The History: You act like you dont.

The History: Old words above, written some time ago, in reference to the old words I'd left unpublished, then published at once. "A never ending chain of Mailmen"

The History: I want to dead

The History: ok.

The History: Performance

The History: Weak, insignificant men playing games they'll never win. They dream of importance, of status, of fast cars.

The History: Lost.

The History: Visions

The History: I said it.

The History: I am tired existing in this world with others.

The History: I woke today, feeling discarded and unwanted by everyone in my life. I reach out to them and they take a step back. Apparently I will never be happy....And as I type this, you looked at me like you cared at all for the first time all day.