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NURUL AMALIA Sep 2016
I'm too small
As small as a dot on the crumpled paper
I'm just one of thousands
Even invisible in this cruel world
Sheltered in a narrow and thin shells
Hiding behind the leaves which begin to change color
My first house
finally I was born
as something strange
I'm the ugly
My body covered with bristle
Feebly crawling along a twig
Gnaw the leaves around and make holes
Run away from the birds
Grappling with weaver ants
Makes me fell to the ground
Until my bristle loss and scattered
Only a worm greets
They hate me so
I could get killed, not all of them accept
until I'm stuck in another dimension
I'm the lonely hiding caterpillars
Imprisoned inside a small obsolete pouch
Trying to **** time
Struggling in the darkness to reach beauty
That's enough of this stopover
wade through the rigors of the long wait that handcuff
I was reborn
being different and they like me
Abundant happiness arrives
fly indefinitely with both my beautiful wings
penetrate malignancy to explore the horizon
NURUL AMALIA Mar 2017
there's an empty garden
the seeds are needed to fill it
someone needs to decorate
filling it with flowers or fruits
sweet, of course
that's my own garden
garden = heart
NURUL AMALIA Feb 2018
there is a longing that is never delivered by the moon to the star
when it was very close to him
but it was embarrassed.
holding it alone.
until the night went and regretted the star was not there,
as well as itself vanished.
again.
black sky back
but it's still hesitated.
it is close, but actually far away.
NURUL AMALIA Jul 2016
The train of memories come to me
It was you who broke my heart into pieces
now there is no space for you anymore
It's just about the dark past,that already fade away
Now I'll pick the light up
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2019
all the stories start when Harley comes
giving a cure of the craziest
voices of love coming through on the ears
stop the pain and make it better
take Harley's heart

the best couple in the world
too much words and laugh falling down to smiling hand
suddenly batman pursue them
broke the long term plan
Mr. J lost the Quin, lost Quin

the promise is the best deal
no one ever know until the last time
cause care isn't need reason
never need reason
like Mr. J and Harley Quin
em.
NURUL AMALIA Apr 2018
i never want to kiss the moon
even when i am falling in love with it
that light,
making me fall more deep
it is so far than i thought before
even we can not touch each other
can you see me from your height?
no, you can't recognise me
even you can't say hello to me
but I can see you
because you are the one
NURUL AMALIA Jun 2021
the heart beats as much
The person I've been waiting for has arrived at the building gate
accompanied by chanting holy prayers
you walk confidently
I'm waiting nervously
Finally this day has come, after so many hundreds of obstacles and stories
our love is completely united
legitimate ties that are woven into a path
ready to grow old together
breed
fight for dreams together
NURUL AMALIA Sep 2016
Forget about the hurt
The obsolete memory has turned into dust
I've ever felt down
Realize that something has gone
Now I fall Into a strange feeling
I don't know where the destiny will bring
Until you come nearer
I can't be your lover
Be honest to myself isn't easy
Cause I'm too busy
Pretended to don't know you
Trying to Ignore you
In fact I can't recognize myself
but I don't need your help
I choose to stuck in darkness, in my hideaway
Hiding my secret feeling as fervent as I can
Coward, yeah I know
I don't know until now or tomorrow
until now or tomorrow
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2019
pretend to love thats not necessary
I do need love
but if you don't intend to give it
better not at all
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2018
never regret anything you did with your pure heart to others..
at least you spread a nice thing
God knows..even when they don't
but you should happy with it..
NURUL AMALIA Jul 2018
a pile of hope mingling with me
I've exceeded one dream
let me paint another dream
to feel the color
I want them to feel it too
happy is waiting in its zone
sweat effort certainly exist
everything is not as easy as we wink
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2018
everything is so sweet
like cotton candy sold in the night market
just like vanilla ice cream that melted on the tongue
tonight the sky was bombarded with fireworks
rainbow colors are scattered everywhere
stars have friends
they celebrate
NURUL AMALIA Jul 2016
The pouring rain has gone
The bright sun get up
It's blue now
I'm walking on the rainbow stair
Then the white cloud pick me up
I just sit on top
Feel the wind whispers
Trying to convince me, not to fear
While birds are dancing
Accompany me to stroll
I just arrived in front of a castle
Full of blooming flowers
and welcoming me
Then I want to stay there
If I could..


I try to find new better place which is deserve to receive my heart that can stay there safely.
NURUL AMALIA Mar 2017
just you and I
I often talk to you if I want
telling you a bit story of my long day
let's just be friends
although you just come once in a day
night..
hug me with your warm
keep me in your silence
save me in quiet..
NURUL AMALIA Jul 2018
dark is absolutely needed
because it contributes to show light
NURUL AMALIA Aug 2017
not a beautiful gown
not high hills
I just wear my daily clothes
with my old shoes
I even can't apply make up on my face well

this head is still remember it
that million eyes weren't look at me
it wasn't like they did to another
who has elegant costume
well no problem, my heart said inside my ribs

