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Nov 2017 · 755
A.P.
I have memorized it
before I realized I stared too long.
your face,
the faint scent of cigarettes on your shirt,
the smell of your skin
I can trace them,
even when my eyes are closed.
How do I keep you out of my mind?
When all I think about, is your lips on mine.
Jan 2017 · 6.5k
Untitled
With the multitude of thoughts in my head,
You standout the most
Feb 2016 · 2.6k
Lost in Orbit
What are we
but a speck in this universe
of granite, metal and a burning tail
Fiery wild passion
moving in a constant speed
As if we already knew
As if we planned
As if written
As if measured
Do we count in Fibonacci's
in blindfolds eternally spin in this limbo
indulging ourselves in the futility of a dog chasing its tail
are we just asleep in this journey
conversing in our dreams
decoding static noises in the other end of the radio
for flight directions
over shifting planes of time
Like the stars believed that fate is their religion
Or the cosmos just furtive of its secrets?

-Margaret Austin Go, Lost in Orbit
Jan 2016 · 705
Life is a stream
What it is to love about life are the things yet to come.
Oct 2015 · 2.0k
Constellations
I sink deep into your eyes
There I found
An ocean of flaming bright lights
Infinite galaxies to explore
More and more reasons for me to adore
You and your stars
The universe and its crimes
And how they connect with mine



-Constellations, Margaret Austin Go
Sep 2015 · 8.7k
Parola
Palutang-lutang sa gitna ng dagat
Gawa ng luha kong
sinubukang saluhin sa tasa
ngunit hindi nagkasya
Sinong sasagip
sa pusong takot malunod?
Hahayaan na lamang bang magpaanod
sa tulirong mga alon
Wari'y sila ring nalilito
Saan nga ba patutungo?
Ngunit ang damdamin,
Sa iyo pa rin gustong dumaong
Umaasang sa dalampasigan,
Sa mga bisig mo, ako sisilong



Parola, Margaret Austin Go
May 2015 · 1.8k
Sometimes
You feel
the need
to fill
the need
to feel.
10word poem
Feb 2015 · 1.4k
Untitled
Her lids reconciled
Trying to taste the sweet tone of the wind
As it sang again for her
Running up across the dry meadows
She can smell the grass on her feet
The lake looks as though a blanket
Endlessly rolling tiny waves
"Where to?" Her heart wanted to ask
To the swinging ropes
She sat on the sturdy tire
She is colorless under the purple skies
She lost her balance like she did intend
Almost lying upside down
She felt the rush of blood go through her head
And found the trenches of goodbyes
Long kept in the clouds of twilight
Suddenly, tears in her eyes
Did you ever miss me?
Maybe a little
But not as much
Not like a firefly who lost her light
Maybe not a all


-Untitled, Margaret Austin Go
Jan 2015 · 1.4k
Last Wish
Will you turn me into a song?
With shades of purple as beautiful as the dawn
I will creep slowly with the glinting rays of the sun
Sprinkle me like dew in the green meadows
Hide me in the flowers while busy bees halt for nectar
I'll be like pollen spreading free in serene breeze
Allow me to dance in every eyelids I meet
Pluck a lash and wake them from sleep
Before the day's toil,
I'll be the song of the day's hope

Will you turn me into a song?
Tuck me in the sheets of clouds that swathed the skies
Just before twilight while the mourning sun bleeds
It's lips caressing the foliage of leaves
As the cold wind of winter greets,
I'll be the itch in their filcrums pushing in dimples
creating smiles after long days of hard work
Reminding everyone that everything is worth their effort

Will you turn me into a song?
I'll be the fleeting silver lining in every sad teardrops falling
Even in the rain, I'll be hidden in the frayed clouds
To drizzle you courage to face tomorrow's challenges
I'll be the song of all the hearts; exhausted and crushed
My melody will never turn into dust
Will you turn me into a song? I ask.



