Toasted inner thigh
glazed in our honey and sweat
was always your specialty

12:21 AM
28/9/19

Just like the switch
to this ******* room,
I wish there was a switch
to turn off this heart,
this soul and
this mind.

Time seems to only fly
when you
don't want it to,
right?
Sometimes our days drag on
and on like passing clouds-
other days, like shooting stars-
blink and you'll miss it.

I never really cared
to dance in the twilight-
at least, not until I found someone
who hated the sun as much as I.
I still don’t care much to dance
but I at least have someone to sit with-
to feed off the moon
and the shadows-
having the time of
our lives.

She is a star
crushing under the weight
of yourself and everything around you.
She devours my light-
it breaks and bends to her will.
Nothing can escape your grasp,
your gaze or your touch.
The force of you is what
always repulsed me.

When some days
are not so bad as others
but you’re still drinking
and miserable.
The inching hatred
of who you are
but not what you’ve done-
that’s depression.

The witch of the woods
makes a home in my heart and
conjures her magic

4:06 PM
24/9/19

Every time I drink
tea I think of you and that's
a beautiful thing

6:15 PM
21/9/19

One, two,
crush on you.
Three, four,
miss you more.
Five, six,
my heart you fix.

Oh, how she
longs for sweet, little
death
while I long for
her sweet, little
heart

Everyone's in the search
for a love that doesn't exist,
without first knowing who they really are.
How are you supposed to know
what love you will find,
love you can give,
if you don't bother to know
the love you are?

I guess I’ll go back
to being cold and alone.
At least I had the privilege of
tasting those lips a dozen times-
but, honestly, I lost count.  
All I have left is a hazy daydream,
one that I think about
more than I should.
But the truth is,
you made me feel whole
for a couple weeks and I
couldn’t be more grateful for
your warmth and affection.
Good exchange in my opinion.
Take care of yourself.

How much good must I
do in order to redeem
myself of my sins?

9:29 PM
15/9/19

I wish her well in
an awful year and I hope
to make her forget

6:10 PM
14/9/19

it is an odd thing
to hold someone close and
lose them regardless

12:27 PM
14/9/19

One year later and
oh my god, I think I am
dreaming you again

7:44 PM
12/9/19

I wonder if you know
how to love me when I’m down.
Not only through affection, but  
to be a shining light in these
tunnels of darkness.
I constantly battle my demons-
will you be the angel by my side?
Are you able to fill the void
when a piece of me is
missing from my soul?  
I want you to be here through
the dark days, not only the bright.

There’s a symphony
in her voice and it's playing
on all my heartstrings

10:19 PM
10/9/19

we can just travel
from country to country and
we can disappear

9:40 PM
10/9/19

why is it that we
only believe the bad things
they say about us?

9:27 PM
10/9/19

I jumped into
the sea of your love
even though I couldn’t swim well.
The last thing I remember
was when I sank
tied to your heavy heart.

How am I
supposed to believe you
when all of your sweet
but empty words
and promises smell of
someone else’s name?

How did they
break your heart?
I want to find new and
amazing ways of putting
it back together
again.

Have you ever noticed how
all your friends and family
could come together for
one big party and the
only thing we'd notice
is that the one person
we want to see
is not there.

some days the rain falls
just a little too loud for
me to hear my heart

1:36 AM
8/9/19

Finding the right soul
is like searching for life in
the dark space above

1:25 PM
8/9/19

Beckon to me
and call me over-
I want to be seduced
into forgetting just
how lost I am
without you.

I'm in need of your
love, warmth and affection to
guide me through the night

11:05 AM
7/9/19

what would I do
in between kissing
and drinking with you?
I would be so lost
and alone

I know a
modern angel
who navigates the skies
with wings of steel
and a heart so real.

Another lover
has swept you off your feet
and now I look back
and wonder if I
even made you
or your heart
skip at all

Lust,
an empty bed
and the lights turned down
is the perfect recipe
for you and me
tonight.

I daydream about
you and the places we could
go around the world

6:29 PM
30/8/19

I have forgotten
how many cats she has but
****, are they lucky

6:24 PM
30/8/19

Let yourself become
an elegant sunflower
in a field of thorns

5:24 PM
30/8/19

I wonder where you
are now and I wonder where
I am now these days

7:32 AM
26/8/19

My heart is wearing out
after feeling everything
so passionately, so intensely
and now I think I need a new heart.

you are the sunshine
to my storm and the cure
to all my chaos

10:04 PM
24/8/19

you probably think
this haiku is about you-
well guess what? it is.

11:17 AM
24/8/19

Death to these feelings-
and death to this night, for it
doesn't seem to end

7:39 PM
23/8/19

We live in troubled times.
The Amazon is burning and yet
no one will answer for these crimes.
Such is the twenty-first century
when the polar ice caps are melting
and there's no one to answer their plea.

I want the atmosphere
to be filled
by your grace
always-
but not always
am I able
to see you.

she's always had wings
she just never knew how to
fly back to Heaven

6:13 PM
15/8/19

I dated a witch-
her magic made me wish it
had never ended

6:34 PM
13/8/19

she kissed the moon and
made the sun jealous, for her
light outshined the stars

2:04 AM
11/8/19

Love does not have to
be perfect, it only has
to be shared with you

8:28 PM
9/8/19

the poems in my
heart are still a home for all
the angels I've loved

7:13 PM
9/8/19

I was your someone
until you became someone
else's someone

I have written you,
and I will write you again,
for the words can not stop flowing.
They have long since forgotten
the way back to you,
now they are just trying to
fill up the void that exists
in my heart.

her smile was sweet
on the eyes but ruinous
to my heart and soul

11:10 PM
5/8/19