My frightened friend once said to me:
"I'm scared... I think I'm gay, no longer straight!"

To which I replied:
"I do not care, I like you for who you are, and to me you're still my mate"

Please stop crying, takes your hands off your ears
I want to help you.
Your moans of anguish and pain hurt my soul,
I wish to help you.

I will.
I will.

I have to stay calm, motivate myself.
He is just ill,
And illnesses can be cured
And I can do this.

I can.
I can.

He's only been here for a short while
Yet he screams as if he were possessed
I offered my help, I did all I could
But found him dead in his room.

I didn't help him.
I couldn't help him.
I wish I did.

All week I look forward to seeing you,
The moment when light goes dark,
When it seems as if the world is in shadow.

I looked for you yesterday and what a sight!
I mean I didn't see you...
But those clouds that hid you away were magnificent!

I looked at the body sprawled out on the ground.
I saw people run from all directions as soon as it happened.
As soon as the car crashed, and the driver landed.
People screamed, people cried, People gasped.

I looked at the body sprawled out on the floor.
Someone was calling for a doctor, someone was calling for a medic.
Everything was hectic after that brief few minutes when everything slowed.
At first, all people could do was stand in disbelief.

I looked at the body sprawled out on road.
The ****** corpse with a distant look in it's eyes.
Made me remember what had happened.
Just the look it the eyes gave me the memory.

Before I was carried away to Heaven.

I am no-one.
You don't know who I am.
To you I am an alien.
To my friends, I am a man.

I come from somewhere you haven't been,
I live where you don't.
You don't know my background
even some of my closest won't.

I walk past you in the street,
and you don't realize,
I am just another stranger,
a stranger with strange eyes.

I was born on a Zodiac cusp
on the 23rd of July 1997.
I am Cancer, The crab.
I am Leo, The Lion.

Sometimes I feel small,
prey to mighty predators.
But I can hide
and I have claws
so please don't try to hurt me.

I am brave, confident and proud.
I roar with fierceness,
but it is nothing, just a sound.
I am strong and fast,
I am the king of thousands.

I am hard-shelled but fierce.
I can hide or I can hunt.
I can crawl or I can run.
I seem small but I am big.

I have a strong jaw and sharp claws
I wear my crown proudly
for I am the king of beasts
but I am far from it.

How do you expect the unexpected?
Once you expect the unexpected, the unexpected becomes expected?

I wish I was a little boy again, because skinned knees are easier to fix than a broken heart

We may be old and grey,
We may be gone any day,
But with you by my side,
Our souls will dance the sorrow away

Life is important.
I know it's stressful.
I know it's hard.
I know it's upsetting...
But! It's yours.

I'm a pacifist,
I don't believe that violence is the answer,
You only live this life once,
So why waste it, ruining others?

Say no to Violence, respect life.

One day I will die, as is what happens with all.
   But I'm no longer scared. I won't be forever gone.
       Just like the Phoenix, I will come back, reborn onto this world.

Facebook, oh Facebook, the addiction of so many but wanted by very few.

Facebook, oh Facebook, the place that's so hard to show feelings as I am judged for my fights and ignored of my achievements.

Facebook, oh Facebook, you used to be a trend but now...You're wrongly used.

Facebook, oh Facebook, I do not hate you in fact...I love you!

Now that I've said this, may I have some free credits for games and more likes on my pictures? ;)

Hands touch,
lips are dry,
our bodies touch,
warm and smooth
like satin on skin.

Faces glowing,
cheeks are red,
hearts beat as one
a harmony of one another.

Our eyes meet
adrenaline pumps through our veins.
Stroking the skin
feeling small flips in my stomach
electric impulses pulse through our bodies.

We kiss,
the moment is magic.
The world stops for us
but we don't notice
our minds are focused.

Remember, how we met?
You used to be my best friend,
but this is better, this is bliss.
With feelings like this,
our love for each other will never end

Her eyes speak kind words,
words of love and passion.
Her lips, peach pink, stay shut,
I only listen to her eyes.

The windows are open,
a beautiful scenery can be seen.
A soul behind the windows.
A soul seemingly made of dreams.

Her body is not slim.
Her face without make-up.
She may not be amazing to you,
but to me,
she is perfection.

Sadness is but a drop of water in a lake of emotions

She's just like the wind.
Slow and breezy.
The wind blows me away...

And so does she.

Seriously? What is your problem!?
Every day I am nice,
I smile and laugh.
If you were upset, I'd come and help you out.

But everyday I wake up and I'm in a good mood
But by night, I can't sleep because of the constant stress you put me through!

My own friends,
My anger is boiling up inside of me
Eventually, one day, I'm going to snap!!
And bye bye Mr nice guy!

So *******! Fly away!
I'm not putting up with this for another day!
I might not show my anger, but there is a different side to me.
And believe me, this isn't a side you want to see!

From Youtube to fame,
The first to play a new game.
Doesn't mind being put to shame,
None of his videos are ever the same.

