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Survived Oct 2022
I want to die
I know my parents love me
I know they care for me.

But I can't breathe inside my house
I don't want to face the same days
and the same nights on repeat
I know life is tough and i need to be tougher but I'm sorry i can't bear it anymore.

You can call me coward
i seriously don't care
But i just hope no one should face this
What im facing right now.

I know my problem is not that big
And I should fight and try again
But I'm hopeless i just want to die.

Just like People have a Right to live peacefully i want myself a right to die peacefully without any question.
This is what I'm feeling right now.
I'm not going to take any step don't worry.

I'm stil living but dead inside :)
Survived May 2022
I have to make them proud
but I don't know where i doubt
They make sacrifices for me
but all I do is to let them down
I always endeavour not to hurt them
but it's me because of whom they cry.

Maybe I am cursed to make their life miserable
Maybe I am a loser who is destined to fail forever
Maybe I should stop giving them hope
Maybe I should move out from their lives

I'm hopeless, I'm empty, I'm broke, I am faithless, I'm vain, I'm a failure.

Just for once i wanted to hear them saying that they feel proud because of me but maybe I'm their doomed son and just like me my dreams will also be in vain...
Survived May 2021
I remember the day when you said you don't fear losing me anymore perhaps you had capitalized only you will i adore

forever after, the fear was started taking its shape you started taking me for granted while i looked the other way.

Slowly and quietly my fear started taking a giant shape when you started avoiding my calls and breaking our laws.

I was so helpless but still my love for you was so full i broke my heart every single day with a fear that one day you may leave.

Today when i abruptly read these lines "there can't be any love without fear" the flashback of yours came to my mind i started daydreaming what if you never said those lines?
Survived May 2021
The only polarity between us was
You wanted me, whereas i needed you!
Survived Sep 2020
The same old fire
started burning again;
The toy which you have burned alive
Somehow survived the plague.
Survived Sep 2020
I don't know if true love really exist or not but I'm **** sure if somehow it does then it's not like how you loved me!
Survived Jul 2020
Thanks for leaving me
I needed to find myself.
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