Bruise me, beat me Make me bleed and cry for more Choke me till my breath escapes Tell me to beg you on my knees Pull my hair, whisper in my ear "Don't forget, you belong to me." Collar me, don't let me go I am yours forever more.
Sometimes my mental illness makes me feel like I'm entirely submissive to it. It makes me feel stuck in a relationship I want to be in, but one that's to controlling.
One cannot be without another Some are connected and cannot live without each other Call it love, or more an illusion But the feeling is real Like an explosion of stimuli and emotions A band that cannot be broken And nothing that breaks the bubble
We are bonded Unbreakable The stupid things we do Just bring us closer together We have super powers We are indestructible We are more than just friends We have three strong qualities Faith, Hope, and Love We would crawl through each others windows just to be together We find joy in the dumbest things We stay up and watch the sunrise together We are crazy We are a beautiful mess We are best friends for life Best friends forever They hate that I'm not confident They see me as Funny, crazy, smart, a good friend, a great friend, their best friend And I see them the same The time we spend apart from each other is torture But when we see each other all the pain goes away I could be filled with rage But they would be able to calm me down instantly Can we be split apart? No
Dandelion dreams wisped from The lips of summers past, Lips tasted And gilded became the cage, So to, ushered, My sense of belonging. I tried to move on, An couldn’t And she knew it; She knew that I couldn’t The moment – I’d fallen upon her lap As she grabbed one more Dandelion And took one more breath And blew the dead petals Whilst making the wind somehow Dance, and I, The fool once more – In love and unable to flee.
She asked me to "stay in her bowl," and I did; I'm still there and I'm a-o-k with that.