Feelings are always there to
remind us
of what we enjoyed
of what we shared
not always wanted
or desired
Its bound to happen
its a song or smell
its seeing a picture
or stopping somewhere
Let it take a minute or two
then take a deep breath
and let it go
not always easy
for I know thats true
So keep it short
take a deep breath
its all you can do
Just don't let consume
you
..© Jennifer L DeLong 4/2021

No energy for my thoughts
Feeling so cold
Feel like I'm lost
You can't understand
Your not me

Lonely comes at a cost
My mind screaming
Desire and need
Someone to care

Can you say you been here
Where nothing feels like home
Where you can be empty
needing something anything
to make you feel whole
Just to feel like someone cares

Tired from feeling so cold
The pain soaked in to my soul
Wanna feel warm and whole

Depression takes it time
Driving my brain
straight into a wall

Unless you know
Unless you have felt
what I'm going thru
You wouldn't understand

Feeling so blue
Feeling without a clue
hoping to feel better soon
When I say I am lonely

I'm not asking
I'm begging for you
to care to listen
It's me making anyone someone
to listen to care
to help me from lying here
dying into darkness
© Jennifer Delong 4/2018

I want to take a journey
Let my body go
Free to be whom ever , I wish
Fall away or dive right in
I can not fall or fly to high
I can be whomever I wish
Oh the wise do say
You must not  
You can not try
Oh but, I will
I will try so joyfully
I will be free to be
Whomever , I wish
For you see
Imagination is such a wonderful gift
© Jennifer Delong 9/20/18

This cold is draining my energy..
My bones ache
I feel so frigid
Like I will break
I long to feel the warmth
Warm me to sweat
I chatter I shiver
I cannot handle it much longer
Long winter weather
just makes me shrill
My body cannot wait
much longer
Needing and dreaming
of the warmer weather
If it lasts much longer
I fear I'll need longer to thaw
I add more clothes
It does not help
I try this and that
It's no use
I'm becoming a permanently frozen human

© Jennifer L DeLong 2/20/2023

Within this fire
Burns a anger
for all the pain and games
played upon this soul
For how do people become so
unknown change your mask
why our we so dam gullible
after what we've been through
where's the love
why is it so dam hard
walking through this life
all the years lost
gotta a feeling it just
be too ****** late
so **** it
just **** it

© Jennifer Delong 2/2018

Two can play that game
When you want it
You want it now
Its most important
When I may want it to
Then you act like it's nothing
You act like it's not important
So two can play that game
So remember that
When you want it again
It'll be not now
I got stuff to do
© Jennifer Delong 9/29/18

You are daring and fun
You draw me in
I can't resist
I can play
I give it right back
sacarastic & flirty
You wanna try
I give it right back
Call me mouthy
Whatever
I can see
see what's going on
I got ya baby
Wanna play
Let's play
Dam he's ****
I like this game
© Jennifer L Delong 11/2024

Today you were born
And I wasn't there
I wanted to be

I wanted to hear you first coo
I wanted to tell you
Welcome to this world
I love you

I wanted to capture the beginning
To put pictures in a book for you
You are my grandson
Your daddy is my son

He has made me so proud
He has grown into a amazing
man
I am so excited for you
Your life will be filled with love
With fun and adventure
You are my joy
Your grandma loves you
and just know
I will always be here for you
Happy Birthday Rex Emil Bear

© Jennifer Delong 1/26/24

It's not the things
that , I desire

It's the moments
It's a walk on a beach
It's a conversation over coffee
It's enjoying a good laugh

The moments created
That leave memories

To be humble and give
back what nature so glady
has bestowed upon me

To appericate what , I have
To just find the joy in this journey

It's not without struggle
But for now I am here

I am not gonna worry
Why stress when you are blessed ..

© Jennifer L DeLong  Sept 2020

When I dream
I dream of waking to find you
Why do I always think of you
Why do you consume my nights
Why do I always think of the past
The past I can not undo
The choices I made
The choices you made
We are all victims of our past
When we learn to grow and respect the power of our choices maybe then we
learn the power of our decisions
Make them with grace
Think before you do
What's done is done
Will you wish it to be different
Will you look back haunted
by the decision you made
That's the learning curve
don't be to quick to answer
and seal the fate of your future
You may find yourself haunted
and wanting a do over
that can't be given by your
answer that fateful day

© Jennifer L DeLong 11/2024

When does the desire disappear
When will this heart repair
My heart is on fire
It's still burning for you

I lay my eyes upon you
It all rages again
This desired rush

It isn't fair
You over there
So far yet so close

Hearts desire
Yearning for you
Will it ever be repaired

© Jennifer Delong 5/19/18

How do you go back
How do you forgive
How do you wait
That's the ?
Is there an answer
not really
cause you can't change
what's already been done
But you can find yourself
you can forgive
you can rebuild
Or you can move on
You can hope to find
something much better
Or at least something
that won't hurt you
or at least rebuild trust
in your self..
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏
7/5/2021

