By Arcassin Burnham


Got a penny for my thoughts every time i see your face,
fine prints on my skin from when you touched me,
I wake up with red spots , the thought of you is majestic,
I live for things like this,
beauty mixed with pure bliss,
the kiss was fantastic,
reminds me of Cheyenne,
with scriptures and skin tans,
rock the boat if you want,
I promise I'll be gentle in this time when you need me,
not pulling stunts, I'm pulling time,
to be with you,
Even though we both have the same goals we can pull though,
and your beauty brings wonders all in one room,
stuck around a bunch of so-called men , but they're *****,

But all I know is where you've been,
your faithfulness minus the tragedy,
the perfect one around the imperfect,
Diamond in the rough for empathy.
For empathy.

By Arcassin B & Marryn B


MB: The sanity is unspeakable Out of all the things I've been through,
Life is not perfect But it keeps me from loving you,
The imperfections of this world Have made it difficult to see
The degree to which  It has harmed you and me So I wait,
For the day when you'll return I will remain a speechless spawn,
These days I will learn That all the feelings are gone,
So even if you returned We would not last long The love that once
Was burned no longer exists, you may insist,
That it was I who caused this but it was you wrapped in your
Selfish ways, that pushed me away,
AB: The sanity is unspeakable Out of all the things I've been through,
I use to cherish the sight of you in surreal virtue,
But what is real , when it's virtual , that means that I can't have you,
The way that I intended to ,
The past could bring back memories of the things you had no
Control over ,
We pushed , and fussed and fight until you said that it was over,
On was a life sentence for the longest think what could have done
Differently breaking your heart over and over,
But my heads under wraps and heart is on ice putting us on hold
If we ever come back to one another and the choices that we've made
Can no longer hold us accountable.

By Arcassin Burnham

I'm happy with not dealing with your *******,
I'm happy to know there aren't deals being made,
And without anything made, we wouldn't have anything,
Including ice cubes and lemonade,
But I'm happy to know I don't have to prove anything,
I'm happy that the only I can do is prove myself wrong everytime
it will never change,
To be inmy own comfort zone,
and demanding everyone to leave me alone,
I'm happy I don't have to lay a finger to work,
I'm happy that I know what work even is,
Happy that I could prepare my dreams for the ultimate,
So one day those rich kids that I hate will work for me.

By Arcassin Burnham


Stood in the back where the pues were,
The house was full with open hearts,
To their lord and savior,
Into it completely serving what I know that gave me a purpose,
Too many unanswered questions , but was the purpose a pretty blue-eyed girl leaving me breathless?
Overgrown sight of love started to develop,
But having the eyes for a female would be the first step,
Rolling down the *****,
To sinners lane,
Where everyone knows your name,
I'm sinking,
And as she glances at me,
I just get a sense of attention running down my cheek,
My tears for the beauty she possesses,
Slurring all of my speech,
Did I just fall in love ?

By Arcassin Burnham


The promise you told was definitely in vein,
the promise you told stay strong on my brain,
the promise you told made the secrets unfold,
but you broke the **** so what more can you gain,
i type and i type, these feelings won't write,
i think and i think about your face at night,
but your hate grows stronger , the hours grow longer,
it has me feeling i need to do right,
The petty **** you do is super cute,
the lies are written all over you,
i thought that you'd always be my boo,
but the feelings i had you overthrew,
i thought your energy was kinda cool,
but you played with my heart like i was a fool,
after thinking i would see you soon,
but you blew , it.

AB:
Silence may say nothing,
Bring it back to the way it was,
Love had a counting,
But we never was,
Meant to be,
In the mist of things be defined,
Went to the giving tree,
And told me it would be alright,

Lil:
And everything will be fine
But the silence is still quiet
The love is not here
We are not anonymous
And nothing appears to be alright
The giving tree was wrong
No new pages came along

AB:

Do me a solid and don't let insecurity win,
Hate it when you get like this,
Its not like we can ever pretend,
Use your head,
We use the pen,
You should have got the message I sent,

Lil:
But obviously you didn't
I sit here alone
With a tear in my eye
With a frown
My heart is aching
I'm in pain

