I'm just your average joe who knows what the **** is going on
And I've been traveling for god knows how long
I was once standing in front of the pearly gates
But I somehow ended up in Babylon
I don't know how I ended up here
But I swear I'll crawl my way back
Back to the pearly gates
Just for chance
To get inside that lovely place.

Close your eyes
Free your mind
Don't let the light
Pass you by
Just Ignore your scars
And look up to the stars
You're a superstar
But better
You're a god
We all are
Or have you forgotten?

There goes the sun in the distance
My hope for humanity is long gone
Millions lost
Only silence
Smoke and ash fill my lungs
Couldn't see
Vision struck
And I don't give a ****
It's only me on this road
Feeling hollow
No tomorrow
Only silence echoes.

I see you've been empty
Forget about society
They can't see clearly
But I can
I can see your beauty
Come with me
Away from society
Away from all the negativity
Somewhere heavenly
A place to do what we please
How 'bout Cali?
I'll treat you like a celebrity
I'll take your humanity
But I'll keep you safe
Safe from society

Finally
Someone worthy.

I've turned a blind eye to your heartwarming lies
I can't see anymore
but I hear the angels and their cries
They are upset
Upset with what I've sacrificed

I'm sorry for everything I've done
I just needed to escape the illusion
and flee to a place where I'm awakened
Nothing new there
**** religion
I've done my time and have risen from the ashes
No god or king is going to hold me down
That's for certain

I just wanted everything
So I slept with Satan
Who cares if I'm bleeding
Who cares if I'm falling
I lost nothing
but that was just the beginning.

It seems life done change after walking on that stage
There were hundreds of eyes on me
I was nervous
Couldn't stop thinking about the things that happened backstage
I've gone through hell to get this far
But I'm ready to play my part here
Here on the world stage.

Feeling light as a feather
When I'm going higher
It's a neverending sensation
Like no other

There are others out there like me who made it
We are few and this place is a shitshow
Its a mess
a total zoo
My heart is beating
and bleeding
and I don't know what to do

I've danced around the wolves for far too long
Now I'm in this place with a bunch of empty faces
I thought I made it
thought that was it
Now I feel like a fool
They justed wanted my soul

They will never have it *******
I'm not that desperate
Not that twisted
but for that kind of success
and that kind of money
I'll let you corrupt me
I'll let you break my spirit
Anything for a little profit
Who knew following the bunny
would make me a little wicked.

I remember the time when little Timmy was getting beat up
A group of them kicked and stomped on him till he bled out
It's pretty graphic but his skull was fractured like a broken chestnut
The world is a ****** place, dog eat dog out there and little Timmy
Well he never liked it out here, he always said that this world was corrupt
This world with evil, vile, inhumane people who think they are important

If you ask me, those group of kids are no different than the government
Don't even get me started on the people who are above the government
They are **** of the earth who want nothing more than the universe
Nothing but a bunch of predators who find bliss in watching those suffer
Curators of false truths and disasters, one hand over the eye and another over a dagger soaked in the blood of the innocent
They may be worse than tyrants but they sure as hell are intelligent
I suppose that isn't true.. maybe society is blinded by their brilliance

Society, going from one place to another like hollowed-out drones
Dreams lost into the ether, living in sorrow with both hands on their iPhone
Leaving what could have been to the Unknown, milestones never reached
And nothing remarkable on their gravestone

Don't let that be you, take control of your life and chase your dreams
Become the better you, believe and keep your head held high
Your time is nigh and you will succeed.

It's almost doomsday
that's alright, that's okay
Life's been pretty gay anyway
I know that's sad, a bit depressing
but I know how things are
and I can't stand living
So goodbye, farewell
you'll see me somewhere
Probably in hell.

I swear I'm not crazy
not totally, but maybe
I like to say things and experience things
not bad things, well not really
but good things, great things most definitely
I hope I don't seem strange to you
hopefully just a tad bit funny
making people laugh makes my world all sunny
though the brightness makes me feel crazy
not really, but maybe, I really don't know
my mind has been kinda muddy
I hope that's okay, please don't take pity
I swear I wasn't always like this
it was that stupid talking bunny
it took my family and even split my identity
there are a gazillion people inside me
well maybe, I don't know in all honesty
I feel strange talking about this
I think it's my tummy, it's getting hungry
where's daddy? where's mommy?
can they give me some gummies?

The time I spent at school was miserable
and I envy those who had a great time
though the end was beautiful
Being there was a waste of time

I know it may seem a little sad
but seriously, it was just awful
I did slack on some days
but for that, I am thankful
because I didn't waste any time
on something so deceitful
Something outright hurtful to the mind.

Remember to come out alive as a human
and not as a machine
for you are a man
not a machine.

