Might I be a bit too cold-hearted right now,
maybe a bit confused, lost and wandering...
I mean, decadence is definitely not easy,
face after face changes, nothing is still.
Who am I? Who are you?
I don't know and I don't care,
maybe I do, but it's inaudible...
Drifting, falling, drowning, fading,
waning, losing, slipping, laughing...?
I don't make sense,
I mean, I tried, but it all falls apart...
The chaos in my veins,
Rings loud in my ears,
Sinks numb into my brain,
Wrenches my heart with fear.
Too silent, too loud...
There's nothing that I can visualize.
Me? Who I am?
You? Who are you?
Place? To call home? My own??
Who's the one that laughs so near?
2016 was last when I posted, but not the last when I wrote.
2019 has been a ****** start. Maybe that's why I am back.
Why did I ever leave?