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  Jan 2015 Emily Martin
Susan G
Everytime I kiss you I do it like it may be the last
Even though I am praying that it won't be
The only prayers god hears from me
Are when I am asking him for you
Dear God please let me have her
Dear God please make her mine
When I hold your hand I swear it is like
I am touching a star
7 billion people on this planet
and your eyes and smile are my favorite
I wish the hickeys I give you would be permanent
So that you'd be reminded of me whenever
You want to wear a v-neck shirt and can't


                              When I fell in love with you on the first day I saw you
                         It should have been the day I started planning my funeral
9/21/2014 9:39pm
  Jan 2015 Emily Martin
kendall
i miss you
i miss how you used to touch me so gently and it felt like a fire kissing my skin

i wish you would have stayed longer so i could map out your body
so you could map out mine
but i was the one who always said "wait just a little longer"
"not yet"

i knew if i gave myself away to you it would be harder when you left me
im glad i didnt
and yet i wish i had

because now i cant even touch myself knowing that youre not going to touch me again

i want you to leave hickeys all over me
i want to leave hickeys all over you and claw the **** out of your back when you give me a Love Injection
i want you to walk around and people see that Youre Mine

but you left me
you dont love me, not anymore
and yet i do still love you like Day 1
youve probably moved on since the month weve been apart
but i havent
i cant
because it feels like im betraying you
  Jan 2015 Emily Martin
Fel
I wish it would be so easy
         To just wrap my arms around you
And not be afraid of being close
         Or being afraid of how you'll react
I think about this every time I see you
Emily Martin Jan 2015
i wonder how i can be good enough for only certain things.
for late nights, for whispers that leave emotions raw, for lies, and most of all for lust.
a girl good enough for desire but not  love. the kind of girl who gets so wrapped up in feeling wanted, i drown in a pool of 'will he ever hold my hand' or 'tell me i'm pretty because i don't feel pretty'
because getting emotionally ****** monday through friday between closed doors has become a normal thing.
so when did i make it okay for people to play with my emotions? and why dont boys ever learn that a girls heart is never a toy? my heart is the guitar you used in your hand, plucking my emotions with your fingers, and my body being the words once sung from your lips.
Emily Martin Jan 2015
the richness of cigarettes on your breath, your hands warm and rough on my cheek and the curious way that you feel my body. your tentative touch wanting you show me what you can't speak when words fail, so play me like your guitar, play your hard, passionate love, over and over again until i'm familiar with your melodic feel until the beat kicks in again.
  Jan 2015 Emily Martin
haley
He pushes me away
But pulls me right back in when he wants something
He wants to see a little skin
I gave him what he wanted foolishly thinking the boy who wanted to see me naked also wanted me as a person
I play the game waiting for someone to win
We're just going in circles
He wants my body and I want to be loved
He wants to mess around and I want someone to stay in my life
We're like fire and gasoline
I let him go trying to end this silly game once and for all
But he slithers his way back in my life
And I let him stay
I know he will never love me
I can't make him love me
He only loves my body
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