I can feel myself getting bad again, staying in bed constantly Closing the curtains to leave my room almost completely dark I feel the weight on my chest getting heavier I stare at the messages I receive without replying I simply don’t have the mental strength I feel myself falling into that dark hole that I tried so hard to get out of I need help But I can’t see no one around Just me, myself and I And that’s not enough to last the night
Oh so family is supposed to always be there for you Just not when sharing your feelings;it's not cool? You can't confide in them with what you are dealing with Got me feeling like a sith That my feelings are too dark Like I'm red kryptonite Clark Leaving me to become real bitter Like all the times i was verbally attacked by a "her" I'm told to act my age I'm only 30 I'm not a wise sage
It's pretty self explanatory. I pretty much shared too much with my cousins and was told to go see a therapist. I guess you can't ALWAYS count on family. I've learned my lesson.