By Arcassin Burnham


Do you get nervous everywhere you walk?
Do you get nervous when the light comes down?

Do you have problems in your hometown that your family couldn't
fathom , But would love to keep you around?

Are there troubles that would make you or break you?
You don't know the conditions of my past , so don't have any right
to doubt too.

I say the reasons why my heart stays frozen cause emotions won't
be triggered by my body heat to create a thing called love.
You could make your own purpose , I'm not trying to get in the way.
But If I leave and never come back just know that I'm not here to stay,
I don't wanna be your friend,
I don't wanna teach ya, just to get a piece of knowledge and flee.
I had to end the charade because it was you or me.
Now this day in age friends are pretty overrated ,don't you agree?
I really hoped you saw it clear in my eyes if I give you tools to see,
I don't wanna be your mentor , I wanna be happy,
Ended it so sadly,
i don't wanna,
I don't wanna be your friend,
I'm just trying,
I'm just tying to be with the one above all up in heaven,
One above all up in heaven.


Your dismissed , very unmissed,
Got no time to comprehend this diss,
still you miss,
all the things I've told you, I can't deal with this,
I don't miss,
anything about you, all I care is about the one above all.
All I care about is the one above all,
All I care about is the one above all,
All I care about is the one above all,
All I care about is the one above all,
All I care about is the one above all,
The one above all.

Your dismissed , very unmissed,
Got no time to comprehend this diss,
still you miss,
all the things I've told you, I can't deal with this,
I don't miss,
anything about you, all I care is about the one above all.
All I care about is the one above all,
All I care about is the one above all,
All I care about is the one above all,
The one above all.

By Arcassin Burnham


Bad life,
"Define it",
Okay, give you a glimpse of everything like those long rainy days,
When I had nowhere to go when my mom kicked me out the third
Time , shattering moments in my memories causing us to part ways,
Blamed God for that too, Blamed God for everything,
Looking at the past in my head drives me ******* insane,
Wishing everyday my feet would walk into a new chapter where I
Don't have to struggle anymore than what they proclaim,
I use to be able to make people laugh when their down,
I had a lot of people and a lot of friends than my fingers could count,
There was no reason but there was , to make me feel like an outcast,
To be revolted against, and I had kiss some peoples ***,
Suffering from a phobia that you can't control most of the time would
Allow you to go through bad things and remember the past,.
So if you've been through what I've been through and you're at peace
With yourself now And you love yourself, don't be afraid,
Raise your glass,


I was,
I was....

I was just a lonely black kid looking for friends
When I stumbled upon you.....
Staggering like silk or silver in my mind as it
Centered around you...
You.....

I won't define you.

BY Arcassin B.

Spoken words are beyond my calibur,
but I , can occur in different places,
placing my mind in others and thrusting my
anger forward tactically finding out that
emotions can be stored below my tough exterior,
as long you don't hit hard below the waste,
and further ******* anguish or demise,
its not you , your ignorance is what I despise,
I turn light into dark in my despair when I
fall apart,
entitled to my own failures looking back at my life like
who was I compared to if its not you?
I will make my mark in this pointless corrupted country,
running in and out of the spirit realm,
seeing my true purposes and letting myself grow.


©abpoetry2020

by Arcassin Burnham


Teaching Our children,
Not to make the same mistakes we did,
putting anything at risk,
would be a ****** wound,
Or purple hearts,
in a war that we start,
I don't got other feelings other than what i embarked,
when we feel like we should quit,
haven't you heard the saying,
to always following your dreams,
but instead you follow other people,
that put you down,
that don't support you,
that uses peer pressure,
Down and Out desert You,
but you gotta get back up,
patch up that wound and get back on the horse,
less pressure for you,
we only got one life to live,
Might as well be true.

By Arcassin Burnham



Roses are my favorite flowers,
I don't need to pluck them just to think of your face,
We can talk and sit for hours,
With the moon and stars hanging around late,

Baby she could be the one,
But it's you that I can never replace,
Getting baked under the sun,
And i ain't talking about heat rays,

Hold my hands , sit in my arms,
Your the only queen here today,
And with you I do no harm,
And I won't ever put you in harms way,

79 on the coast to Woodstock,
Couldn't ask for a better place,
Sometimes your always over the top,
Is there ever more for me to say.