that was my dream
I answered so many questions
I had a courage and a will
but
I thought that wasn't enough
I need a luck
my mom said that
my crown is not the real crown
because kindness will be your crown
NURUL AMALIA Feb 2019
some are hard to explain.
I've been holding it for a long time.
it hurts, like a slash.
this heart screamed for a long time.
I feel unappreciated even by the people closest to me.
I can only tell God.
I will not allow the world to know.
this is too painful.
NURUL AMALIA Feb 2018
sometimes I judge myself
maybe I hurt inside me
underestimate my ability
say all my foolishness
bla bla bla..
then I wake up..
because even that's too late
there's still time to do it better
than never
NURUL AMALIA Feb 2018
people break promises
time has changed
the past sometimes is more beautiful
and dont forget there are thousand stories
I even cant forget it
you bring me to the story of us
I became a piece of yours
just a little
but absolutely precious for me
now..
I know..if now is now
time please takes me back
back to that time
dont let everything happened
cause I dont want
if now is now..
NURUL AMALIA Aug 2017
"Aku selalu menunggu
Bahkan kita hanya dibedakan dengan sedikit perbedaan waktu
aku ingin melihatmu
Tapi aku akan silau dan aku bahkan tak berhak
kamu adalah apa yang seharusnya tidak ku lihat
kamu lebih pantas menerima cahaya yang mengelilingimu itu
Sementara aku berada di sisi lain
yang selalu berharap agar kamu selalu bahagia"
NURUL AMALIA Aug 2016
Let the sun greets
welcoming a beautiful day
walking on the right path of love
hold my hand
keeping me alive
everyday
NURUL AMALIA Jun 2017
you will remember
you will hate
then you will hurt
if you keep re-visit the same place
if you always re-read the same chapter of your moldy book
NURUL AMALIA Apr 2018
I will paint your face
with your shadow canvas
bone as a brush
and love as its color
NURUL AMALIA Jul 2018
a smile
it is a source of happiness
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2018
ada banyak cara untuk mengeluh
ada banyak cara untuk merajuk
ada banyak cara untuk jahat sekalipun
tapi ada banyak cara untuk melakukan hal baik
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2018
lalu aku perlahan berjalan menjauh
mencoba menjarak pada sepotong hati yang membiru
luka tak pandang bulu, tak pandang rupa atau apapun
sempat aku titipkan sepenuh hatiku
kudapati sekarang tak berupa
aku tak cukup mau untuk berlari
sebentar..aku hanya ingin memastikan hatiku kembali baik
ku tahu kamu tak sengaja
membuat hatiku jatuh lalu memar
sakit memang.. tapi lebih sakit jika aku tidak mencinta lagi
karena aku percaya, hatimu baik..
30 November 2018 20.37
NURUL AMALIA Jun 2017
go outside
take a deep breath slowly
the world is waiting
and still rotate at the own pivot
it's 21st century
everything has changed
even the mind of each head
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2019
teruntuk atau kepada
engkau atau kamu
tersayang atau terkasih
taukah kamu?
bulan berdesir pelan
menyelusup ke sela- sela kabut hitam
malam yang pekat
aku tak sendiri, ada sepi yang mememani
aku mengisahkan padanya
perihal perih tapi tidak sakit,
tentang rindu yang tak berujung temu
aku ingin memberitahunya
aku senang jika ia mendengarkan cerita- ceritaku
aku akan menunggu
biar waktu yang akan membawamu
disini aku memelukmu
dengan mantra sakti yang aku miliki
NURUL AMALIA Apr 2018
sometimes...
a lovely poem
knitted from the voice from the heart
and the sound of silence at night
NURUL AMALIA Aug 2017
You are a poem
Spin in the imagination
Controlling my hand to write
I do not know, I can not
Embroidering sweet words
Sometimes confused sorting vocabulary
Which I suppose is indeed limited

But you are a poem
I write you under a dim light
Sitting stunned to explore the inspiration
I'd love to write you
I will write you
Wait till you become my poetry
NURUL AMALIA Aug 2017
kau adalah puisi
berputar dalam imajinasi
mengendalikan tanganku untuk menulis
entahlah, aku memang tak mampu
menyulam kata kata manis
terkadang bingung memilah kosa kata
yang kurasa memang terbatas

tapi kau adalah puisi
ku menulismu  dibawah lampu temaram
duduk termangu menjelajah inspirasi
aku ingin sekali menulismu
aku akan menulismu
tunggu sampai kau menjadi puisiku
NURUL AMALIA Aug 2017
sudah kuceritakan pada senja
tentang hari yang kulewati
bersama mentari bahkan hujan
dan aku merangkai kisahku

tapi kadang aku bercerita pada malam
malah, bulan dan bintang juga ikut bercengkrama
iya, jika hari tak hujan
mereka berani menemuiku

aku mencoba mengerti bahasa mereka
sama hal nya yang mereka lakukan
tapi kuakui mereka pendengar yang baik