-Last Wish, Margaret Austin Go
Jan 2015 · 5.9k
Tea
Tea
I saw you swimming
in my teacup
I sipped and tasted
so much bitterness
in this teabag,
Pieces of my heart
crushed and dehydrated
As I hear the raindrops
continue to dance
in the same puddles
they created
Promises that we have broken
I have to add sugar
and a little bit of tear
In my cup of tea,
I saw you floating
I took a teaspoon
and shove you deeper
into a whirlpool
that reminded me
how much
I was a fool
for you,
I have to finish it all
Lined my throat
in bittersweet guilt
Swallowed them all
and ah!
a sigh of relief
I must be dreaming



-Tea, Margaret Austin Go
Jan 2015 · 1.8k
Dying Star
I am back
to that blank space
to that black hole
eating me whole
like crawling flame
to my paper soul
Who is it to blame?
Still I'm running in shame
away from my shadow
of filth and rot
Even my skin
have scorned itself
but to flay my being
is not enough
Have I forgotten how to love?
And if my body is to live
but the soul is dead,
Will I ever forgive myself?



-Dying Star, Margaret Austin Go
Dec 2014 · 1.5k
Melancholia
The aloofness of the moon in the effervescent night
In between the clouds teasing the sight
As the lavish words of the owls permeates the air
Summoning the wolves to howl in despair
Unable to muffle the loquacious toads by the lake
While the fluid branches of the trees dance to the nocturnes of the wind
How they cradled the woods to sleep
Still there is a flurried silence
Inexplicable gloom
Emitted by the bright moon
Spreading like wild fire in the meadows
Creating eerie shadows through the glass windows
The lake glittered as if the stars have fallen in the waters
She dipped her nakedness in the aching cold
Emotionless
Her face illuminated by the reflection in the silver waters
She submerge her breath to fill her lungs
She never felt as light, numb and hollow
The moon signed as witness
To the blooming flowers that midnight
Ever hungry for the moonlight
Like her convulsing consciousness desperate for salvation
And to the corpse of the maiden afloat in the lake
The unapologetic moon stood to watch
The beautiful soul as it slowly swells
Along with melancholia
Writhing across the serene lake



-Melancholia, Margaret Austin Go
Dec 2014 · 1.1k
Your Angel Is Dead
Don't lock the doors my child
nor the windows tonight
I like to watch you sleep
Drown you deep
Under your bed,
my private revelry
your Tears and Fears,
I wear as jewelry
Your angel is dead
In your head,
I pull the strings that make you cry
make you scream 'till your mouth runs dry
Smother your lips with my lies
Creating a wound
To feed the flies
I am your beautiful monster
creeping into your skin
in your slumber
I'll keep you safe in this nightmare.



-Your Angel Is Dead, Margaret Austin Go
Recently,
her mind is
debating
with her heart
resenting
every word
she wasted
on this paper
and all the metaphors
you haven't even decipher
but how
can she stop it
you have brought her up
to the top
then pushed her
to this
bottomless pit
now
she's stuck
in this drop
and it's growing
big
like
a bad habit
running
like
a mad rabbit
munching
on her thoughts
of you
while trying to
remove your face
off the view
like grime
on her tiled walls
made by
endless waterfalls
of whys and what ifs
and all her selfish beliefs
like
how you will read
her poetry
and chew the words
like sticky pastry
but her mind said
"you're wasting your ink"
she should stop writing
poems about you
and let her
memories
sink
in the letters
of your name
that are scattered
in her head
all printed
in heavy lead
therefore now,
she concluded,
the real dilemma,
to wake her up
in this coma
of dreams of you
and
find
a paper
that will reach miles
across the equator



-I Should Stop Writing Poems About You, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 620
Untitled
Love that is vibrant and fresh like tulips of Spring;
Through and through thine eyes, passion they bring

Thou art the infinite rainbows in my waters;
The wind that sailed my heart to thy shoulders

The love that lulled the fears of my heart;
Gentle hands that thou art; caused my loneliness to depart 

Thy lips like blanket of sleeves;
I shall trail my own, uncover every taste it leaves

My senses thee hast stirred that of love we share;
Thou hast stolen my heart and still kept me unaware

In between fine strands of thy hair,
with long lasting fragrance; elegance not spared

