A picture paints a thousand words,
A novel tells a hundred stories.
A poem shares a million thoughts,
But what do we?

I don't think there's something like life after death.
Isn't life and death just a lightswitch? It'll take a little time to install the lightswitch and then your body is here. When you turn on the light your soul is here and when you die the lightswitch goes off. And Only your body is left, the extinguished lightbulb.


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It's 2AM, get some sleep.
~ Note to self

I just wanted to say a quick thank you,
To all the people out here.
For their support,
And loving poetry.
And for their understanding.
I'm really glad I can say,
That I'm a part of this "community."
I'm really grateful.
Stay Safe,
Take care,
And I'll see you all
Back there.

You can call it an aeshetic,
Or call it a ruin-my-life.
But you can't take
Who I was away.
Sometimes I wish
I hadn't changed back then.
And that I'd still have
The past in my hands.

I might have changed,
And I might be who I was again,
But I'm still me.
I'm still the girl you loved.

Do the teachers
Dislike me as much,
As I dislike them?
It would explain their face...
; l

Wake me up
At the cracks of dawn
Because you had
A nightmare

Wake me up
In the middle of the night
Because you need a hug
And you want some cuddles

Wake me up
When I'm not asleep
From the daily nightmare
That's called me

Wake me up
When you're thirsty
And need someone to walk you down the stairs
Because you're scared alone in the dark

Wake me up
Whenever you need me
4 AM, 6 PM
I'll always be there

Wake me up
And make me
Stand up with tangles in my hair
To dance with you at midnight

Wake me up
Before you leave to work
So I can wake up next to you
Like we've always wanted

Wake me up
To make love
I wish you would want me
To be your passion

I'm fine
I'm fine
I'm fine
Repeat

For tearing you apart,
And not comming back to stick you together.
For betraying you endless times.
For lying and running.
And telling the truth and hurting.
For scaring you and pushing you away.
And letting the monster inside of me go.
No apologies will be enough,
I really ****** it up.
I'm not the worst person in this story.
But I'm still the bad guy.
And I'm really, really sorry.
For not staying away.
I love you

Breathe
In
Out
You'll be okay

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In
Out
Feeling fine

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In
Out
Yes, I'm happy

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In
Out
I'm not suicidal

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In Out
We're not going faster

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In Out
Not cutting myself tonight

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In Out
Don't be anxious

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Inout
Get away that knife

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Out
Never in

59 days of depression.

From sunrise until twilight,
My love for you is red like your blood.
From sundown until morning light,
My love for you is black, like the leaves dried
From the rose I wanted to give you
But never did.
Oh darling,
Isn't it lovely to be in so much pain?

I can be scary if I want to.
Chase you in your nightmares,
Or hide under your bed.
I can cut your throat or slide your wrists,
I can summon a demon or
I could set you on fire.
But if I really want to torture you,
I'll love you,
Until we meet again...

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Say hi to Satan from me

Life is but the blink of an eye,
Death is the real adventure

I think about you so much,
You don't even know.

Just smile through the pain I caused myself,
And we will all be fine.

My
Feelings
Are stacked
Up like a huge
Piramid of emotions

Six months of delusion

The *******