It's all what we make it
It's all up to how we deal
You can just give up
Or you can put your **** in gear
Face it fearlessly
Tear through it
Ride that ***** like a bull
Grab those horns
Rise above
Let yourself see your success
See yourself succeed
Now that's how to deal
©Jennifer L DeLong. 🦏2/19/23

Tear at my flesh
you still can never
reach my soul

Daring and Willfull
trying to get in
despite the pain

Knuckles bruised
not once giving up
wanting to reach there

For you see
you can't hurt me
I'm blessed in this flesh

Reincarnation
built this fence
around me

Sadly you will lose
as , I stand here
looking into your hell

Seeing what once a human
now all , I see is
the sad sad
weaker of you

I live in spite of you
and you will never
reach what's
mine
my soul is human

© Jennifer L Dlg 1/22/20

Tear at my flesh

you still can never

reach my soul

Daring and Willfull

trying to get in

despite the pain

Knuckles bruised

not once giving up

wanting to reach there

For you see

you can't hurt me

I'm blessed in this flesh

Reincarnation
built this fence
around me

Sadly you will lose
as , I stand here
looking into your hell
Seeing what once was a human
now all , I see is

the sad sad
weaker of you

I live in spite of you

and you will never

reach what's

mine

my soul is human

© Jennifer L Delong 🦏1/22/2018

Tear at my flesh

you still can never
reach my soul

Daring and Willfull

trying to get in
despite the pain

Knuckles bruised
not giving up

wanting to reach there
for you see

you can't hurt me

I'm blessed in this flesh

Reincarnation
built this fence
around me

Sadly you will lose
as , I stand here
looking into your hell
Seeing what once was human

now all , I see is
the sad sad
weaker of you

I live in spite of you

and you will never
reach what's
mine

my soul is human
© Jennifer L Dlg 1/22/2018

I am a mystery yet to be
discovered
I am a contradiction
a model of possibilities
I am driven to succeed
Stopped mid speed
I am a lover
deeply passionate
With no one to call my own
I am habit forming
full of wonder & lust
I am all of me and more
I am deeply devoted
Yet wildly ambitious
I am so many things
I am so many emotions
I am waiting for the divine
Hoping for a rather 🔥'y
explosion
throwing me every where
to become pixie dust

© Jennifer L DeLong 11/10/2020

It's a spiritual path , I  walk
Born with this gift
as I have learned
its a gift to cherish & appericate
It's a part of me it's not to fear
Though at times its a challenge
the things , I see & feel & hear
Knowing its been handed down to me
Its my path my spiritual
life lesson
it's who I am
I now show the souls
the way to go
I teach others to understand
makes me appreciate it more
it comes with wonderful intution
It comes with healing hands
It's not a curse it's my gift
My spiritual path , I must walk
Witch , Healer  , Psychic
I have them all in my arsenal
My Spiritual gifts
I am a witch
© Jennifer Delong 1/4/19

If by chance , I get to meet
real love
If by chance , I get to be happy
If by chance , I get to be me
I will be grateful
I will not let it go
I will appreciate and treat it kindly
I will say thank you
I will not by chance let it
go
I will know , I deserve it ..
It's my chance to be happy
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏 11/12/21

If only you could see
If only you could care
Would it make a difference
Would it bring a kindness
to your lifeless heart..
If only is just if only
It doesn't matter
It's already to late
If only if only
© Jennifer Delong 11/17/18

If only , I could have
those most desired
If only , I could have
the love most desired
If only , I could have those
wishes & wants  
It is the if only's
But you see it's not how
it comes to be
The if only is just a dream
we can want it but only in
our dreams can it happen
then you wake up and
go about your day
still thinking if only
If only life was fair
If only we could be happy
with what we don't have
So just remember
If only is just that
If only ..
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏

It's funny how it always turns out it's always you it's always you
You're the one who captivates my soul makes me hope for more
Staying away has been hard but it's what I've had to do
To see if you really cared if you really wanted more
Now I just don't know I just don't know
Will we ever be more than we were before
I guess I honestly just don't know I just don't know
But here I am wanting you waiting for you
Time has been
passing by
So when will I hear from you I guess I just don't know I just don't know
© Jennifer L DeLong  🦏2/27/2021

Passionate souls
drawing in the wind
Making colors with the stars
Dreaming souls
waking to do it all again
Sending life into a tailspin
Rendering life as is
Creative souls wildly dancing
music in there hearts
When all souls come together
imagine the scenes
the visions we would see
Wildly fun a bit crazy
Wouldn't that be fun
like a trip on imagination
gripping us to stay
maybe finding it a bit more bearable
then the **** we see today
© Jennifer Delong 3/2018

Inside we all feel
we all have inner wisdom
Though at times we just
ignore it
You just don't let it show
We become numb
We can't explain it
We just don't wanna
express it
So we ingore it
We just move on
Then it comes to call
It resurfaces again
So deal with it
we must
Or it will come to call
again..
Till we can't ignore
it anymore
© Jennifer L Delong 🦏
4/2021

I want to feel it
I want to live it
I want to express it
I want to share it
I want to know it
I want to trust it
I want to see it
I want to want it
I want it now
I want it forever
© Jennifer  L DeLong 🦏
5/2021

