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NURUL AMALIA Nov 2018
itukah yang dinamakan gagal?
hatiku berteriak keras mengguncang isi tubuhku
sudah.. tak guna semua ini bibirku mengoceh pelan
ingin rasanya berlari jauh pergi
kemana? tak tahu arah jika rasa syukur tak bertahta di diri ini
sudah.. bersabarlah!..sisi lainku mencuat..
pura- pura saja aku tegar..
didepan mereka..orang terkasih
harapan dan doa terpancar jelas menyiangi ketakutanku
iya aku takut..
membuat mereka lara
tapi sekali lagi..sudah
mereka hanya menyuruhku untuk bersyukur..
menjadikan itu elegi
tetapi hari esok haruslah berseri
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2018
she did not know where to go
feel the call of the wind that touches his wings
she is alone
no one expected it
they prefer butterflies
"is there a place for me?"
she asked a flower that she had come to
she felt uncomfortable being there
she felt it was not his place
if she had to die, she would
there was no hope for her
NURUL AMALIA Jun 2017
I asked someone on my journey
where's the place that I intent
because I want to live there eternally
But then he answered
that the fit place for me
is in his heart
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2018
cause heart will never lie
but lips can lie to hide good or bad things inside the heart
NURUL AMALIA Jun 2017
there's no adored face
without putting smile on it
but a smile that showed
sometimes like just make up
to hide swollen eyes
because the tears abated
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2019
before you love a thing,
you have to love yourself first
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2019
i am opposite my wish
it'll be difficult if there is no intermediary
falling down might be normal
toppled over? why not
just a dream bridge that knitted strong hopes
which becomes a need and strength
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2019
when I'm in a mirror, my image never laughs at me when I cry
never berate when I'm angry,
never angry when i sulk,
then it doesn't ignore me when I'm complaining
how crazy I am
chatting with mirrors
but I believe in me inside there
although sometimes, the hardest thing is fighting my ego
NURUL AMALIA May 2017
it's about the brains
think over the capacity
find uncanny words
helped by a magic book
it's the way we laugh
work together in darkness and lightness
to make an opus
which is part of our daydream
then make it happens
dream become the best paper in conference :) finally my group did it :)
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2017
you are still have time
for eating what you want,
singing in the bathroom, and dreaming your dream
NURUL AMALIA May 2017
if this feeling has feeling
how can I hold this
I don't know this
why this is happen
this is about no one knows
this is not that
I have my own
NURUL AMALIA Feb 2018
this evening..
there's no sunlight appears
the rain falls to the ground
along with memories created
but when it dries
memories will disappear
then everything will lose
NURUL AMALIA Jun 2017
This feeling is more flowering
When I was showered by an unending love
There is even a seed of feelings that have grown inside since then
I can not refuse
These flowering feelings are increasingly flowering
NURUL AMALIA May 2018
When those sweet words obsess my mind
it's swallowed by my heart
souls are already intertwined
with the rope of hopes
NURUL AMALIA Apr 2020
This silent is mine
I’m feeling alive in this empty space
Without us, without your stories
Our cycles, *****
Sorrow, regret and solitude are endowed for you
But you can't abolish all the memories
the heart too damaged
the sight too blurry
Don't try to disturb anymore
I just want to live in my own chamber
NURUL AMALIA Feb 2018
fallen tree is not because the leaves are too much
some people have deliberately cut it down
dry tree is not because it is not watered
it may die because of age
a dwarf tree is not because it does not want to grow
precisely some people think it is beautiful
trees need to be protected
trees need to be accompanied
trees need to be appreciated
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2019
deburan ombak bersatu dengan asa
namun tak memecah karang pengharapan
serbuk- serbuk pasir adalah partikel kecil impianku
tak apa diinjak- diinjak
karena untuk menjadi langit
aku masih terlalu awam
U
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2017
U
I love your crunchy laugh
as well your sweet smile
NURUL AMALIA Sep 2017
I swear I will and I want
to carry out your sorrow
even that is the end of your sadness
and the birth of sorrow in me
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2018
waktu tidak serta merta memberi salam maupun pamit
ia berjalan saja mengikuti poros
dan terkadang aku tak merasanya
cepat..
kemarin rasanya aku baru akrab denganmu, setalah kebungkaman yang berbicara menahun
aku hanya bisa tertawa, jika aku ingat dulu.
kamu dan aku kemudian dibawa waktu untuk saling bicara untuk pertama kali
sebenernya aku dipaksa karena aku membutuhkan bantuanmu
aku memanfaatmu..agar kita dekat mungkin itulah cara-Nya
maaf..
sampailah kita diakhir studi kuliah
topi bertali dan jubah sudah mantap kita kenakan
tapi dihari itu aku tak melihatmu
mauku melihatmu dengan jas hitam dan kemeja merah mudamu yang manis
tapi aku senang.
semoga kamu gapai maumu selalu
dan selamat.. aku masih merepotkanmu hingga detik ini
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2017
in some people's eyes you might be nothing
but in my eyes you're my world
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2019
the voice of your heart is contained in the song
each verse signifies your race
there is a meaning behind a sign
rain appeared in December
I remember you
we run against the rain
sweet memories when you hold my hand tightly
NURUL AMALIA Apr 2017
do it simply
love me properly
but beautifully
us
NURUL AMALIA Feb 2018
us
about the feelings that are hard to be perceived
neat expectations
dreams that became the intent
God knows..
the universe may be pretending
but every time I tell