The distance of the celestial planets,
Incomparable of how much our love begets

Rivers, where my heart shall lay to rest if it loses thee; for it must flow for eternity;
So if I could, in our skies, I shall paint my love for thee

Of crimson and pink in every twilight on sight,
With hues of blue in every claire de lunes,
And all shades of gold until the days we're old

So in all of your days, the sun and it's rays, the moon as it glows;
It shall remind thee; What I shall promise, That my love shall not perish



-Love Poem I, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 1.3k
Forgotten Angels
Do the heavens hear their cries?
How can they let these children slowly die?
I pray now spare them from agony
Sew their wings and set them free
For they are not slaves of poverty
But of souls unworthy of their sanity

A song for you my child
It is not your fault
You are not born to cry
A child is a child
Even if he sleeps in a bed of sweets
or in the busy streets
In your eyes pure innocence and love
In your hopes and dreams
you must fly like a dove
High as the angels above

Never will the sirens wake you
Never will the stones hurt you
Never will the cold bite you
For tonight you will not wake in fright
Rest in peace my child
The moon will swallow your woes
The stars will weave your dreams
And they will make you warm as you sleep



-Forgotten Angels, Margaret Austin Go
I dedicate this poem to all the homeless children. The abandoned and forgotten. The aborted children and the slaves of childtrafficking. Those children at war zones and children deprived of being a child. A blanket of love for all of you.
Nov 2014 · 896
Shiny Shoes
As the wind whistles
through the remaining leaves of the trees
Her eyes gazed in with a yearning

The biting chills creep into her sleeves
Her cheeks' veins tinged with green and blue
Instantly, they lose their rosy hue
Coiling her toes underneath her ragged shoes
She felt safer as she pulls her legs tighter to her feeble body

Too early, even for the rooster's songs in the morning
Hurriedly, she rushes into the pavements
Stumbling empty trash bins in the snowy covered cement
And along the streets, she awaits for the gents
Not the ladies, for they are miffed just by her presence

In her pocket, her trusted friends
A shoe wax, a brush and a small towel
Far from the ladies cloak of vanity and jewels
She took her brush and greets them
Giving all her might in every stroke,
she mimics a healthy bloke
With her fragile arms she delighted and amused the folks

They gave her a penny
All the angels wishes she has plenty
All those shoes, although they are leather,
with the glint of the sun, they shine like feathers
But in her eyes, they glimmer like rainbows
She was lost in the colors

Suddenly, she was struck by a heavy blow
Awakened by her terror
In a dark veiled room,
with lustful eyes
Three men with merciless arms
She felt the cold cement on her back
and how these hands creep into her sack
They covered her mouth with a towel
Frantic tears flowed to her cheeks
As they stroke her hair with her shoe brush
She tasted the lump in her throat
She closed her eyes and swallowed her crushed soul

And only the winter wind hears,
the laments of these restless child
With a yearning
As it smothers the barren trees
of her lost dreams



-Shiny Shoes, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 16.3k
Tula XI
Malalagkit na mga halik
Amoy ng alak at yosi,
kumakapit sa damit
Kaunting barya,
puri ang kapalit
Eto ang turo ni inay
"Kapalan mo ang lipstick anak,
hindi magtatagal ikaw di'y masasanay"
manipis na tela
ang bumalot sa murang katawan ni Teresa
"Sariwang-sariwa!"
hindi magkamayaw ang mga kalalakihan
Sa entablado kinalimutan
ang nagdurusang puso
binalatan nang dahandahan



-Tula XI, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 35.8k
Tula X
Napabuntong-hininga na lamang
Tila ba tumatakbo ang bubutil na pawis sa noo niya
Sasabak na naman si Tatang sa gyera
Pilit binuhat ang sakong mas mabigat pa sa kanya
Marupok na ang mga buto
Ngunit hindi ang puso
Ang wika nya, "Walang hindi gagawin para sa apo."
Si Nena, sampu na ang anak
Hindi na magkanda-ugaga
Iiyak ang isa, gutom naman sa kabila
Sa sususunod na buwan,
malapit na siyang manganak
Ang ama ng mga bata, naroon sa kanto
nagpapakalunod sa alak
Sabi nga nila, walang hindi gagawin
ang magulang para sa anak.
Tanghaling tapat na,
almusal pa rin ang hinahanap
Natulala na lamang si Nena nang malaman,
ang tatay niya'y
patay na



