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461 · Nov 2020
when Georgia flipped blue
jǫrð Nov 2020
Fruitless efforts left
Me bruised like a Georgia peach
So sweet nonetheless
The History: I woke today with strange bruises, from where I could not say. It is 2020 and the election results just changed in our neighbors to the North, Red to Blue. I am struggling internally, but it could be worse. I could be a politician full time.
jǫrð Apr 2019
𝘏𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘥𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦
𝘚𝘩𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘰𝘹𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤
𝘞𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘦𝘯
The History:
I just signed the lease to my first place with the help of a couple angels. Moving always gives me a sense of dread. I guess it's the unknown, the wild, the lack of control that scares me the most. Alas, I am optimistic-ish.
441 · Jan 7
Patroferno
jǫrð Jan 7
Cast me into
Your inferno
I want to go
Where you're
Going
I want to see
That flame, feel
It grow within
As a newborn
Would
The History: As if I could truly love any lesser man.
432 · Jan 2021
nowhere
jǫrð Jan 2021
You lost that look that
Kept me by your door waiting
To see where we'd go
The History: I'm the dog that waits over zealous by the door, ready to pull the leash and gag itself. Simple dreams, I suppose but you forgot to take me out.
jǫrð May 2019
𝕴 𝖗𝖊𝖒𝖊𝖒𝖇𝖊𝖗 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖆𝖈𝖍
𝕿𝖔𝖘𝖘𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖎𝖓 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖊𝖆
𝕾𝖊𝖓𝖘𝖊𝖘 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖋𝖎𝖓𝖊𝖉 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖐𝖎𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌

𝕾𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖇𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍
𝕳𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖉𝖔𝖜𝖓𝖜𝖆𝖗𝖉
𝕱𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖙𝖎𝖈, 𝖋𝖆𝖈𝖊 𝖙𝖔 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖋𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖗

𝕻𝖔𝖘𝖊𝖎𝖉𝖔𝖓'𝖘 𝖌𝖔𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖇𝖞 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖙𝖔𝖊
𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖔𝖈𝖊𝖆𝖓'𝖘 𝖋𝖎𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖒𝖞 𝖓𝖔𝖘𝖊
& 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖈𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖇𝖚𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖇𝖊𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖊𝖞𝖊𝖘 𝖉𝖗𝖔𝖜𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌
The History:

My mother was a golden goddess in her mind. She would bring me to the beach early in the morning to play in the sand and surf. I remember many times being overtaken by a wave and coming out with an incredible burning in all of my head holes. Though we grew apart, the ocean is deep in my heart.
405 · Dec 2020
blur
jǫrð Dec 2020
Consumed and confused
There is no line keeping me
From you, except you
The History: I keep waiting for that emphatic love that fits right and doesn't apologize.
391 · Dec 2020
linger
jǫrð Dec 2020
I do what you do
Linger and loom like colors
On the horizon
The History: You procrastinate when it's time to go. Maybe you don't want to show that you've got nowhere to be? Same buddy.
jǫrð Mar 2019
ℌ𝔢𝔯𝔢 ℑ 𝔞𝔪 𝔦𝔫 𝔪𝔶 𝔠𝔲𝔟𝔦𝔠𝔩𝔢
𝔊𝔯𝔢𝔶 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔡 𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢
ℭ𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔨𝔢𝔶𝔰 𝔬𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔟𝔬𝔞𝔯𝔡
𝔎𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔪𝔶 𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢
𝔐𝔢𝔫 𝔰𝔴𝔞𝔶 𝔬𝔫 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔬𝔱 𝔪𝔞𝔠𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔢𝔯𝔶
𝔚𝔥𝔢𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔶 𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔤𝔬
ℑ 𝔫𝔬𝔡 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔞𝔶 𝔥𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔬
𝔗𝔥𝔢𝔫 𝔞𝔳𝔢𝔯𝔱 𝔪𝔶 𝔢𝔶𝔢𝔰
𝔗𝔦𝔩' 𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔶 𝔭𝔞𝔰𝔰 𝔪𝔢 𝔟𝔶
𝔖𝔬 𝔞𝔰 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔱𝔬 𝔞𝔱𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱
𝔖𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔦𝔡𝔩𝔢 𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔡
The History: My working environment for the past 2 years has changd my perception of the world exponentially. Perception is as powerful as Suggestion.
383 · Sep 2022
But I could never prove it
jǫrð Sep 2022
I knew it was you
From the way you fidget,
Fantasize back behind the eyes
The History: I have become an amateur P.I. in the last 5 years.
368 · Feb 2021
intrigue
jǫrð Feb 2021
I looked over the frame and upward to
Meet your eyes when you passed by
A sidewalk beggar
A kenneled hound would
Present this posture to any passing uncertainty
Doning fangs or long coats and a predatory aura
The History: When I felt your gaze you walked away and I mustered an acknowledgement and you responded but kept on your way. What were you thinking?
366 · Jan 2021
fumble
jǫrð Jan 2021
Cumbersome, I am
Under some profound stress, and
I'm clueless at best
The History: Fumbling my way through this world, stressed 98.7% of the time.
366 · Dec 2020
But I always carry scissors
jǫrð Dec 2020
Brought the 62
Eight of Swords burned in carpet
Told me you'd bound me
The History: 'If circumstances were different' but they're not.
365 · Jul 2021
"Come home"
jǫrð Jul 2021
Unattainable
Goals that ask softly for me
To reach skyward, home.
The History: Calling
361 · Jan 2021
and you nagged me for it
jǫrð Jan 2021
You finally said
You wanted me to leave though
I'd already tried to
The History: Nag - To find fault incessantly. In this context, I tried to step away from you, after you called me back, you indicated I'd over stayed my welcome. Are you trying to make me uncomfortable?
344 · Mar 2021
& grew so small
jǫrð Mar 2021
Your name on Yellow