AB:
Unfortunately,
I have no memory,
Have no opening up wounds,
Combine with me,
Pushing me away,
Without clarity.

by Arcassin Burnham




where do i look,
where do i start,
she fell for you,
she took my heart,
they keep on laughing,
but i'm appalled,
you get no where,
in your physical soul , he takes it all,
i made a vow,
the vow is broken,
what am i gonna do now,
time only tells for the people chosen,
see through my bones,
and you know i wouldnt hurt a fly,
but push my buttons,
and you'll see how much protection you can rely,
heart sleeping on the sleeve,
stayed for 16 years,
and wouldn't even believe,
a guy like me would even be a sleeze,
see through my organs,
make it as clear as possible,
dreamwaved my way out,
just to see if it is reliable,
with all the ******* , ******* , and jerks,
i would have been killed the cycle,
like the oneday sitting watching the clerks,
and reading the holy bible,
are you really dumb enough,
got a problem that needs fixing,
with you i know that its tough,
all your life, but what is missing?
a certain love,
that you founded feelings for,
or you could give it up,
doses of things forgotten before,
wish i would have met midnight sooner,
because i would turn your black skies blue,
horrible memory , but i remember,
it was real the love i had for you,
if i could be in the light of you,
with a little smoke in the air,
i would not be thinking about you,
in person , face to face,
with your long hair,
wasn't bluffing when i said i would fall out of place,
one of my hobbies would tending to care,
and love,
and kiss,
and hug,
and touch,
and smile,
just to feel the rush,
i swear your everything i need,
like more than anything,
take a look at my x-ray,
and make the angels sing.

By Arcassin Burnham



You had the vision for everything,
Black hair , long nails and belly ring,
Not what father wanted you to turn out,
But you just ruled everything,
Weren't in to wedding rings,
For you it wasn't very settling,
But you just had the perfect fling,
And you just ruled everything,
Very frequent wish to be granting,
Baby unicorns and angel wings,
Pretty literal like don't you think,
But you just ruled everything,
Took all hearts for thrilling,
Like horses , lessons in riding,
I had no plans to be meeting,
But with you,
Decided of changing.

By Arcassin Burnham

* I need You more than you know,
I can't be what you want me to be,
it was always you , not me,
definitely need you more than you need me,

This time...
I'll call it quits and start over again and..
I'll show that my feelings can be cleansed and..
Make the riots in my heart go away,
Letting the Phoenix fly up back to the home in the sky she stays,
I'll be as reassuring then all your ex's and...
Possibly make amends with satisfaction and...
Give you everything that you deserve and...
And maybe one day get to be your husband,

This time...
I wanna be the one that you call yours and...
Make love to you while smoking a Cuban....
Brazilian vacation travels on the seaside,
So we could run around with our feet in the sand,
Kissing in the rain at a samba and...
Your the one I love I hope you understand,
Meet me in the garden picking roses and daffodils,
I just wanna he happy to really be your man.


I need You more than you know,
I can't be what you want me to be,
it was always you , not me,
definitely need you more than you need me*.

By Arcassin Burnham




Living in a ghost town,
Swear I watched you drown,
Skin as pale as vampires,
Wrote ink on the wall but seeing you climbing down,
She's too pretty to make a frown,
Don't let me down,
I'm going down,
The well I go,
Forgotten kings and their crowns

By Arcassin Burnham

Lovin personalities,
I'm loving yours,
Choosing destinies to rely on,
To learn about the other person,
I love the person you've become,
And while we're coming close to salvation,
We will never have to have closing arguments,
We won't have to have them at all,
You are the center of my life,
Bonded by each others affection for one another,
Teach me things I don't know,
Towards the things I do know,
Show me that I could love again.

By Arcassin B


I could see my dreams and anguishes,
seeing them as I go further,
your world is ****** in so many languages,
that you might be okay with ******,
I could see that music is failing to secure you from
all the bad,
famous people die so much , but just think how did
they get like that?
Big whoop right ?
do you even care?
is this fueling you?
take out your phone and record someone dying here,
do you know the stupid **** that you do?
Big whoop right ?
do you even care?
is this fueling you?
take out your phone and record someone dying here,
do you know the stupid **** that you do?

