Aye khuda bata de
Kis haq se na nafrat kroon main usse
Akhir Usne hi toh Cheena hai usko mujhse.

And its one year since our break up,

I hope that every morning when you wake up you don't think about me

I hope that every morning when you're in your bed you don't wait for my good morning wishes

I hope that every morning when you get confused you don't miss me for choosing the color of your dress

I hope that every morning when you eat your breakfast you don't care about whether or not i had mine.

I hope that every afternoon when you get bored you don't miss talking to me

I hope that every afternoon when you
need a little motivation you don't need my stupid motivational speech anymore to get motivated

I hope that every evening when you go for walk you don't miss holding my hand

I hope that every evening when you watch the sunset you don't need me to make you feel that you are more beautiful

I hope that every night when you need someone to share your feelings your heart doesn't call out my name

I hope that every night when you go to sleep you don't twist and turn in your bed and reread our old conversation

I hope that every night you have a reason to wake up for next day, A reason which isn't me.

"i love you",
"you're my forever", "i love you more",
"im never going to leave you",
"i'll always be there for you",
"i love talking to you",
"i can do anything for you",
"you're my world", "I’d die without you"
"i'll love you till my last breath"..

Things people do to pass time when they are bored and lonely.

And after you left me to die alone
Drugs helped me to live a little longer.

And sometimes I think I'm cursed;
for whenever someone tries to come close to me, they leave me broken.

Have you ever left in a situation
where you want to write a poem
and you have exact words and emotions to write about;
but then looking down at your own words your eyes start hurting so bad that now you don't want to write it any more?

You smile, i smile
You cry, i cry
You get upset, i get upset
You get happy, i get happy
You loved me, i loved you

Then why is this
You left me, i can't let you go

Winter was the warmest that night
When you kissed me for the first time.

Maybe all this is just a nightmare
and when i wake up i will be
lying next to you.

Your lips and cigarette both tastes and acts alike. Hence i never missed kissing you when you left me.

I want to die
I know my parents love me
I know they care for me.

But I can't breathe inside my house
I don't want to face the same days
and the same nights on repeat
I know life is tough and i need to be tougher but I'm sorry i can't bear it anymore.

You can call me coward
i seriously don't care
But i just hope no one should face this
What im facing right now.

I know my problem is not that big
And I should fight and try again
But I'm hopeless i just want to die.

Just like People have a Right to live peacefully i want myself a right to die peacefully without any question.

The same old fire
started burning again;
The toy which you have burned alive
Somehow survived the plague.

Long were the days when she told him
"i will love you till my last breath"

They say "When it comes to love, Never settle for less."

And it left me wondering
Why did you choose me?

Even though we are not together anymore
Even though we don't want to talk to each other anymore
Even though we don't want to see each other's face anymore

Somewhere I still hope that you remember my birthday like i remember yours.

You left me but i found you again in my poems.

And the way she looks at me
makes me feel like
the happiest person alive
in the universe.

When you were there with me
We were dancing with glee

Late night talks, making each other blush,
smiling, laughing were our things
Everyday which gave me new wings

Thinking about our love i flew-up
Without taking any back-up

Then a day came when you were not there
That day even a sun felt hemisphere

I was there sitting alone in darkness
And blaming why God is so heartless

I texted and missed you a lot
But silence and despondency were what all i got

I am waiting
and I'll keep waiting for
my beloved to come back
If you see her
please tell her that she left someone
who is waiting for her on the half track.

The one who was protecting my heart
The one who promised me forever
The one who taught me how to love
The one who made me believe in love again
The one who used to love me
The one who knows all my scars and flaws
The one who is perfect for me
The one who used to make me smile
The one who was there with me every time
The one who talk to me day and night

Left me ! Left me!

Remembering you never hurt me;
Forgetting you does.

Thanks for leaving me
I needed to find myself.

The only thing that is more intoxicating than her eyes is the sound of her voice.

I'm afraid that you are coming closer to me
And soon you will get to see my flaws.
I wonder what you'll think of me
once you know them.

Will you get mad at me?  
Will you ask me why I didn't tell you earlier?
Will you ask me why I hid them from you?
Will you leave me and never come back again?

And if a turtle could he would walk faster
Just to watch Her smile.

You were destructive 
You destroyed some of my parts and left me mercilessly.
But some parts are still begging to die by you.
Please come back and destroy them too.

they will stop loving you
they will stop missing you
they will stop caring for you
they will stop giving you their time
they will start making excuses
they will start avoiding you
they will start ignoring you
they will start lying to you

And one day they will finally leave you

but just like an idiot
you're still gonna love them unconditionally.

And when it's comes to love
I'm ******* immature person.

All I need
Is a tight hug from you
To join all the broken parts of me.

While talking to Moon i asked "How can she sleep peacefully after hurting me so badly?"

"Because you wished for her happiness."
Moon replied

my love for you was altruism and you was ready to do anything just to heal yourself.

I still think about you at night
you come back to me with all your
sweet little lies.

If I had a gun with two bullets
And I was in a room with you,
I would shoot at my heart twice.

Your memory breaks and heals me everyday

My heart and my mind were fighting
She said "HEY" and they both stopped fighting.

And after that night i started believing in love
when she kissed my lips after kissing my flaws.

sometimes i laugh when I'm alone
sometimes i dream of you when light is on

sometimes i miss you when I'm with my friends
sometimes i want to hug you when everything seems like the end

sometimes i try to control my feelings when you say you missed me too
sometimes i try not to blush when you come too close to me

sometimes i ponder how did someone as beautiful as you came into my life
sometimes i wonder if I'm so much in love with you?

i knew it from very start that
One day you will leave me in dark
but i didn't know that
i will make that darkness my home.

Its funny how two strangers get attached to each other and later left each other like there was nothing between them.

No matter how hard I try to hate you,
I always end up loving you more than ever.

Tears are drying and I'm trying
To forget you and to forgive you
But this heart of mine
is filled with pins of hatred
that can never be removed.

Liquor flowing through my veins
And I'm drinking blood as a drink
Hoping it can **** either one of us
Knowing I'm the only one who have to suffer.

Come and watch how helpless you made me
Come and watch how badly I'm waiting for my own death.

The only polarity between us was
You wanted me, whereas i needed you!

Your love is a torture
I wish to endure.