What exactly is a neutral state of mind? How would it be defined? To be okay but not? That's quite a tough spot. It's as if you have nothing to feel, Like you're not quite real. What if I said I was neutral, Would your reaction be quite brutal? Should I lie and say I'm fine, Or would that cross another line? Should I let the panic overtake me, I could get lost in a sea. Anxiety and depression fight one another, It's never just one or the other. I guess I can walk around, Wishing nothing more than to be found.
Does the line of comfortability change due to culture? Can you handle less because maybe you did not handle more? Are you over sensitizing because I overheard? Telling me to watch the words I learned at a young age because Susies mom taught her kids those terms?
Do you only laugh at the people you enjoy? Respect the same of your own? Can you respect me even if you don't agree, I don't want to come at you, I don't think Im right but I don't think Im wrong. Agree to disagree simple to say it .
You tell me.... "I AM" part of the queer community as if I don't love a good ***** in the face. You tell me WHO you are and assume who I am not. I don't want to take away your voice, I don't disagree, I just wanna say mine too and how I feel....