Don't know what to say
Have no clue on what to do
Guess I'll fade away
and watch the world burn too.

We are the ones who are done for
the recycled youth as we are known
it's pretty sad, I know
But believe me
We are born for something more
something big, something from folklore

I know it sounds strange coming from me
A highschool dropout with no college degree
But believe me
we are here and we can see
We can see the changing times
We can see the tension rise
We can see the shifting paradigm
we get it and it's almost time
Almost time for the great surprise

So get up and take your sweet time
but please, stay true and stay aligned
For it is almost wartime.

What am I to do with my life
When all I do is write
if there is no money to be made
Then what is the point?

Those are stupid questions
the point is not to write for money
but to do something you enjoy
key word, Joy

That is something everyone should keep in mind
we all have our doubts about the things we do
But please, keep on with the grind
and don't fall behind
because soon
Soon you'll be idolized.

This is a poem about you
and it goes something like this
Roses are red
violets are blue
I hate everyone
Except for you
now I know that sounds kinda harsh
Some might say a little rude
but seriously
You're so **** cute!

I said this once
and I'll say it again
we don't need anymore
Pomegranates

Its red body is evil
its sent, tempting
it comes from the devil
which makes it awful

Maybe I'm just ignorant
Maybe it is really good
Perhaps I'll have a taste
and become amazed

I've wasted so much time
hating on something
Not worth the dime
but today I'll change my ways
and have my old self
Become amazed

Pomegranates, you are oh so
Sublime.

Nowadays you get called a transphobic, sexist ****
For speaking honestly
What am I trying to say?
there are 2 genders, not 52 and just saying you're a thing
Doesn't make you that thing

No, it isn't sexist to hold a door for a women
or to complement one
if you believe that
Then you're just dumb

No, it isn't racist to call someone black
if you believe that
Then your mind is out of whack

No, it isn't fat-shaming when you want someone to get healthy
if you believe that
Then your brain is tiny

No, no joke is offensive in a serious way
because it is a joke
Get over yourself or go away
seriously, go away
this world doesn't need snowflakes
they should be nailed to the cross for christ sakes
see that? that was a joke
I don't want anyone on the cross
even then, someone probably got triggered
oh no, a joke, what?
Is your mind getting tortured?
Pick yourself up and look at yourself
just stop.

I need to write something funny
or else I'm going to get murdered
by a really fat bunny
This may seem like a joke
but please, it isn't funny
my life is on the line here
and I'll say anything
to get out of here.

In its cute tiny hands is a knife
and on its thigh is a tattoo
A tattoo of someone's wife
I can't really explain anything more
but she's definitely
A major eyesore
Not as bad as this fat bunny
who belongs in Mordor.

I don't think the fat bunny is laughing
and he's getting ready
to start stabbing
I can't believe
this is
happening.

Oh no, I'm dead
Well this isn't cool
That bunny was a total butthead.

Why do you care about me so **** much?
Why can't you see so clearly?
I'm just a soul who fell from grace
just a stray whos been led away
away to a place with a million empty faces
I don't know who I am anymore
I've learned their ways but keep going back
back to a place without those snakes
to a place where I'm not a disgrace
I can't take this anymore
I should of went through the other door

but its too late. and I'm falling.
a fall that is neverending, a tragedy.
please help me.

I've been told that I'm an old soul
trusting my intuition, seeking spiritual growth
I've also been told that I'm an *******
guess it's the way I roll.

My body is being pulled in two different directions
Do I go left and feel gods wrath
Or go right and have the wolves eat me on the overpass
I don't know which path but either way
it's going to be a bloodbath.

We all die
and when we do
we will open our eyes
and see that everything we knew
was one big lie.

Death is a sad thing but I understand it's inevitable
and when I'll leave, I'll leave with a great big smile
because I know I'll be in a place with a little less evil
and if I have to reincarnate back, I'll make a deal with the devil
so I won't come back to a world so awful
it might be blasphemy, but it sure as hell better
then living a life so painful.

The moon is such a beautiful sight during the winter night
though I seem to cry in these cold months
I know everything will be alright
it's my comforting white lie.

Every life comes to an end
such is the life a human soul
which knows no end.

It's been a quick minute since I last wrote a poem
I used to write like it was the end of days
but now I can't seem to find the words to say
I don't know why but the words seem to drift away
it is what it is I suppose but hey, at least I'm back
ready as ever to write till the end of days.

My mind has been wondering about in a deserted state
which is something that I absolutely hate
I wish I was different, I wish I was better
I guess its fate that left me feeling bitter
Why is it me who has to live this kind of life?
a day later and I'm a whole new man
I have your wife to thank, she made me feel better.

I've got my book and I've got my blade
a drop of blood until a pacts been made
in ten years time the price is paid
my soul in its hands
far far away.