The waves take me whole, they have not feasted in so long they did not mind the bitter heartache I was carrying.
I am lost, in the heart of the ocean, and I ponder where does she harbour her heartache? Does she ever feel for the coral reefs, and the millions of species that get brutally taken away, or does she lay there and take fate as her cure?
My beloved Pacifica, I give you my heart and I beg you to take me whole. To carry my emotions is as if I’m carrying the tides of all your generations, and my body is so insignificant in comparison to your azure wonder. I am dissipating, within the wrath of my soul, and I reek of constant betrayal and failed promises.
So I ask the universe to let me go, perhaps there is no **** and heaven, perhaps there is no afterlife. Perhaps the ones that suffer just head towards an infinity where nothing exists, and somehow the thought of that eases my pain.
those necklaces with our names engraved I would only look upon them in grief because we got them when we were engaged although the engagement was awfully brief we both believed we were going to get married we both new what we were going to do in our lives together your suicidal feelings were buried and they consumed you, your mind was lost forever you say you still love me and that your mind is just lost in the void I can't really understand why you didnt tell me sooner losing everything made you paranoid like everything we had dreamt of in the future so inside your jacket I hid both the necklaces for you to find what you pulled out made you cry, our silver necklaces remain on your mind
I have never been afraid of fire. Which is good, I think, Because when I am with you I feel like I might go up in flames. You have consumed me more thoroughly Than a pyre would, love. And I have never been so happy to burn.