-Tula X, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 20.6k
Tula IX
Tinalikdan ng araw ang langit
Hinayaang lamunin ng dagat ang hari
Mahinahon ang karagatan
Tila nagdurugo ang tubig
Hinabol ang hangganan ng nakikita
Doon nasilayan ang mukha ng asawa
Papalapit ngunit hindi naman niya kayang masungkit
Mga mata'y ipinikit
Sinariwa ang halimuyak ng kanyang mga halik
Labis na nasasabik
Gustong balikan ang mga sandali
Pagbukas ng mga mata,
Kadiliman ang naghasik
ng labis na pangungulila't hinagpis



-Tula IX, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 13.8k
Tula VIII
Sa akin mo lamang ibaling
Ang matamis **** pagtingin
Sapagkat hindi kayang atimin
makitang sa kanya nakatingin
Kulang pa ba ang pangakong
ngayo'y sasambitin
na lahat ibibigay
Hindi ka mabibitin
Musika ng puso'y aawitin
Sana bukas,
ang puso mo na
ay sa akin



-Tula VIII, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 13.1k
Tula VII
Kinikilig pati ang mga butuin
Sa saliw ng iyong boses na malambing
Nakadungaw sa bintana
kahit lahat sila'y nakahimbing
May kaba sa damdamin
Paano bukas lahat sila'y magagalit?
Si ama , hahabulin ka ng itak
Natawa na lamang
Ang mga braso ko'y hinatak
Naglapit ang mga muka
Muntik ng atakihin sa kaba
Ang puso ko ata ay nahulog
Nang si bantay ay umalulong
Dali-dali ay nagtago
Tinginan nati'y di pa rin nagbabago
"Kailangan ko nang bumalik sa silid."
ang wika ko
Sabay dagling humalik sa sinta ko



-Tula VII, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 13.7k
Tula VI
Umiiyak ang dilag nang walang patid
Kasama ang dugo at basahan sa sahig
Nais kong mabatid
Ano ang nagdulot sa nadaramang sakit?
Binunyag ng kanyang mga mata
Walang puknat na pagsisisi ni isa
Hindi na alam kung ligaya ba o pighati
Dahil ngayon alam niyang tapos na ang lahat
Pakiwari niya
Natutulog na ang mga alon
Noon siya ay nilulunod 
Naghuhumiyaw na damdamin puno ng hinagpis
Gusto niyang isigaw sa hangin
Ngayon kailangan na niyang linisin
Niyurak na pagkatao dahandahan bubuuin
Pinira-piraso
Ngumiti siya na para bang payaso
Isinilid niya sa sako
Kahit gusto man niyang maglaho
Ang amoy nitong mabaho
Nanatili pa rin sa damit niya
Parang bang tumitiling aso
Sinuyod ang masukal na gubat
Tinunton ang malalim na balon
Puno na ng lumot 
Doon niya inihulog
Ngayon basahan ng mga kumot
At ang bangkay ng ama
Kasama ng kaluluwa niyang
Hinalay nang walang awa




-Tula VI, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 3.0k
Sugar-coated Sigh
What you do to me
A chemical catastrophe
Surge of Serotonin
I take you like a vitamin
Like candies from Halloween
You fill me up
Sugar high
Now I feel I can fly
Sweet sweet sigh
What a pleasure
To stay by your side 
A privilege
If now I'll die
For I know from now on
You're mine



-Sugar-coated Sigh, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 8.1k
Tula V
Huwag ka nang magalala
Susubukan kong
Itali sa iyong pulso
Yaring munting tala
'Wari isang lobo
Upang ikaw ay tumahan na
Gaano ba kasakit ang iwanan?
Paano ba tatakpan ang mga lamat
ng puso **** nabasag?
Hayaan **** ihele ka
ng mga mumunting kuliglig sa parang
Sa pagtulog mo
Hangad ko rin
Mabura ang sakit
na iyong dinaranas