time let that bring
happened then it happened
a time when it can sometimes be forgotten
just believe in Him
it's about us
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2018
when my fingers don't hold you
when my body is not with you
or four of our eyes do not look at each other
believe me ..
I always remember you here ...
Your laugh is crunchy with your joke
I'm happy even though it's just piling up miss
meeting is always my desire
wait ... I have to be patient
Nurul Amalia 9 November 2018 *16.21*
NURUL AMALIA Apr 2018
I smell the morning fragrant
sunlight peeking through the pine
wiggling wet dew
I wake up
rushed out of the dream
trying to realize the dream
NURUL AMALIA Aug 2017
putih warna duplikat hatimu
merah merepresentasikan perasaanmu
biru unsur yang menyertaimu setiap hari, cerah!
kuning, tebaran keceriaan yang kau percik selalu
jingga, warnamu yang selalu kurindu
kau membuatku sejuk, dengan hijaumu
merah muda adalah gambaran kasih yang kau beri
akutak sedang memuji pelangi
tak juga coba memikatnya
aku tak sedang menjual kata
tanpa sadar, orang ini sedang mendeskripsikan dirimu
kau tak perlu tersipu
apalagi coba untuk membalikannya
cukup saja dengarkan
jika tak senang, bolehlah tutup saja telingamu
NURUL AMALIA Feb 2019
whatever happens life continues as long as there is oxygen that fills the space in the lungs.
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2019
the waves are united with hope
but it does not break the coral of hope
sand powder is a small particle of my dreams
it's okay to be trampled on
because to be sky
I'm still too ordinary
NURUL AMALIA Jan 2019
sometimes the sky isn't always blue
the sky is cloudy,
then this land is surrounded by water
sometimes the waves don't chase each other again
choose silence but come suddenly
then everything's sank down
sometimes the wind doesn't always touch friendly anymore.
with its strength, this place is in ruins
sometimes the mountains are not as beautiful and cold as ever
smoke soared into the sky
lava spread everywhere
  this place becomes *****
but it must be remembered, there is always wisdom behind the disaster
NURUL AMALIA Sep 2017
try to explain again
that's when you say something
my heart is hard to digest
like the figurative phrase I'm trying to make
What's behind the curtain?
look at me embarrassed
the wind laughed at me

I want to hear it again
the voice of your heart
at that time the cars voice broke my hearing
I just look at that frame
My throbbing was fast
then you smile
NURUL AMALIA Feb 2018
I exceeded the limit
hatch in the middle of a hot desert
my breath is scarred
my stomach wriggled
little birds whistled
the wind blow breaks it

my feet are on fire
my hands shake
solar lavishes his light
a faint golden luster
visible, biased blurred vision
NURUL AMALIA Apr 2017
I saw you at the first sight
more bright than starlight
my heart and mind are fight
are you a knight?
or a prince who riding a horse at that night
but it's a right
why
NURUL AMALIA Nov 2017
why
I see that rainbow
but its colors are faded
I see the sparkles
but its light had gone
now I know..
now I feel..
I ask myself sadly
"why?"
NURUL AMALIA May 2018
the wounds .. sometimes we have to let it
to know how long we last
and how strong we are
NURUL AMALIA Sep 2017
I tell them
what I feel
words cant explain
just heart can do
michael jackson's song is playing in my head
they with me
so im not alone
it's easy, the echo speaks
the lamps of the town are radiant
but you more
And I see you for the millionth of times

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