Feeling alive lying here
delicious thoughts spinning
around , dancing wildly about
If you could read my mind
I wonder what you'd say
How'd you look at me
Oh come on it'd be fun
Laughing out loud
just at the thought

©Jennifer L DeLong 4/18

Journeys , I travel
The miles Ive walked
The thoughts that traveled
Many journeys
in my short life
I am not tired physically
Mentally a bit exhausted
Writing them down seems to help
So here , I sit to write a few more
Journeys my Journeys
writing the miles the many
hoping to relieve this over burdened
over worked mind
Looking for a bit of rest
ease this pressure just a some
Journeys I am writing
so here I sit
© Jennifer L DeLong 4/2018

Its just a ?
Its a feeling ,  I get
Its gives me this feeling
It makes me ?
Its causing me to wonder
Its causes me to think
Its causes me to ?
Why do ,  I
What am ,  I
to do but ?
So do ,  I
Should ,  I
Question
© Jennifer L DeLong

Daring to change
Wanting to feel alive
Wanting the happiness
I see it everywhere
Wonder why not I
Is it possible
for me to find
that joy that comfort
to build upon a love
thats just real
no issues no drama
I wanna release my passion
set it on fire
dance in its flame
Laugh till my eyes water
Find the adventure
I got you
So whats in the future
Just dont tell me
I will always be alone
© JENNIFER L DELONG
3/2021

Isn't it madness
Today
Forgot tomorrow
Love should be honest
Love is a promise
Not meant to be used
Not meant to hurt another

Seeing in your eyes
forgotten
Just a week ago
Love is what I saw

Where do you go
To hide in your shame
knowing it's karma
coming to eat your soul

Better am , l
sitting here
hurt and angry

Then next to you
with a lie upon my heart

If karma is all I got
you better pray
cause you will be the
one hurting
and my pain
will you feel
Karma is a *****
but again so are
you
© Jennifer Delong 2/2/2018

Raging is my soul
A fire hotter then ever
******* Witch
A VERY ******* witch
It's karma coming for you
Bawhahahwhaha
This will be fun to watch
It's truly entertaining
To see what karma
has in store for you
You can only play
You can only lie
With your handsome face
But selfish soul
You tried to use me once more
So karma's coming for you
Maybe with the pain
The loneliness your gonna face
You might feel a smidgen
of how , I hurt & toiled
So ,  I say so mote it be
Karma's coming
Shes knockin on door
So , I will grab a chair
Bawhahahwhaha
This witch is having the last
laugh
Poor little man
you should never play
games with a women
who has a witches soul
© Jennifer Delong 11/16/18

You make me laugh
You can look at life
with such humor
It's quite refreshing
Let the weird be said
We are all here dealing
with it
So why not laugh
Look at it and accept
it's not worth the worry
and why stress over it all
Keep it real
Laugh it off
Look through life
with a different sight
When life is tearing you down
Be with it and laugh at it
You will feel it and just laugh
Laugh it off
© Jennifer L DeLong 3/2/2021

Laughter is my medicine
I can use it anywhere
No prescription needed
Doesn't cost a thing
Go ahead and laugh
It's side effects
are non toxic
It's easy to use
you can do it
anywhere anytime
Like I said its free
Seriously it's worth
a try go ahead
laugh
it's good for you
© Jennifer Delong  4/9/2018

Breath and let it go
Give yourself the worth
It's not being consumed
Wasting time thinking
Will it ever change
Why waste the hours
Every minute waiting
Sheds life from your bones

Strength in hope
Trust in you
It's meant to be so much more

Doubt will arise
Make you question
Listen then shut that door

Go open a bottle of wine
Walk outside and breath
Feel the possibility

Turn on some music
Dance around ..smile..
Breath and Let it go

Cause baby we are worth it
You can have it enjoy it
I got what you need
If you want it
Don't **** around
Own it feed it
Love it most of all
So breath and let it go !!
©Jennifer L Dlg 1/16/2018

Hut Hut Hut
Let's go
Running it hard
Going for the goal
Oh yea !!
Let's go
Get the ball
Pass & Rush
Scoop & Score
Let's go
Bump & Run
Getting it done
Blitz it baby
Chopblock
Handoff
Touchdown
Let's go
Scramble
Hail Mary
Flea Flicker
Shotgun
Bump & Run
Let's go
Touchdown
Getting it done
Hell Yeah
With...
Sweat & Sacrifice
Success
That's how it's done
Teamwork  !!
So ...
Let's go !!! 🏉
© Jennifer L DeLong 🦏 🎭 9/18/2022

It all feels so lost
Lost in doubt
Lost without hope
It has come to this
It had such promise
We all were striving
We all were learning
We were all getting along
Today it's violence
A shooting here
A overdose there
A homeless camp on the news
Why has it come to this
Why do we just act like sheep
Where's our strength
What has happened to us all
Its feels we have lost
It feels we are hopeless
It makes me feel so sick
All I can do is take care of me
And try to be safe
In a world that's lost its way
©Jennifer L DeLong 2/3/2023