By Arcassin Burnham

All I wanted Was you,
All I wanted was you,
Fatal memories drill my head,
I'm just bleeding out,
Rio was the funniest I ever had,
What you saying now,

I could turn a million heads away,
From your disgusting display,
Of making me feel okay,
You must be wrong in some way,
I might come home every Monday,
Bad thoughts need to fade,
Don't got **** to lose,
But I'm simply okay,
Been a target out here,
Since I was in 5th grade,
Ain't no room for shade,
I'm burning hot,
But the fire Marshall has been delayed,
So be glad you even know my name,
And be glad I was so use to your face,
Your style,
Your grace,
Flower skirts for the win,
Anger is just a phase,
So much for phases,
We create sin for days,
****** parades,
At the end of the day,
For the day can not hold us,
To know that I'd be feeling this way,
3 words you want me to say,
This just can't fall in place,
For the time being,
I don't wanna make a mistake,
I just wanna be the one to take you back to your place,
Lost in all disarray,
I just really can't stay,
But what I did know,
All I wanted Was you,
All I wanted was you.

Good riddens,
There's a truth in your lies,
You were right here for me,
Spreading emotions I could not
Even fathom,
I saw tears in your good-natured eyes,
By the falling sleeves,
Not troubled by rotten leaves,
Or the boys that hang in dark alleys,
Even I embrace the darkness,
Let it hug you,
Motion carried,
Lust never felt so good in ages,
Too bad I'll never be around to see
It age,
Turning 108,
Ever watched 12 years a slave,
Is how feel when I have no authority to
Lay,
So i lay down and relax,
I also struggled the with facts,
And you're crazier than I,
Then watch out for attack
Cause here I am.
Goodbye.

By Arcassin Burnham



Roses are my favorite flowers,
I don't need to pluck them just to think of your face,
We can talk and sit for hours,
With the moon and stars hanging around late,

Baby she could be the one,
But it's you that I can never replace,
Getting baked under the sun,
And i ain't talking about heat rays,

Hold my hands , sit in my arms,
Your the only queen here today,
And with you I do no harm,
And I won't ever put you in harms way,

79 on the coast to Woodstock,
Couldn't ask for a better place,
Sometimes your always over the top,
Is there ever more for me to say.

By Arcassin Burnham

Nobody's perfect,
But your perfect for me,
Your not the only one that has enemies,
Your not the only one that suffers from bullying,
Remember me,
You're not the only one that forgot ignorant contact,
Exactly,
Aye but your perfect for me.

By Arcassin Burnham

You pretend with your beauty and the length
Of your hair,
I find the gospel in my heart enough to know
Satan's there,
Pulling off cosplay to oppose me your ******
Prowise and giving me all the love you can
To just up and reappear,
Got your name written on my knuckles,
Pulling off the covers just to wake you up
From your nightmare,
I got a pretty thought in my head where the blood use
To be thinking that I couldn't leave you alone
But I know you don't care,
Very pretentious,
You were a mission to save your discarded loved ones,
You had two guns ready the civil war ahead in the
Future,
Am I dead in the future,
Will you love me for who I am like a sculpture,
Saved your soul so many times,
Anniversaries declined,
My heart is dead and gone but also can revive,
I'm more than just a guy,
When love thats lost has died,
Just try to stay alive,

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bless your heart child like a suicidal teen traveling
to California,
we don't want to have to throw Roses on your
special made box,
left the window to your soul and your skin that contain
locks,
I had a dream and pressed stop,
running from the cops,
bound and smooth as sentiment rocks,
don't fill your head up with stone,
letting Medusa take control and you'll be dead and alone.

By Arcassin Burnham



One Word ......... Family :)

By Arcassin Burnham



Placing all my imaginations,
In your world with no barriers,
Jolly ranchers in the bottom of the cup,
No room for lips that only speak of the messengers,
The phone rings and songs on the radio plays,
I never thought I'd see the rest of your days,
Good riddens.

