I'm falling apart in every way and I can't find the words to say
The places I've been and the things I've seen
I don't think I'll ever be okay
Why was I born into this life and why can't I get away?
Its a curse, an endless curse that has lasted many lifetimes
I'm calling out my prayers but get no answers
I guess god is currently offline
so much for being divine
God is just a ******* and doesn't accept us rejects
Who will answer my prayers?
Who will make me feel blessed?
Oh, is it you, Baphomet?