I want you to listen.
I don’t need any feedback.
I'm not happy in our relationship.

Mainly because i still feel some type of way from the summer.
Thinking i should bury the situation and my feelings. But i couldn’t.
The idea of telling myself “I’m ok with being pushed away” is ok, is not ok.
Deep down, this will happen again just like everything else did.
Causing us to be off, odd, & awkward.
This doesn’t mean i love you any less.
But i don’t see our relationship getting better.

For awhile now,
i been thinking i came back into your life
as a friend and not a potential husband.
Simply because you needed a friend,
to help you get through whatever you’re truly battling that i'm not aware of.
Show you a different path where you can grow vs Chicago.
Leave the pass behind for good and be truly happy somewhere else without worry about
what others may want from you
or feel like you’re being used.

I’m no fan of politics.
No opinion, or want,
on picking a man to run this country.
It’s hard to ask why I,
And my wayward countryman,
Do this.
1460 days; him or him?
And not that woman.
“Pick! Pick! Pick!”
That’s hard push ****!
You gotta do this.
You gotta do this.
You can all kiss my
Honey brown ***!
It’s important, ya’
But what if I don’t want this?
I’m a frosty *****,
And this man and that man,
Don’t know “no”.
But I do.
So,
Don’t “ask” that I do that hard push ****.
Pick! Pick! Pick!
Pfft …
*******.

the vagaries of
love push pull this troubled mind
to balance hard fought

Open your eyes.
Break the habit.
Cut the old
With a hatchet.
Don't you worry
Don't you stress.
I will help you
Through the rest.

I'm your mentor.
I'm your guide.
I'll light your way
Through life's ride.
It's no problem.
I'm on your team.
Just take my hand
Before you leap.

It'll be hard.
It'll hurt a little,
But looking back
Where you started
Is such a miracle

You keep pushing me aside
Because you're afraid I'll ask
What's on your mind.
The thing is, I'm not going anywhere
Because I care