aku masih berdiri didekat jendela
memahami gestur dan menunggu jawaban mereka
atas pertanyaan yang kuajukan  tentang seseorang
dan menitip pesan rahasia untuknya
NURUL AMALIA Aug 2017
Lupakan luka itu
Memori usang telah berubah menjadi debu
Aku memang pernah merasa kecewa
Semesta bahkan tahu
Tapu Sadarilah bahwa ada sesuatu yang hilang
Sekarang aku jatuh ke dalam perasaan abstrak
Aku tak tahu kemana takdir akan membawaku
Sampai akhirnya kamu mendekat
Aku tak bisa menjadi kekasihmu
Jujur pada diri sendiripun aku tidak mudah
Karena aku terlalu sibuk,
Sibuk untuk pura pura tidak mengenalmu
Mencoba terus mengabaikanmu
Sebenarnya kali ini aku tidak bisa mengenali diriku sendiri
Tapi aku tidak butuh bantuanmu
Aku memilih untuk terjebak dalam kegelapan, di tempat persembunyianku
Menyembunyikan perasaan rahasiaku Aku sama kuatnya dengan egoku
Aku memang pengecut, aku cukup tahu itu
Aku tak tahu sampai sekarang atau nanti
Sampai sekarang atau nanti
NURUL AMALIA Jul 2018
by letting myself to dream
I know, I have to do something
NURUL AMALIA Jun 2017
finally I couldn't believe
Not to anyone, and none
this feelings and my self like in another world
I'm different
more strong than the previous me
but I can't trust anyone in my world
even I can't recognize my self
who had fallen into a thorns hole
I'm stuck
until someone held out his ****** hand
his body looks shabby and tired
I don't know how hard the obstacles that he have faced
then ..
he made me realize what I should have realized
23:41
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2018
there are many ways to complain
there are many ways to sulk
there are even many ways to be evil
but there are many ways to do good things
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2018
the rose valve has just spoken a beautiful words
myself repeated doubtless disbelief
his charm charms the soul
I plunged in far from the lap
I ignore your beauty
then again I heard that beautiful speech
I accepted the rose
I took its extract with all my heart
beautiful ..
as beautiful as the hopeful moon in the sky
that makes me addicted
Your presence is celebrated by the sprinkling stars
the sudden dust looks like gold dust
stick strange at the corner of your picture frame
still crunchy memory in my brain
even if he does not want to
a lump of meat in my body joined in fast rhythm
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2018
Did you see the rainbow?
the sun's words scared her
the color faded, she was pale
the sky was crying too
nothing to celebrate
the lightning came in the middle of the water
rainbow lost her color
covered by clouds of anxiety
went blown by a sympathetic wind
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2017
I may be like a candle
when the light is faded
the melt is cleansed
then I vanish
I'm still want to illuminate the dark side
but I have no chance.
NURUL AMALIA Aug 2017
Lihat..
Kamu hanya berdiri seorang sendiri
Tak takut dan tetap berani
Bahkan api merah itupun melelehkanmu
Angin menyentuhmu dengan lembut
Tapi itu akan membunuhmu
Namun kau masih bahagia
Kau menerimanya dengan senang hati
memutuskan dengan percaya dirimu
Memberikan cahaya di tempat yang gelap dan dingin
Kamu rela dibakar habis
Meskipun kamu sudah tahu bahwa kamu ..
Tidak akan mendapatkan apapun, mungkin hanya sakit yang kau dapat
Bahkan kamu tau akan dilupakan dan lenyap
Tapi ini adalah pilihanmu
Ingin tetap diam atau bertindak
Memberikan cahaya ajaib pada kegelapan ..
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2018
no problem if you lose your sparkle
but when you get back
you can show your shine more than sun
NURUL AMALIA Mar 2017
Seeing the sky faded into dark
a memory playing in my head
stranger told me that he loved me so
I dumb..
I found my self as a regret
feeling the world seemed to stay away
I had a hope
hope that never comes
sadness that burgeon until now
killing me inside
NURUL AMALIA Apr 2018
when you are sad
let the tears roll
be friends with silence for a moment
soften your heart again
with the voice of the silence
then grieve sufficiently
NURUL AMALIA Feb 2019
soon we will leave, wait for the rain to subside.
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2017
someday in the night
the moon will a little bit more radiant
stars will appear many more
and you will forget that you are alone
NURUL AMALIA Apr 2017
I fly..
through the capacious sky
sit gleefully
sing my favorite song in heart
I open my pink note
write the date of the day
I still with my old sneaker
for the first moment stepped on unsimilar land
start to use foreign language to express
seeing the different architecture
differ with my country
I feel so amazed to meet new people
It's where Chaucer is born
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2017
to be honest I simply do not remember sweet memories,
sometimes.
but bitter memories will never be forgotten
NURUL AMALIA Jun 2017
I always wait
Even we are only distinguished by a bit of time difference
I want to see you
But I will glare and I have no right
You are what I should not see
You are more deserving of the light that surrounds you
While I was on the other side
Who always hope that you are always cheerful
00.00
NURUL AMALIA Sep 2017
there are thousands of stories I try to remember
which I try to summarize
there is emotion, sadness and grief
not all stories always end up like fairy tales
when we say "happily ever after"
in my story
I try through the steep and rocky road
this foot even tripped
I'm hurt
but when I think again
I'm still fine
if I want, my lips can smile as if nothing happened
then I got up
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