She is a mystery
Deeply a dancing soul
Spiritually loving **** as hell
Her eyes intoxicate
To the night the moon
is her comfort
She moves to the wind
Like a wave
It's with her witchy body
A spirit evolution
Daring you to love her
Whispers of passion
Let my heart beat to your rhythmic
eyes let it move thru your mystery
Let us be the desire the twisted love
Let my mystery be your truth
Let my soul be home in your love
Let this be where , I come home
The music of my thunder be your lightening
Be my mystery seeing in you
I seek no more for with you
I am whole

© Jennifer Delong 2016 Dec

Losing people we love is tough
It happens eventually
that's true
I wish I could have had one more day
To tell you how much you mean to me how great you are &
enjoy another great conversation
Hear you laugh see your smile
I miss you Uncle Markie
Your friendship was so genuine
You lifted my spirits
You were so funny
So now I just sit and talk to you
and send my love to the sky
Send my love on a cloud to you
"Miss you ..
you woo woo **** tow truck driver" ..lol ..made you smile ..I hear you laughing ..

© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏💗 4/2023

Sitting here listening to the rain
It's like a song playing to remind me
The air though fresh yet looks so sad
Times & days , I have sat
Feeling this rain drawing me sad
Lonely feelings arise from my depths
Hearing this melody reminding me
How can something so cleansing
Draw us in to only feel so down
When rain begins to pour
In doors , I will go
Try to stay warm
Hoping to find
Maybe this time
I will feel refreshed maybe sunny
For rain always draws a feeling
a lonely kinda sad
© Jennifer L DeLong 9/22/18

Wild and Colorful
sky's gone crazy , I say
Look it's lost control

Clouds are swirled
With colors so captivating
the sun has the sky lit to the eye

It's breathtaking & wild
It's got us in perfect attention
Staring gasping for words

Cameras clicking
It's got a heavy metal rhythm
Can you feel it
Can you dig it

Sky of wild imagination
Dancing with the wind
Twirling & Twisting

Sky & cloud gone crazy
Do you feel it
Can you dig it
© Jennifer L DeLong Dec 2016

I feel like a trinket
Put up on a shelf
Only to be admired
You can only look
But please it's not a toy
Only taken down
for a minute or two
Then back to the shelf I go
You can't imagine
the thoughts or the feelings
I may have
It's easier to just put me on a shelf
How is this better
Why am, I not to be enjoyed
I know quite alot
I got a great sense of humor
But this isn't funny
Now ya got me feeling like a trinket
Can't tell me it's ok
I just can't live this way
Sitting on a shelf
This I cannot do
© Jennifer Delong 9/28/18

It's been awhile I know
Been so busy
Work and life
But not to worry
I am back
now let my poetry
begin again
Yes I missed you
Did you happen to miss me to
Busy now slowed
So here I am back with you !!
€ Jennifer Dlg 2019/9

I finally met a friend
She is a RockHound
She understands me
She is quite sweet
We can talk and talk
We go hunting on the beach
Sharing in the joy of finding Agates & more
She has become someone I trust
Not easy for me
Been burned to many times
So for me to finally have a friend
It's really nice to know she is there
We will share many memories
My friend & I
I got her back & she has mine
I will share what , I know
As she will with me
It's nice to know
I have a friend
Waited a long time
But it was worth it
It certainly was
© Jennifer Delong 1/3/19

Ask me if I care
As you play your ignore me game
Ask me if I hurt
when I see you online
acting like you don't know me
when I posted my gift
as usual you pretend it's not there
when you wanted me
you only wanted to play your selfish game
taking what you wanted out of me
not caring how I felt
not caring how Id hurt
when you decided you wanted no more
Leaving me here without a care
If only people really knew
how selfish you are
how mean you are
How you played me
all these long 5 years
just to go on to **** someone else
cause your not a man your a game
who needs to be turned off
and told to *******
So
*******
© Jennifer Delong

