"What is your greatest fear?" he asked.
"For words to flee" she said.
how do you let out
away from your feelings
My lips are worn out
from the unspoken words
My eyes dully ache
from the unshed tears
My heart burns for
its desire to be loved
My wrist bleeds,
it longs to heal
My leg shakes,
it wants flee
My soul weeps,
so I set it free
Under weight of obligation
Can't breathe the intimacy rising
With the moon pressing light on my skin
Wrapping in pretend happiness
Giving the slightest glimmer of hope
Tell me you'll never give up on me
Stars are afraid you won't
You cannot comprehend the fact
Heart is no longer yours
Wriggled loose from your grasp
Spiteful shouts and banging doors
I withstand worsening suffocation
To bury negative thoughts deep
Seems like in darkness they flourish
Finally out of my mouth they seep
I am sure you'll hate me forever
No more reasons growing to pretend
You would just listen to my words
Realize this is the end
I guess I'll have to be firm
Tired of feeling hopelessly down
Why can't you accept the inevitable?
Can't you see we are unsound?
Beams shaking from resentment
Falling down with a crash
Collapsing emotions loud and shuddering
Love's rafters blown across ground like ash
I am still here picking through the ruins
Obligated to give it my all
Mistakes are what caused us to break
Responsible for letting you fall
It is as if I signed a pledge or oath
Caught in a paperless contract
"I love you" my verbal signature
Written on your heart in black
Again and again try for you
Looking back seems like a waste
Forever a cycle of inadequacy
Repeating mirrored expressions of blatant distaste
The feelings flee further the more we fail
With each missed chance to succeed
I am too messed up to help anyone else
I'll never be all you ever need
I saw another world,
one that no one else could see
one where stories are true,
and where I would sometimes flee
but you must be careful,
and once in a while
else you'll end up like me,
I think I’ve lived in a dream so long,
I don’t know how to wake up.
dreams are beautiful and awesome but don't get lost in what you don't have and focus on what you do have
A man lives far
In distant land
He fled home
A man set free
A man fled monsters
But twist or turn
Walk or run
Many flee home
Most times, home follows you wherever you go
Ideas swirl in my mind
That pick up scattered thoughts and words
and grow into tornadoes
that whirl across my mind.
They distract from life
From what's real
and what matters.
But when I sit down to write
They all flee in terror
And my pen hovers above the page
filled only with scribbled out phrases
and my own insecurities.
I always have these stories and ideas in my mind, but when I go to write them down, the words to do so evade me and it comes out as sloppy, half-formed, and not anywhere near as good as they were in my head.
Out upon my window pane
Willow leaf gusty day,
Early dawn yet arrived,
Silhouette shadows swoosh-swoop.
A storm is coming just you wait,
A mournful reason to remember today.
Tention snap, crackle, and sizzle,
Boiling over results harsh fizzle.
Quick run flee fly
Hit past mile and mile-faster full dial!
No game swoosh swash we lost them a while.
Flutter flourish leaves form the figure,
Death has come this holiday season.
Check back in for part 2
It's not easy to confess,
because when it occurs,
things will just get a mess,
and someone will just have to flee.
My demons haunt me in my dreams,
I can’t escape them, I cannot flee.
They lay before me all I fear
And remind me of it until the tears
I held back so long drop to the ground.
They’re falling so freely, hid only by rain
‘Cause the rain’s the only one
Who’s crying with me.