked.
The me from yesterday,
the me from today,
the me from tomorrow
its all the answers for me.

M still finding myself,
is on the path to love myself.
Its the beginning of start,
and the end of end.
Now even my scars,
seems my very own constellations.

I build walls around,
To keep the frenemies out.
Oh! My angels too lose
their way!!...

Spend childhood
Crying for toys and candies.
Now searching for
Something these eyes can't see
Hands can't touch
My soul craves for love
I was complete as a child.

Past is still in me
& future is blurred.
Sometimes I cried for both.
But moving on is all I could do,
For
The road ahead is longer ,
than the one I left behind.

I took a deep breath &
Listen to the old brag of my heart.

I am, I am ,I am.

An evil is playing in my head,
Cursing my peace,
Poisoning my thoughts.
So, good side sets on war,
But evil still wins.
Destroying everything in its path.
Its bad and fearful,but still a company.
Be my friend ,evil.
I could serve u with love and wisdom.
M still alive,
And till last breath ,I will be hoping for good days.

I was lost and tired, looking for a way out
Found him.
He hold gravity in his eyes,
Was wearing smile like a crown
And looked like forever to me.
That moment felt so right,
It was beautiful to be broken and in love all at once.
You were the most amazing stranger ,
I ever had pleasure of knowing.

Sometimes I need love,
I need faith.
But on some days
Just a smiling Hello makes my day!!..

my name means UNIQUE
I wonder if so am I.

M owing it ,
before the beginning of my beginning.
I wonder How and Why,
Was it destined?
what if i had different name?
How would it had felt?

Feeling is easy,
Thinking is tough.
Still mind always sets victory onto heart.

He is leaving
Soon we will be just past pronouns,
When I was yours and you were mine
Because your light
Is not quite like mine,
Your grays are not,
gray like mine.
The more I see,
the less I know for sure.
We were not perfect,
but imperfection is not fatal.
It is only togetherness that counts.
I want what I get,
hope you get what you want.

You are my only option,
I will choose you,
Even if I loose me.
This love is blind with depth of seas.
So m down on my knees,
Bribing heaven and fasting for your love.

I am learning to speak
Although I can speak.

I am learning to see,
Although I can see.

So why I don't like what
I see or speak.!

Hence I must learn
To speak and see.

Her world is so big and blessed,
Cheery and sweet.
What this curse m dealing with,
M So lone and unhappy.