-Tula V, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 9.3k
Tula IV
Isang kulisap
Ang ninakawan ng kinang
Ikinulong sa sisidlan

Bigla kang nanginig
Nang unang marining
Ang hikbi niyang puno ng pait
Bumalik din sayo ang sakit

Hindi ba't
Ikaw din ang may kakagawan
Ang iniisip ay sarili lamang
Bakit hndi ikaw ang magsimula
Pakawalan siya
At sindihan ang ninakaw niyang kinang




-Tula IV, Margaret Austin Go
Para sa mga murang isip hanggat maaga ay simulan mo ng magmalasakit.
Nov 2014 · 22.5k
Tula III
Tangan ang mga halik mo
Sa aking palad umaagos
Ang damdamin minsan ay umalab
Parang sigarilyong nauupos
Dahan-dahang nauubos
Kaya nga bang balikan ang kahapon
Binaon na natin sa kahon
Katulad ng mga dahon
Nalanta at di na makaahon
Kaya pa nga bang ibalik ang kahapon
Sa saliw ng mga puso natin
Ngayon ay uhaw sa pagsintang
Naudlot ng pagkakataon



-Tula III, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 6.6k
Tula II
Gusto kong higitan
ang kinang ng mga butuin
Baka sakali ako'y iyong mapansin
Nagtatago sa mga hibla ng ulap
Ang pag sinta ko sayo
Sa puso ko'y lumaganap
Tila apoy na nilalamon ang kaluluwang
Tigang sa pagibig
Ang simpleng hiling
Higitan ang mga butuin
At kung maaari kay Kupido bigkasin
Sana'y puso nya din ay panain



-Tula II, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 30.9k
Tula I
Ang iyong mga matang nangungusap
Lumuluha ng buhangin
Kasama ng iyong mga pangarap
Lumipad na at nagtago sa mga ulap
Ang halimuyak ng iyong mga yakap
ay nadarama pa rin
Pilit hinugot ang  mga ugat ng pasakit
Sa puso niya
Binaon nang walang pasabi
Kasabay nang pag iyak ng langit
Kailanman hindi mawawaglit
Lahat ng mga salitang nasambit
Ngunit ngayon kasama na ng hangin
Ang pagibig na hindi pa rin kayang limutin


-Tula II, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 660
Weep No More
A tree is never worthless
Even if it is fruitless
Like how God made his child
You should never count
how much you cried
For you have flowers on your insides
You have watered them with every fight
Now you glow with warm light
Like trees your hands are free
Waving to the skies
You are bound for bliss all eternity



-Weep No More, Margaret Austin Go
Inspired by the poem "Fruitless Tree" of Suzy Hazelwood
Find her here on HP
Nov 2014 · 2.2k
Deathbed
The vulture's wicked eyes awaits for his flesh
He is ready
Withered
All rotten but still breathing
Almost numb
Lying in this bed of ice
Searing his heart like fire
The darkness veiled
his room of fragrant memories of her
Now bound to oblivion
He reached out his hands
trying to catch the dust of his past
But he can only manage a twitch in his fingers
All he can do is savor
This perfume of her that still lingers
Like a waterfall
His tears fell for his dear flower
Then a sharp pain in his chest and a whisper
Inaudible but he felt it was real
His eyes wander
He catches his last breath
His lids close in reconciliation
Whilst he heard wings that flutter
The pain cuts to black
The heavens accepted his submission
Then
He's back
Like a dip in the water
A renewed soul
He never felt better
Pitch black as the skies
Unfamiliar but he felt home
A silhouette shines from afar
like the radiance of the day
A sight almost blinding
but he can't refuse the invitation
The garden bloomed like the spring
with all the archangels' salutations
And when this silken hands held him
they emitted all the colors
Now he remembers her saying
"I'll be seeing you my love."
In his death bed
All the while
She was waiting



-Death Bed, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 870
A Race To Our Graves
With eager eyes
we spin the dice
Nebulous haze
Frantic gaze
Gates agape
Let's start the chase