Legends say that hummingbirds float free of time, carrying our hopes for love, joy, and celebration. Hummingbirds open our eyes
to the wonder of the world
and inspire us to open our hearts
to loved ones and friends.
Like a hummingbird,
we aspire to hover
and to savor each moment as it passes, embrace all that life has to offer
and to celebrate the joy of everyday.
The hummingbird’s delicate grace reminds us that life is rich,
beauty is everywhere,
every personal connection has meaning
and that laughter is life’s sweetest creation.
From Jason Aaron Swanson
RIP 6/1/2018
It's not goodbye it's see you soon

When you try and try
how can it be
life's not easy for me
When you give your all
still it's not enough
there always wanting more
can't they see
Ive got nothing else
**** my bones clean
If you want
there's nothing I can do
I've got nothing else to give
I try I try nothing is all
I'm coming up with
You can't know my pain
I live with it everyday
Wonder why this hell
won't give me a break
Can't it tell I'm doing my best
can't it just let me rest
I need a change
I'm begging for change
A little happiness
Why is it not for me
Why am I not worth
as much as this life
Where can I hide
Where can I find
a little peace
I work and can do
just about anything
I have a soul it is kind
my intentions are good
So how do I stop the bleeding
it's ripping me apart
I feel like jumping
I feel like not breathing
would then I find
at best a little rest ..
© Jennifer Delong 3/6/18

I walk inside seeing my blood flow through the winding paths
I see the many cells all working
together
I feel the warmth of my skin
I hear my heart its rhythmic beats
Its in hear I come to know
how it all works to keep me
here healthy & strong
Its a strange thing indeed
Its a beautiful work of art
Taking a walk into me
Was a adventure
I won' t soon forget
© Jennifer L DeLong 10/30/2020

The intensity with which we shatter
Those what’s-left-of-us shards that cut you deep
Brokenness and jagged edges
When prices paid with pieces feels too steep

Only two things cause our own destruction
We’re broken from without or from within
The damage goes beyond reconstruction
We can’t build what we built before again

Cracked into piles of debris on the floor
The remnants of escaped emotion’s cage
Whose seething burn couldn’t take it anymore
Disposing of it disrespects its rage

We’re broken so that something is released
Those shards remind us what we have to do
To put them back is just what matters least
But don’t cut yourself making something new. .... © Jennifer L DeLong 2/20/20

Sitting and thinking
Can't believe it's been 44yrs
Life can be so strange
For it seems
Time flies by
Moments last but a blink
So much we loose
For we don't think
How much we will wish
For these years to have back
I'm not any younger
But a hell of a bit smarter
Go for it live them up now
Love what time u got
Cause it's gone in a blink
I know 44 yrs came so fast
Can't go back
So the next 10 years
I'm not a wasting
Smile more & cherish time
Cause in 10 more yrs
I don't wanna wish
I had them back
So cash them in
Love them all
44yrs are gone
But at least I got
10 more !!
© Jennifer L DeLong 5/10/17

Eye on life
Eye is here
Eye of me
Eye of you
Eye can see
Eye can be
Eye I am
Eye can
Eye is true
Eye can see you
Eye of blue
Eye can't lie
Eye is true
No eyes
Can't see
Eye is done
Eye will laugh
Eye hope you do

© Jennifer Delong 3/7/18

The light was all, I saw
The door locked tight
I couldn't move
For a sense of warning
impaled me still
Mindfully, I screamed
Cast me protection
From this , I plead
I stared at that light
As, I kept silently still
But thankfully, I awoke
Just in time I do say
Who knows what was
Just beyond that door
©Jennifer L Dlg 5/25/18

Breath your scent onto me
I wish to taste you
I wish for you to show me
With your dragon eyes
Burn me with your fire
Let the passion fire red
Take us where only lovers go
With your wings wisp me up
Wrap tight hold me close
Let your skin become mine
Let us be where's our world
for us can only flee..
Come my dragon lover
Take me to your den
Where our passions
can burn fire red
© Jennifer Delong 10/26/18