I manifest and push back,
the negative **** that lingers,
illuminate and attack,
my mind will shine like veneers,
take allegiance to myself , you should hear the words
I'm saying , is this thing on?
I should have guessed it , they rigged it,
As long as my mind knows,
then my imagination shows,
wondering off to the plane,
flying off into the sky, I'm too cold like an eskimo,
will the evergreen forever grow, i guess nobody knows,
My love will show though so
Big whoop right ?
do you even care?
is this fueling you?
take out your phone and record someone dying here,
do you know the stupid **** that you do?
Big whoop right ?
do you even care?
is this fueling you?
take out your phone and record someone dying here,
do you know the stupid **** that you do?

©abpoetry2020

By Arcassin Burnham


honesty is ticking
You want to built trust,
the timings wasting
I want it to be us,
I could make this longer than it has to be
I need to see,
if even one day it'd be us.

By Arcassin Burnham

Had A Basic Instinct for expressing,
Mortal feelings,
And being immortal is unappealing,
Wishing and hoping for a compelling love,
To gather all of my barrings,
Lips prints on my skin for some
Compassionate healing,
At make-out point,

On my hands and knees begging to the heavens
For a special kind of human being to set my heart
Up in flames,
The extra clingy kind of woman worthy enough,
And excellent at putting other woman to shame,
At make-out point,

So as I sit alone,
I see the moon is full like born again roses,
Only to look up again and see something crashing
Down like the hottest chunk of the sun,
I had to see this for myself,

At make-out point.

By Arcassin Burnham



Her - can I help you? Why are you staring ?

Me -.....Because I want to be your friend

Her - But you just met me a minute ago in the store,

Me - I can be better than all of the people you knew before,

Her - I have a boyfriend sorry!

Me - no no no ! I don't want to come on to you , I just wanna hang,

Her - your persuasion and welcoming is pretty off and lame,

Me - not being in your company would be lame , and for that I feel no shame,

Her - hummm I don't know , I just think your a creep,

Me - a creep would be walking up to you in cowboy boots and an astronaut suit
Saying hi nice to meet me , I mean you,

Her - haha yeah that's pretty creepy,

Me - so what's your name ? if you don't mind me asking,

Her - Melanie , what's yours?

Me - Arcassin , don't you like the way my name just soars,

Her - hehe you're funny , hey do you have any plans,

Me - not really until you just asked me , I was going to put my feet in the sand,

Her - so the beach right ?

Me - yeah to just maybe stare at the ocean with knowledgeable sight,


To Be Continued ......

By Arcassin Burnham



Most determined to find you here with me,
I need you now more than ever,
I thought that you would have great fear for me,
But forever is not forever,

And when you say you love me,
I grow tired,
Don't know If i have the strength anymore,
But you can see that I'm inspired,
When I open up that door,

Most delighted to be a memory,
Suddenly the world gets stranger,
I could be a vessel in your destiny,
Now I'm just walking through the fire,


And when you say you love me,
I grow tired,
Don't know If i have the strength anymore,
But you can see that I'm inspired,
When I open up that door,

(Talking)

"I only want to be a good person in gods eyes , not yours"

"He judges , I listen , you don't"


And when you say you love me,
I grow tired,
Don't know If i have the strength anymore,
But you can see that I'm inspired,
When I open up that door,

And when you say you love me,
And when you say you love me,
And when you say you love me.

By Arcassin Burnham

No measure of time,
I'm sure to ear and hear your voice,
Do I have a choice,
Throwing away the assumption,
that I might be confused,
104 reasons,
to be confused with you
So......yeah....um..

By Arcassin Burnham

If you ever called me back one day
I'd be ecstatic and my head will be filled with joy in
Hopes to see your beautiful face without
Any marks or bruises,
I feel useless without the thought of you and
Being in your presence to be kissing you and
Holding you in a grass field away from the mean
Streets,
Sharing sheets and getting comfortable,
Talking about our days,
Loving each others company and swaping spit
In different ways,
Mandy I love you
And sometimes I might have this tough exterior,
And it may seem like I don't care,
All I have to say is please come back and stare
Into my eyes that hides sadness and regret of
Making you jealous in the past,
I had to ask myself.