Everybody's in for the craze
There's no time to waste
Flushed faces
Biting snares
Constrictor snakes
We rush in till we cascade

Not to realize
This is but a masquerade
Chasing our tails
In a daze
We stumble
Helter skelter

Life ask you to be in control of your pace
Stay calm, at ease, and humble
Do not listen to all the drunkard's tales
because no one's going to pay for your bail
Do what's right
until we reach the finish line
With dimes in our eyes
Prepared
for a deep slumber in our graves



-A Race To Our Graves, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 870
Talisay
I felt the earth at the back of my hand
Resting my head in these warm grass
As it tickles my skin
I look up keenly
A caprice has struck my reverie
Drawn to this tree
laden with plethora of leaves
Whilst the wind sings a familiar melody
You engulf my miseries
Hues of orange, red and green
Heraldic of revivification
Mesmeric elegance
You flail these leaves
Scroop of vigor
with the glint of sunlight
Scintillating glow
Gentle serenity
Where do you hide your sorrows?
Your mystery enthralling
I am defeated by your beauty



-Talisay, Margaret Austin Go
Talisay Tree  (a.k.a Umbrella Tree/ Indian Almond)
Nov 2014 · 1.3k
Cupid's Arrow
Just a look
And you stirred my lungs
Now you filled it with stars
Must be fate's caprice
may be Cupid's feats
Did you feel it too?

This trance
Explosion of suns
Like shoots of fireworks in my head
You took out my fears

In silence I swear I did hear
The clock as his arms sojourned
and how they felt like years
Might be Saturn's rings misaligned
Could this be a sign?

Tell me how can I recover
from your sad eyes, brown like amber
as they reveal your sorrows
Please allow me
to dig your heart so I can repair it
Is this not enough
to believe that gods set us up?

Take my hand we'll ask the gods' permission
or maybe a reason for this collision
Because if time is relative
When our eyes met
I felt we're infinite



-Cupid's Arrow, Margaret Austin Go
Nov 2014 · 3.7k
Time Travel
Maybe we could try
Swallow these pills
like pomegranate seeds
Go back in time
to where our hearts lie
We hold hands as we flew by
And we won't let go
Interlaced fingers
Watch them as they falter
Webs of what was lost
Memories we always recall
Let us catch our tears
Drink them before they fall
We make love once more
Remember
How our skin and bones fit
How our lips first met
And how you said
they taste like berries
Follow me
Swim these shallow seas
of our plans and dreams
But now they run dry
Let us make a garden out of our lies
Let us find the place
to where we had our first gaze
And walk back to that park again
Sunbeams and Cherry blossoms
But this time
let's pretend
that we didn't see each other
Oct 2014 · 3.2k
Twist The Knife
You said you're innocent
and that all was just coincidence
I sneered "Oh, such confidence.."
I feigned my courage
but how could I manage
to taste this cold spoilt porridge?

Why does it hurt more when you say this?
Why does your tears feel like acid on my skin?

Do you see these wounds?
They never healed
You scratched my scars
All those times you pleaded
You twisted the knife you once stabbed
You drilled your nails as I watch it jarred to my flesh
And what else? Drenched them with brine of memories

But where were you all those years?
When this girl cried buckets
Drowned with her own tears?

How I wish
You can put her arms back to their sockets
Maybe then
She will forget how you made her feel
And once again
Hold you like everything was just a dream.



-Twist The Knife, Margaret Austin Go
Oct 2014 · 597
We Are Not Blind
We can never oppose to majority
for they always win
They will **** you in
Make you wear their uniforms
Slit your throats and feed you with thorns
Fluxing in like piercing pins
and you just have to swallow them all
Then they'll cut your ears
and rip your tongues
Sew your lips
and make you sleep with  their hums



