the waterfall pours from my eyes pedals fall underneath the guise stunting growth, lethargic dope cogs and knots, perched atop Frozen locks, offset and lost denial of fact, unravelling fiction dine in solitude, reset and listen
I power down the computer and wait for the processes to shut down and as I do, I recognize for a moment the chiming shut-down sound as the same sound that plays in my head on a loop when I am trying to sleep when the silent room screams louder than I can hear over but in my ears it rings out again and again while I toss and turn
I did not get the same courtesy when I was reset. Mine was a cold reboot, with no warning or preparation I had no idea what was about to happen when he unplugged me from my reality or messed up my keys. I only knew when I powered up again the next morning that something was wrong.
Only then did I realize that my programming had been corrupted.
To make a new beginning. To go through, but suddenly go back. With the ability to rethink prior actions Correcting self. To be better at. Redirecting thoughts. Applying evaluation to the experiences. Creating balance to produce better outcomes. Preparing the mind then training the flesh to follow. Often hard to do, because sometimes! what or who that has been obtained must be let go of. Hope for the better, Even with mixed emotions Step after step Starting over could be the best bet Not only is there a New beginning Also comes Beautiful Endings