Stop . Stop telling yourself that you are bad. Stop telling yourself that you will always be sad. Stop telling yourself that you ****. Stop telling yourself that you are bad luck. Just stop. Start telling yourself that you are great. Start telling yourself that something great you can create. Start telling yourself that you are enough. This is because you can love .
You said you still wanted to be friends, Yet you don't talk. You said you still wanted to be friends, Yet you don't say a word. You said you still wanted to be friends, Yet I don't hear from you.
When I text you, You say words back. When I text you, You answer them. When I text you, I hear from you. You said you still wanted to be friends.
Yet I don't know what you do. Yet I don't know where you go. Yet I don't know who you are. Yet I don't know you. You said you still wanted to be friends.
I wonder how you do. I wonder what you do. I wonder where you go. I wonder if you want to speak to me. I wonder if you lied to me. You said you still wanted to be friends.
But I don't hear from you, You don't speak to me, You don't text me, You don't call me, You don't say a word. And yet you said you still wanted to be friends.
When I broke up with my girlfriend she said she wanted for us to still be friends. But she only replies to texts that I sent her, and I text here only when necessary. But she doesn't text me. So I think that I would have to think that it is her loss and not mine.
I woke up because of my alarm. I woke up in my warm bed.
As I was laying there my door opened. As I was laying there my mom walked in.
She asked me if I am okay. She asked me why I was so quite.
How could I tell her that I don't want to live. How could I do that to her a second time.
She was sitting there next to me on my bed. She was talking to me there on my bed.
And all I could think about was, how do I tell her. And all I could do was nothing, because I don't want to hurt her.
And as she was talking to me, my bed started to cool down. And as she was talking to me, I hoped she would stop talking about this.
Because it was hurting me. Because it was to painful to talk about.
All I want to be was just to be dead. All I want to be was just to be happy once more.
She came into my room, to talk with me. she noticed that is was being down a lot lately. She wanted to talk with me, but all I could think of, was the avoid the talking with her. because I don't want to talk about it with her. It will only hurt her even more if she knew what was really going on inside of me. How can I tell her, while I know it will tear her apart.
If I told you my secret, would you feel the same? Would we share the same intimacy? Is it really a secret when It's begging to be told. Secrets feel like some type of forbidden mystery. Trapt away never to be told. Only those who witnessed it know. But you witnessed it and still do not. It won't be my secret forever It'll soon be yours too.
The saddest part is telling you I'm fine The saddest part is when I can't look into your eyes The saddest part is me believing it's alright The saddest part is I can't state what's been on my mind
The hardest thing was not remembering Cause in my mind, it's all over, they are swirling It's here and there and I've been trying Trying so hard to get them off but I can't stop thinking
The most painful is me still holding Still trying to save what's left but there's nothing Letting my mind assume that we can go back to the beginning But I also knew that we can't because the story's end is nearing
The most painful sight is you too is hurting But we're left no choice we aren't for each other's loving You are the Sun that shines in the morning While I am the Moon that hovers darkness in the evening
And the saddest part, the saddest part is me telling you lies That I'm not hurting, I didn't cry Not a river when I lay at night That I am happy and fine and I don't mind
Rappers still snitchin' and sales pitchin' Lyrics so they can fit in A society only to keeps eye on thee Like 2pac feel the heat rock pow that's the sound of a glock Now he left alone trying to dodge the cops Feelin' sorrow behind a cell locked soon to knock On time doors but it won't open so he keeps hopin' That he's homies will hold em down When he's the only one witness around So don't look down on nobody else frown At ya self for playing ya self Heart bustin' like a bubble soon to be left to rubbles Now he in search deeply tryna peep through the hubbles But ain't nothing to see but bars paved in silver Walls white and three hots cot to fill ya Time just wasting away but now you stuck to Doomsday