On a hunt for his Senpai,
On games with Ken, Jack and Cry.
He's just a fabulous kinda guy.

This man called Felix,
I hope you know.
His great name "Pewdiepie",
is one worshipped, if you are a Bro.

He wipes the moisture from his brow
The colour of a tomato fills his face,
as soon as we heard "GO!" he was gone,
doesn't he know that slow and steady win the race?

I don't run, I just walk slowly
I see my mother in the crowd, telling me to hurry.
Hasn't she realized that I am the Tortoise
and he is the hare.

I know I am right,
it said so in a book
we are racing around a circle
I see him and give a smug look.

For I am clever,
and he is nearing the finish line now.
haha how foolish!
He should've walked like I am,
now he'll have to rest his head in shame,
and just allow me to win this.

For he is the Hare,
but I am the tortoise.
And even the famous book says
"Slow and steady wins the race".

I don't stalk the night,
I am it.
I am not a predator.
I hunt them.

I do not fear the light,
I blind it.
I am not a monster,
I scare them.

My skeleton is my body
and Su-Fan is my name.
Beware it!

"You want to hit me, fight me, kick me or bite me.
You think you're tough, you aren't.
Come, try to fight me, you won't succeed!"

"Oh yeah, why?" He hissed.

"Because, my friend, I'm a pacifist".

The other day my kid asked me some questions about the human body, and with my intelligence, I decided to let him know...

"Why have we got ears?"
"So that our glasses have something to rest on"

"Why do we have eyes?"
"Because otherwise our eyelids wouldn't protect anything".

"Why do we fingers?"
"well, fingernails need to grow off something!"

"Why do we have noses?"
"Because if we didn't, we'd look like Voldemort"

"why do we have *******"
"So that we can make a face with our stomachs"

The Earth is our planet- The mother of Man.
The sun is a star- ready to expand.
The moon is a rock- and that's about it really....

Heart pounding,
Legs aching.
Pulse beats
Eyes close.

Breath quickens,
Lungs breaking their cage,
Mind is blank,
Excitement builds.*

I went on a run today, it was pretty good.

I feel so lonely, like I'm not even supposed to be here.
I'm in the background of every photo.
No-one ever replies to me, and when they do it's only a basic one word answer.
I try to be happy but I get treated like I'm just everyone's plaything, only there when they need help, or feel lonely themselves.

My heart hurts, I just want to cry.
I want to be gone from this, but I don't want to die.
Technology doesn't work properly when I try to use it.
Girls that I like don't even bother, the only girls that do, are the girls that I'm not attracted to.

And I hate writing sad things, but I need to find a way to get it out.
I know I'll still feel lonely but maybe, just maybe, someone will tell me that they are going through the same....

I'm lonely and I'm sorry.

I am light I am love
I am everything above
You've ever said to me

I am love, I am light
And yes, I know I'm right!

Be who you want to be,
Do what you want to do
Is it right?
Well, that's up to you!

After all, it's your choice in life,
You were born for special things,
And to get what you deserve
Is the motivation that you must strive for!

Be who you want to be
Do what you want to do
Is it right?
Well, that's up to you!

Me man,
Me strong,
Me work you all night long.

Me no fear,
Me not queer,
Me is primal
Me is....

Argh, no WIFI!!

Hello, Becky Watts.
I didn't know you and you didn't know me.
I know my words can't bring you back,
But I hope that they will inspire people to think about you and your family.

The story of this 16 year old girl broke my heart,
but I can't imagine how much her family is going through.
Young, beautiful and kind are three words that I have read about you.
You are a great loss to this world.

To the family of this beautiful spirit,
I pray for love, luck and hope for your family.

You may feel that you have lost a big part of your life,
but she is still there with you,
In mind and spirit and in the hearts of us all.

R.I.P Becky Watts

I awake, the night is bright.
The air is cold and clear.
I am a stalker of the dark,
Looking for my next victim to bite.

Open your mouth wide,
Feel it in your hand.
Put it in your mouth,
And try to close your mouth.

Don't Bite, Don't spit!
Make sure the liquid is in your mouth for a while before you swallow.

Notice it slide down,
down your throat,
And feel better now that it's over.

That's the proper way to take pills!

To sacrifice your soul, you become a slave to Modern Society.
To sacrifice your hatred, you become a slave to love.

Shut up, stop shouting!!
You're ranting blocks up my ears and thumps my brain.

Stop shouting!!
You're harsh words blacken the walls around you, I see nothing but bones and rust.
Your voice is like barbed wire and your eyes are that of a demon
Demanding me to impale myself with the blade but I won't do it!!

I won't.
I won't.

Shut up!!!
I beg you to stop. Your demanding too much!!
I'm strong in my mind, I'm sure,
You can't hurt me.

He can't!
I can't!
He can't hurt me!

It's been 72 days, 23 hours, 17 minutes and 35 seconds now and you still won't go away.
Maybe there's only way to end it but I can't!