Seeing the day arise
Seeing the lonely looking sky
It's no wonder I'm feeling so blah
It's mornings like these ,
I just wanna sleep the day away
No emotions no feeling the drag
Then awake to a sunny day nah
life's not gonna play it my way
So here I go anyway
© Jennifer Delong 1/16/19

My eyes are my weapon
They can bring you up
or tear you down
they speak there own
language if you pay
attention
there exciting
can be enlightening
These eyes can dance
follow your moves
but do me wrong
they'll bring you down
I hope you never find out

© Jennifer Delong 3/2018

When your feeling bored
unmotivated
Life seems so Grey
You long for something
that will make you feel
alive motivated
You lay on the couch
no energy
You can't seem to get up
You try but you sleep
the day away
Longing and waiting
for something to motivate
you and to feel less Grey
I know what your going
through
I have been there a time or two
Reach out call me
talk to someone
It will help
trust me
I know
Feeling
your not alone does help
Having someone care
Will help you feel less
Grey
cause knowing someone cares helps feel less Grey
© Jennifer L DeLong

People always find me such a mystery ..
It's how and who  , I am
I am always a bit hidden
I don't reveal it all
For that I leave it up to you
To ponder or guess
it's always interesting the things
that people come up with.
Some funny some so not me
It's not that I'm hiding
or crazy
It's just how , I am it's a bit of my witchy my spiritual self
I find it quite **** actually
So be what it is
I'm just a mystery but if you
really pay attention
You will see I'm not all that
mysterious but you must admit
you kinda like it
That I leave a bit for you to ponder
(C) Jennifer L Dlg 9/2019

Wanting your desires to change
Wishing you would fall for me
I can't help but want it to be
Wish as I might I can't make it so
Do I let it stay this way
knowing it won't last
It's temporary
Can I give up more time
For something that won't last
Time is to costly
I want to find someone for me
To be with
To spend time with
To fall in love with
So a decision
I must make
Cause falling for you
Will only hurt in the end
© Jennifer DeLong 09/2024

Your there now
Thinking you have won
But warning is a *****
Who will come calling
I can promise you that
Your thinking you got it
But ***** be warned
Your karma is crawling
she is almost at your door
Ready or not
To late your done
© Jennifer Delong 5/22/18

I wanna fall
I wanna fall in love
again
I wanna enjoy you
like I used to do
I wanna wake up
to you
I wanna make it come
true
Why can't you
love me
like you used to do
I wanna know
why you walked away
I wanna know
so my heart can heal
I wanna feel alive again
like I used to feel
I wanna is alot
in 2 simple words
I wanna just live
in love once again
I wanna
I just wanna
© Jennifer Delong 11/3/18

I sit on my bed every night.
I look for a star to wish on, but not one is in sight.
So I try to sleep, but all I see is you.
I think to myself, is he feeling this too?
Instead, I sit around crying and being sad,
But before I go to sleep every night, I always smile
Because even though we didn't last long, it was worth the while.
You may not feel this feeling between us two,
But in the end you won't find anyone who loves you as much as I do.
I'll admit, I don't understand.
I put my faith in you
I ask myself why ?
Why won't he tell me goodbye?
I wish you would've told me from the start.
Because of you, now all I have left are the memories and a broken heart
I lust & love you
If , I ever get you back in my arms
I will never let you go Richard
© Jennifer L DeLong 10/6/2017

How can so many continue to believe
How can so many be so trusting
Trusting in our failing government
Trusting in the daily lies spread
What is it gonna take ?
It's so obvious it really is
It gets so frustrating
When will we all be done
What is it gonna take
I mean seriously can it get any worse
It's plain to see no one's caring
about our freedoms our rights our needs
It's all just a competition
So many of us poor barely scraping by
So many treated like crap
Can't we all say enough
It's our government
It's up to us to say enough
and if we don't like now
I'm sure it's gonna end
It won't be pretty it will be distruction
Utter pain and devastation
© Jennifer Delong 1/14/19