Today, I sat under a blue sky.
I basked in glory, golden rays caressed my skin and greek gods danced upon the pages in front of me.
Today i made a decision.
A decision that was made long ago.
Long before I woke, before i was even gifted life.
A decision as old as time itself, one forged with the intensity of a black hole.
One that burns with the fire of a thousand suns.
One that has lived a thousand lives before, remembers the tastes of wisdom. Only faintly.
One that wishes to be all it was, all that is no longer.
One that wishes to see all these eyes can see before they close one last time.
A decision that states. That sings, declares, needs, exclaims, screams and begs of me.
A decision, quite and sure as steel: this is not enough.