By Arcassin Burnham

Say you need time for yourself,
That's ridiculous,
Your display of stupid words,
Some control of the wealth,
The fall is pitless,
Your existence is no longer on this earth,
I'm laughing at you,
I'm laughing at you,
Humors coursing,
A leading pastor,
Just like a statue,
Standing tall and forcing,
People to make the wrong decisions,
Can't stand to go against your wishes.

By Arcassin B.

Dos and don't , they could both be right and wrong
if you do the math,
special hearts bring a light to your soul and make
you feel like you want to cook your mother  a meal
she didn't plan on having but you thought the gesture
was kind anyway, i digress , where's my place?
I wish that were my reality instead of a filled hate,
i wish that people could see what I see, and can relate,
i wish things didn't have to be what they portray,
i wish family could grow closer by the day and take
away the pain,
but it was always darkness,
always darkness,
what's the occasion for the evening,
light fires , anarchists.

/

You're a different species my heart,
you're a new prophecy,
more than what I could be right now.

speak to me like you speak to your mom,
love me like your last dead pet,
i want it all love.


©abpoetry2020

By Arcassin B.

This epidemic is nearly stupid as **** , stupid as ****,
they make you run rampid, they give you no luck,
they sell you some ******* about being trapped with
a virus you only knew like a month,
tell you clean all the stores out,
give you a surprise to the gut when they punch,
and its crazy,
People still ain't ******* over desensitized to be smart,
think about all the children that couldn't live through this
**** and now watching the stars,
looking thru the silver line in this matrix , that'd
be a start,
A virus has nothing on your mind if you cure your heart.


©abpoetry2020

By Arcassin Burnham


The universe waits for no one,
now its time to get out of bed and breathe that fresh air,
the external lifeform without experience is a cry for help,
dies for wealth,
flu comas , mistreated health,
think for no one , think for yourself,
jump on the elevator and reach a light,
I don't mean death but whats inside,
I got nothing to hide,
I got nothing to hide,
But if you keep being asleep Imma have to step
a mile and call you sheep,
damaged interior when you reach your peak,
The soul is light but you do not speak,
And you do not open your eyes just to see,
And you know you got the vultures that creep,
No TLC.

©abpoetry2019

By Arcassin Burnham



Everybody's wondering when I'll make the next installment of hate,
But now-a-days I just sit my room and contemplate,
Put myself in a demons position , just to get some credit,
I'm 17 , don't need no permission , just to get embedded in this life that I want,
And you basic poets changing all the words to different fonts,
Basically this will separate the *** holes from the *****,
And election day is coming , nobody cares what you want,

The only one I trust is melz, she won't let me down,
Even when I wasn't around for awhile with my simple frowns,
I still put in all the work of serving what I could,
And these simple minded ***** still got me misunderstood,
My new girlfriends a toughy , she don't give a ****,
Knock a ***** a out , and drop her from her luck,
I hate to bring my wrath apond those I truly hate,
With some of y'all I can relate in an instant rate,
My audience is growing, and my days are getting darker,
When you stare inside the mirror too long it becomes the mocker,
And when the birds fly while tracking your every move,
You will see better days , just need to get it soon,
I will put it all the line this time , if  you don't agree,
Short (change) for a small packs of dimes, its time to make twentys.

by Arcassin Burnham


Men,
Getting less attention from their wives,
Women,
Not having much affection from their husbands,
Humans,
Expressing love in any kind of way they can,
Babe I know that I could be your man,

I.know.that.its.hard,
I.know.that.its.hard,
I.know.that.its­­.hard,
I.know.that.its.hard,
I.know.that.its.hard,
I.know.that.i­t­s.hard, standing right in front of me,

Men,
Getting less attention from their wives,
Women,
Not having much affection from their husbands,
Humans,
Expressing love in any kind of way they can,
Babe I know that I could be your man,

Men,
Getting less attention from their wives,
Women,
Not having much affection from their husbands,
Humans,
Expressing love in any kind of way they can,
Babe I know that I could be your man.