Labeled biohazardous

I drank like Alice
The History: Go ask Alice if she regrets her choices in wonderland, and she'll probably say no.
343 · Nov 2020
always comes second
jǫrð Nov 2020
Left here to smolder
Somber crimson glows on the
Bottom of the heap
The History:
I've always been less than average, second best to most. Unwanted from conception, and second there too. I provide warmth. They walk away, irresponsible, forgetting the fire they started.
341 · May 2021
blue undertone
jǫrð May 2021
Molded blueberries,
I joked of scooping them up
and having a bite
The History: You keep dropping hints. Told me you'd be hard pressed, as would I.
339 · Jul 2021
Pink bark
jǫrð Jul 2021
Found me out in the
Sycamore tree, swaying soft
On an evening breeze
The History: Pink and White Winters
336 · Jan 2021
weeds
jǫrð Jan 2021
Wildflower, you
Were no fresh spring rose, scented
Instead, a dry ****
The History: I've known many names. One being, flower. Though, to some I am a red rose, I identify more with the resilience of weeds.
333 · Jan 2021
Hot & Cold
jǫrð Jan 2021
Veins blue and icy
In a hot body, melting
Then frozen again
The History: A trait of narcissists, they're hot and cold. Narcissists are people too, who still in their worst state need love as much as the rest of us. Narcissism does not indicate that someone is inherently bad or beyond change. It is simply a necessary way of being for some.
317 · Jan 2021
apocalypse in green
jǫrð Jan 2021
Tactical olive green
In my dream, the world ended
You came back for me
The History: I dreamt the world was ending. I was burried in my closet under heaps of clothes. I can't remember what transpired, but you walked into view in a gorgeous olive green and I woke up wanting to know what happened
315 · Apr 2021
prominent
jǫrð Apr 2021
I was transfixed by
That wandering eye, a spec
In a cup of milk
The History: That one thing about someone that absolutely stands out, good or bad.
315 · Mar 2021
Instead of saying nothing
jǫrð Mar 2021
Keep your diary
Full with the stupid **** I've said
and tell me you're too good for it
The History: Honesty is the best policy.
295 · Jul 2021
Do it
jǫrð Jul 2021
Calling was the void
Wondrous, fearful, cavernous
From within her mind
The History: Today, preferably.
288 · Jan 2021
absent minded
jǫrð Jan 2021
I fell from the curb
Skinned me knee, you bandaged it
and sent me away
The History: You pretended to care for me when I fell and scraped my knee and filled the air with profanity.
287 · Jan 2021
self indulgence
jǫrð Jan 2021
He says he got no
Sugar. Says he won't go to
No stores for lovers
The History: You got a call, then turned to me,  'I don't get any sugar' you said and I said "same".
283 · Mar 2021
for you
jǫrð Mar 2021
Hail on the rooftop
Echoed through the long hall
Longing, too, was I
The History: The hail echoed your name. I wanted you to come home but home for you isn't the same.
281 · Jan 2021
stark
jǫrð Jan 2021
Bleak futures are the
hardest part of giving up
and moving along
The History: Is history.
279 · Nov 2020
auto-erotic asphyxiation
jǫrð Nov 2020
Asphyxiated
In the ashes of what I
Once mistook you for
The History: I was wrong and I don't know how to repair the damage I've done. Without the intent to harm, I have. Is this my nature?
269 · Dec 2020
For that which never came
jǫrð Dec 2020
His promises of
Tomorrow, Something to look
Forward to, waiting
The History: I made conscessions for your preference and you never got out of bed. You slept until you were late for work and I tried to pretend I didn't exist.
jǫrð Apr 2019
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The History:

Longleaf Pine Preserve

Maria - Dave Brubeck

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261 · May 2021
1,000 yards
jǫrð May 2021
Those
Glances between speeches
Blue
is my heart and in your
Eyes
Pained is the soul
The History: The 1,000 yard stare.
258 · Apr 29
Dreamer
jǫrð Apr 29
You always wanted to be something more.
John Wick, or John Snow,
Or John Doe who gets all the girls
Who dumps them off when you're done
Hacking them apart
The History: Weak, insignificant men playing games they'll never win. They dream of importance, of status, of fast cars.
241 · Jan 2021
theif
jǫrð Jan 2021
Extended my half
Of the olive branch, and you,
Took it in your flight
The History: I tried to be civil but I can tell when I'm not wanted somewhere.
jǫrð Jan 2021
I said I'm learning
To keep it to myself but
I'm not sure how
The History: We share similar goals, even in distancing ourselves from one another.
229 · Nov 2020
sorry
jǫrð Nov 2020
I thought you, another bygone vessel in the night on to some warm destiny.

How terribly wrong I was to ignore the depths between us.
The History: Was actually written as a description to a similar thought.
228 · Nov 2020
soot
jǫrð Nov 2020
A little less fuel
For warmth and
Hopeful things
The History: It is time to shift focus. Throw some dank soil on the fire and walk away.
223 · Dec 2020
Southbound
jǫrð Dec 2020
On the tenth winter
Your misery left me like
Migratory birds
The History: You have been gone from me for 10 years and I will never be the same. Thank you and ******* very much.
217 · Nov 2020
learned
jǫrð Nov 2020
Unconscious aware
Who we really are is a
Lesson I learned hard
The History: I have come to the conclusion that loyalty does not exist. The word friend is now synonymous with stranger in my book.
204 · Nov 2020
From your right hand
jǫrð Nov 2020
Red Chrysanthemums
Zealous on the mantlepiece
Say it with flowers
The History: Flowers from the right hand mean yes, and a yes is all I wanted, all I needed but....
jǫrð Jul 2021
Manifestation
Manipulation I can't
Distinguish between
The History: Is..a lot.
192 · Jul 2021
persephone
jǫrð Jul 2021
It is madness who's
Taught glands fill my mouth, I draw
Warmth from her *****
The History: Everything is born from chaos.
188 · May 7
Torsion
jǫrð May 7
My ovaries twist inside
I never deserved them
Anyhow

Choose or else
Something will
Chose for you

I wish I
At least had
My baby to say goodbye to
174 · Jul 2021
China doll
jǫrð Jul 2021
Veins blue in pallid
Porcelain skin like China
Stamped out 'neath the Bull
The History: Affection
174 · Dec 2020
unspoken
jǫrð Dec 2020
Grey eyes, crystalline
Such depth and great length
Behind your soft gaze
The History: I remain unsure, for good reason. You would want me to focus on self preservation.
173 · Mar 2021
Get away from me
jǫrð Mar 2021
I long to be so

Far away from me, in the

Current state I'm in.
The History: Is it possible to distance yourself, from yourself? I'd like to sometimes, and sometimes I do unintentionally.
170 · Jul 2021
The inlet midday
jǫrð Jul 2021
It was bright and blue
The sea below the beacon
On early dolphin days
The History: Beach day
170 · Nov 2020
An inscrutable touch
jǫrð Nov 2020
Waterproof speaker
On, pressed soft against my thigh,
Your bass shakes my nerves
169 · Mar 2023
Old flame
jǫrð Mar 2023
Is that bark
Still recovering

From a half
Decade's winter ago

When I hiked
To your barren lumber shed

And skinned that
Neighboring tree

For something dry
To turn to flame
The History: I loved a man in the Kentucky winter. That winter he left me alone for days. No food, a floridian in a mountain shack, with a wood burning stove and no kindling. I found myself in 10°, short shorts, with an open wound the size of a football between my *** cheeks, in calf high snow, stripping the bark from the trees for something to create warmth.
166 · Nov 2020
trills
jǫrð Nov 2020
You knew I meant you
And I knew it too, in the
Way my voice wavered
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