By Arcassin Burnham

Nothing in life or even existence,
Could compare to excellent beautifully well put-together sound that still today roams the radios and still in record form, so ahead of its time, that's the main song they would mostly remember her by, which in my case isn't true, shedding tears for this song is inexplicably the most joist feeling I've ever had since 2004 which was the best year of my life, I will always and forever remember this song, as it is still my favorite song.

By Arcassin Burnham

Garden miles from here,
Bible on the cabinet,
Mary looking for her decency,
Heaven sent,
Those DVDs,
Remarkable scenes play on the t.v,
As I wake with broken dreams,
Or everyone in hell's oven heat,
For some simple plan to play on my i-pod,
That I picked up from pete,
The guy that owns the pawn shop on 20 and 3rd,
This is a good Saturday,
Or maybe so you heard.

I SHALL NOT BE WHAT YOU SAY I AM.

By Arcassin Burnham

Heart of gold
she has a heart of gold,

I could put my frustrations out on everyone else
But for you,
You are my light,  my sky,
Letting my pride down easy just to see the real
Me in hopes to be with my entity as well as my
Physical and maybe see the good in me that i
Cant see but I better be on my best behavior
Around you,
I'm so glad that I found you
I hope that you could smell these roses,
She has a heart of gold,
She not one for complaining,
To sit here and watch you age and get old,
Is a teens dream he won't be missing.

By Arcassin Burnham


Burned forever,
My soul is in limbo facing suicide,
Knowing the devil he will not let it ride,
Always the one to not patronize,

I thought if weren't busy maybe we could have a little time,
But you're too worried........

About everything,
Make your mind up,
Head about to combust,
From dealing all this anger inside that going on with us.

By Arcassin Burnham



Where do We don't go on from tomorrow,


Laying in puddle filled with sorrow,


We all roll so far from the barrel that..........

You cant ever stop yourself,
Please go on and fix yourself,



Where do We don't go on from tomorrow,


Laying in puddle filled with sorrow,


We all roll so far from the barrel that..........

You cant ever stop yourself,
Please go on and fix yourself,

Plus if you were accurate you have know about the human race,
And that some us worship a man that never shows his face,
I'm glad to be alive,
Sometimes I wanna die,
Just to see his face.

By Arcassin Burnham


Too much beauty in this garden,
When the stone is nearly hardened,
And you think its too good,
Sun shining in the distance,
Couldn't see it if you could,
Nothing meeting with resistance,
I don't think we really should in this pretty garden,
But in this pretty garden,
Daffodils and all the lillies,
Raining down ,it might get drippy,
Maybe coursing through vains,
Just a figment image,
Don't wanna die in pure pain,
That's poorly forgiving,
We welcome forgiveness not utter shame in this
Pretty garden.

By Arcassin Burnham


Let's get drunk and tell each other everything were afraid to say sober,
I wanted a whole night with you, but everything been over,
But I'm not over you,
But I'm not over you,
But I'm not over you,
I fell in love with you,
Don't know if its me or its the ***** talking,
I just found out all your secrets,
insecurely stalking.

By Arcassin Burnham



Got a death wish,
Cause when I believed you,
You stabbed me in the heart,
Cigarette boxes and toothpicks,
Cleaned me of my sins like a ***** stool,
Id knew we'd always fade apart,


Not easy being 17,
And still having your pride,
Riding huffy scooters to other towns,
Not knowing if you'll survive,
I'm just tired thats all,
Maybe your strength be justified,
You don't even have the *****,
To tell me what's wrong or right,
I have not been anywhere to see any place that you named,
Instead I'm stuck trying to make it on my own searching for when it rains,
If I have you on my wall or in my dusty picture frames,
I haven't even check to see if we were friends again its kinda strange,
Home to me is a prison , with no freedom to have,
My unfortunate life isn't perfect to say whatever and write in the lab,
I'm a big mistake in the making, didn't even have a dad,
But hell has no fury , then an angry teen wishing he had,