I can't!
I won't!
I.....

****, but don't ******,
Be hidden in plain sight,
No matter where the evil lives,
How powerful the evil may be,
The night shall come to slay the body of evil and banish it's soul to Seclum.

I've never really had a girl,
Sad isn't it? I know.
I've had relationships don't get me wrong,
But all were long distance, which makes me feel low.

Am I ugly?
Am I too happy or sad?
Or am I too good,
And girls only like boys who are bad?

I know I'm still young,
But it still hurts inside.
I just want a girl to protect, to love and care for,
People have said "You will one day!",
But what if they lied?

It follows through iridescent dreams.

It stares and it lingers.

It watches with saddened but dead eyes.

Sometimes you'll see it, most times you won't.

But either way, it is always there. Even when you awake from the nightmare, it remains.

Can you remember holding it?

Do you remember smiling as it giggled in your arms?

Do you think of it staring back at you as you lightly feel its soft skin?

No. Because you never did.

You never watched it take its first steps.

Heard it cry in the middle of the night.

Clean up after the mess that it had caused.

Or hear it call for you.

And now you never will.

Do you regret that day? That choice that you made?

Do you wonder to yourself what might have been?

If only that child was here today and you could tell it that you would love it and protect it.

Would you?

Good morning!

The day is great!
The sun is out!

Meet up with a mate,
Meet up with some friends!

Your room is lit by sunlight!
And you had a great sleep last night!

So do what everyone else does!
Close your curtains and go back to sleep,
It's too early for you.

You turn off the light and the candles are aflame.
The air is smooth and sensual with their smells.

You look nervous, don't worry, just relax and come to me.
It will only hurt at first, but then you'll be in heaven.

You eyes glide over  and you slowly shy closer,
You close your eyes and lower yourself till you're just a little above.

Lowering your trousers carefully before sitting on top of me.
After a minute, you start to pant, I recognize your expression.

You grunt and moan, your body getting tense with hotness.
Your half-naked body sweating.

You're grunting louder now
You bite your lip,
It's only been a few minutes
Yet I know it feels like hours.

Here it comes, I know you feel it.
Your face is full of pleasure.
And then, it happens.

Your breathing is slower,
Your face is relaxed.
A smile flutters on your face as your relive the last few minutes in your mind.

But then you stand,
Where are you going?
Stay here with me just a little longer.

Your trousers slide up.
And the feelings are gone.
You blow out the candles,
Then leave the room...

I am in love with you.
In love with the woman,
Who only sees me...

As her toilet.

A hollow body withered by dread,
A corpse walking with a beating heart,
But a beaten brain.

He comes from inside and the sun burns his eyes,
Before the dark indoors engulf him once again,
How long will he remain hidden this time?

For so long he has lived like this,
Though many will not notice.
For he smiles and laughs when there are people around him,
But cries inside for he is still lonely.

When day turns to night,
He turns to the ceiling and sees
A small glimmer of hope,
The shadow of a rope.

When they find him they'll be different,
"I never knew!" They'll say.
But of course it's too late already,
There's no going back now.

A hollow body withered by death,
A corpse with a silent heart,
A corpse with an empty brain.

That summer day,
Looking at the white clouds drifting away.
The sky is large and blue,
All problems are away from you.

The sun beams down it's light,
Oh, what a sight.
The air is clear,
So clear that you may even shed a tear.

Ok and that's it.
Summer is over...
Cant wait for next year for that one day of summer again!!

I live on the streets;
poor and cold.
Once so young,
now so old.

My wealth is gone
as are my clothes.

I wear nothing but a rag.

But all of this does not matter to me.
There's only one thing I really need..

Just a nice, hard ****.

I see your face,
Pale and white in the moonlight.
I look at the stars,
The stars that shine in your eyes.

The air is thick and solid,
Yet soft and smooth.
I feel paralysed,
Although all I really want to do is move...
Closer to you.

My stomach is flipping,
My heart has stopped.
I'll admit my mind is scared,
But my body begs for you.

We can be together,
I know we can.
Just come a little closer,
I'll prove that I'm your man

Smooth and soft,
Like dough in my hands.

Cold yet sometimes so warm
So small yet so much.

The way you're so easy to spread,
You're an obsession that I must use daily.

Doesn't matter the time of day or night,
I can always depend on you to be there.

Your fair light yellow...
Light Yellow!?
Wait! This is margarine!!

I can't believe it's not butter.

WE are the predators,
WE rip OUR prey to shreds.
WE are on Land,
WE are in Space,
WE are in the Sea.

WE are everywhere,
yet WE are nothing.
WE are small,
WE are weak,
WE are fearful.

WE know compassion,
yet WE do not show it.
WE are kind,
WE are polite,
but WE are cruel.

WE are disloyal to OUR own gift,
WE love to hate and hate to love.
WE are relentless.
WE are greedy.
WE are Human.