-We Are Not Blind (Society), Margaret Austin Go
Oct 2014 · 677
Clinical death
The cacophony of noise is infuriating
Grinding teeth
like bars of steel clashing
Severing my senses
Burning embers, churning coals
My lungs filled
with Steam and Ashes
Searing consciousness
My arms flailed
Writhing uncontrollably in vain
But you fueled these clogs
Suddenly, I'm tamed
I hope you remember
How we toiled our hearts that November
How we would never let it slip
And how many castles we built
then demolished them quick
Crushing bricks
But we are born liars
And it's impossible to alleviate
Unending chain of regrets
As I run backwards in denial
I try to forget
That I am actually dead



-Clinical Death, Margaret Austin Go
Oct 2014 · 1.0k
Ma Chérie
Behind the flashing lights
Blinding but she smiles
Her beauty and her charm
Enthralling

Big hair, red dress
She bats her lashes
"Tu es très belle, ma chérie!"
Flowers, kisses, strange men
And she smiles as always

Her story unfolds
As she dressed up for the show
Chiffons and laces
All night she dances
And in the morning
with all the glances
She hides her pain under her big sunglasses

Not one of them cares
What she hides and what she bears
For they will never see
Her precious diamond tears
Nor hear her anxieties and fears

Home at last
Once again
She grabs her silver flask
Drenched herself in her cocktail of sadness
Then she gets undress
But not that she can't address
Because everytime she looks
In the mirror it says
''Tu te ments à toi-même comme toujours''
She wipes off her make up
And she cries as always



-Ma Chérie, Margaret Austin Go
Oct 2014 · 1.3k
Petrified Heart
I have been recollecting our shards
Shattered glass of incandescent past
And I do not care if it cuts
My porcelain hands do not feel
For you have drained my blood
I have nothing left to bleed
But somehow I'm glad that
If you are reading this by any chance
Know that I didn't love you just once
From the first meeting until the last
And all the days in between
My love will stay unthawed
Frozen and locked here



-Petrified Heart, Margaret Austin Go
Oct 2014 · 1.3k
Cancer
Beguiling
Almost consoling
She was drawn
to his florid words
Like an innocent child
Mesmerized
by his antics
He kissed her
Soft hands
and all at once
She has fallen
Chained in his lair

She had a heart
of delicate petals
Disarming beauty
Immaculate
Pristine as the waters of the oceans
Her blood flows in flamboyance

He feeds on her soul
Insatiably
devouring her vitality
He likes to indulge himself
in her
Deliberate death
A precise inclination of his wickedness

Naive and unaware
She deteriorates
Like a dainty fruit
Bruised
with a rotting smell
That pervades
Her core bleeds
In dissolution

And her luster fades
Shriveled hands and face
Who will save her,
bring back her grace?



-Cancer, Margaret Austin Go
Oct 2014 · 7.0k
Longing
I found serenity
as I drown myself
in these salty tears
Ripples
severe the kind of longing
that succumbs
every part of my insides
In your absence
so perniciously
suffocating
my frail heart indulge
in these surge of montage
vivid memories of you
radiant,
warm,
ecstatic
I relinquish


-Longing, Margaret Austin Go
Oct 2014 · 729
Infinite Lunacy
In desolation
I stare wistfully
At the gray moon

With a hankering
Like dry withered meadows
Hungry for rain
I yearn for you
Like magnets on similar poles
Unbearable pain

How I relish
On this reminiscence
Transcient saccharine days
Saturated
With your memories

I stand underneath
The moon's dreary eyes
Glistening these tree leaves
By her moonlight
And the wind
Bellows
A familiar love song
And they dance
Dextrously
Scintillating
The starless skies

Oh
My frail heart
Sheds faint cries
Aching
For your adamantine arms
Like warm wings
They bury me deep
Into your chest
Smother me
With your sweet solace

Remembering your words
Succulent
As your lips
Haunting my reverie
Stabbing my sanity

And I am stubbborn
As a child living in fairytales and fantasies
For I will remain here
Undaunted
Because the moon had whispered
"He has been lost in this labyrinth of stars"

Then I shall wait
In this tryst
For our fate
Is a lemniscate by design
Until such time
Our paths entwine

Whilst the lonely moon
Sends off
Her meteors
Glints of this lunatic's unwavering soul
I watched the heavens weep for my sorrows



-Infinite Lunacy, Margaret Austin Go

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