LA and part japanese 4 foot 11 boy-girl hushed pet names and laughs and [that]. quiet about your mother and step mother and you spend - days - in your room shut alone with no food water company etc just your fist and your laptop hot on your bare thighs the fan whirring louder than your hands and the skin and whatever else you do and im sorry i get red and i push and i pound and im sorry it seems like you want it. just tell me how to love you because i dont know how and its hurting everything
keep changing your name baby it doesnt change anything
Bright smile! like summers stuck in your teeth, Oh how! beauty catches eyes; baited as fish, Worming ways of compliments, for a smile. Tightest hugs! feel so claustrophobic; Closest friends, closed on time we seem not, to have, Thoughts of pleasure! grasped with imaginary hands; You felt it before too? Like fools in love—Tools to it's trait, (*******, but always nuts for more) Trying not to fall deeper in our cavernous love.
A possibility? Perhaps in a heart's forgetfulness,
A reason? Only by a mind's found emotions.
Question: Why do I hurt myself in delusions of lover's thought,
Answer: Simply because; I know I'll fall in love with —YOU!
Tears are in her eyes fire in her heart but neither the tear extinguish that fire nor the fire dried the tears.
But she doesn't know that the light of the fire and those crystal like tears will make a rainbow in her dark room. And Those tears which are rolling down from her cheeks , passing through her body will heal all her inner wounds .
Have you ever woken up between 3 and 4 o'clock, at which time the sky is much darker than night, because it is the last stage of darkness followed by sunrise. Do you understand anything 😊
what would u say if i told u the truth and said no would u tell me ur thinking of me praying for me that it does get easier that i’m not alone that ur always there if i need someone to talk to don’t get me wrong i’m so grateful for every single amazing person in my life but i already know you care about me and i love that u love me but i’m not okay, and to burden you with something i don’t understand myself is something i can’t do
With words so harsh She's trying to comfort me telling me I have to think rationally She can't hear her own voice But I, I do I hear it more clearly than I would like to My once beloved melody That now only hurts
After his exit from my heart and my life No contact no text nothing from his side Suddenly met him after so long My heart skipped a beat when I hugged him a long My hands trembled when I held his hand and looked into his eyes I got frozen when I looked him just tears rolled down from my moist eyes Heart asked; so what did you come back with I replied; his fragrance in me
I took a moment I looked around...my surrounding shape shift...they was light now its dark...what was there...it is not there anymore...how far can i go....my feet tired...every move i make...it feels like time pause...body froze....my eyes close... I see no more...forgive me...i can't right my wrongs.