Got a death wish,
Cause when I believed you,
You stabbed me in the heart,
Cigarette boxes and toothpicks,
Cleaned me of my sins like a ***** stool,
Id knew we'd always fade apart,

Putting together pieces,
They say there's no star you can not reach,
They say you better pray what you preach,
But they haven't been in public for a week,
I was around when you didn't speak,
Or when you couldn't fall asleep,
But your off-putting motives were cheap,
Even when you had no I.d,
I was there,
Your ego was ahead of me you didn't care,
Your arguing presentation I could not bare,
Worst stage of Ebola floating in the air,
You wouldnt dare,
I got a death wish........

By Arcassin Burnham

Devil's chokehold,
Grueling at you feelings,
Weighing you down,
I mean unless you soul is sold,
Unless your soul is sold,
Unless your soul is sold,
Unless your soul is sold,
Thats what the demons repeat,
Over and over just to get yourself some new sheets,
Cause the blood splatter won't help you livleyhood,
And the your parents want nothing else to do with you,
Being good,
You just can't go on thinking what if,
And then blowing all your parents hard earned money for your college fund,
I'm just you the real,
This is not for fun.

By Arcassin Burnham



As close to beauty as I'll get , serving extra excitements for a forbidden wonder of which not to cross ,
even in the demented plains that hunt me down, and take my mind on a trip to the Atlantic frost,
Brain freeze is all,
But i insist I got there for all the beaches,
Girls eye glued to you, stuck like leeches,
If you can't accept the basics,
And you lead all the frustration,
Then you ever being happy is out of the equation,
Come to Flagler beach we'll have a fun time,
Let's not get in to some altercations,
Please!!

By Arcassin Burnham


everyday that we don't talk,
I swear I just lose my mind,
I'm drowning in pain,
Losing track of time,
Is it headaches or grime,
I just hope we haven't lost our time,
Hoping everything will suffice,
And even though it's dead,
And it's made up,
I put the painkillers in a cup
Behind the T.v,
Thinking about the recent history
We had but instead...
Love I don't mind,
Putting trust in me that I thought
I had in myself,
I would have it any other way
Good and bad health,
Why won't you trust me,
Lissy,
I don't mind.

__________


Three headed hell-pits,
Lingering at my soul,

Head or tales , take your pick,
Your teenage soul's set old,

Learning,
All about my past,
The breaking of the wine glass,
Hearts cold , but filled with decadence,
Days of the unknown,
Walking through diamond valley,
These Mists get a little clearer,
But you gotta get the clearer picture,


Don't call your friends
And get drunk,
Why are these hearts so cold?

Rorschachs all over my face,
Be glad that it's not mold,

Learning
That you'll never be mine again,
And we'll never be more than
Acquaintances,
Now-a-days its a little personal,
I can  endure a little hate and discrimination,
And your determination to ridicule,
Just know...
...I don't mind if its you.

By Arcassin Burnham


A weakness is a weakness and mine is peaking into
submission like being sacrificial in whatever this world is,
upper body strength with more flaws than that of a girl who doesn't have
a care in the world weather or not they know that she gets around with high
hopes of a better future way ahead for her and her family,
same basic concept when i aim to be an author in a corrupted society exposing
everything because they poison everything , do you get what I'm saying?
We have all been in some kind of sin engulfing us in flames begging God
to at least loosen the chains of any agony , please set me free,
don't wanna have a sign on my head because of my skin saying roadkill,
don't get whats up with that deal.

A Fight is always a fight even when against the corporals
leaning on the people to just help for confirmation but they're
too busy with  being brainwashed and battered from a force
unseen in a world so ***** but yet so clean summing up the the masses scenes,
We work for a lot and then we die for a lot, did you know Job in Hebrew Means
Prosecute?
She had a baby yesterday and doesn't  worry about today because she has it
in her mind that shes not through,
with all the partying and popping pills in a nightclub that I'm pretty sure is owned
by a gang too,
Have better life choices because you don't know when the devil will be
knocking at the door for you.