"I fear of having my turbulent waves crash down upon you. I fear of having my chaos entangle you in it’s mess. I fear my darkness enwrapping, engulfing and entrapping you in it’s depths. I fear of leaving you bewildered by the cryptic words that slip my tongue."
- excerpt from an open letter
Bury me up to my neck in water
Soothe my like you would a preachers daughter Like someone who’s sore from bowing at pews Who’s secretly ****** up And never amused “Nevermind” -JP
Human amused tired bewildered alive dead acceptance process religion religious sin truth lies deception real
Upon my soul
he gallantly walked he gave no mention nor sensation so here , I am left to question what , I couldn't feel no warning that I was his victim he'd leave me questioning ever moment how'd I not know this stranger I thought I knew So gallantly he walked So to never make a sound so I never could ? till he was out of sight that I'd then dare find All that was never true © Jennifer Delong 2/2019
Under the crimson moonlight I see,
A smile on your face, unbound and free. I held your hand under the maple tree, And I got down on my knee... I humbly asked you "will you be my key?" You smiled and said "we were meant to be." With a sudden blackout I found myself in a void sea... I was bewildered into reality... As I wake up the ceiling is what I see... And I realized my dreams were mocking me...
It was indeed a fine dream...
With lonely hands To thorn-ridden Roses And yet She is Bewildered When her hands Begin to Bleed
I literally felt the pain rushing through
my body while reading your email I'm so sorry to read what you must have felt that day and that moment I can't say that *I know how you must have felt because I never had this happen to me, but I sort of know how it feels since I've been cheated on plenty of times But getting an email like this Nope this hasn't ever happen to me I know you assume it was due to you lacking in so many area's Truth be told I've not a reason why things happen as they have nor can I explain why I took away from you what would of been your fairy tale romance I don't know you and never planned to I didn't even really know him or that he was playing this silly game I hope you will be able to forgive me pray too you'll find a new love and a new happy ending for yourself because you deserve it As I've stated I-I don't know you and never planned to I didn't even really know him or I'd of know you were *His wife Copyright © Ayeshah K.C.L.N 1977-Present All right reserved
when a man fails to tell you he's married and makes you his unwilling Mistress these are the things which can and often do happen. I feel bad for the ladies and Wives who end up in this mess!
My mind is a ghost house,
Haunted by souls still trying t still here o be found. Some live still Others, mere vapours still here Exhale, then die, and resurrect in technicolour, Only to expire again Like candles in an unexpected breeze. The windows were left open In the dark, the spectres still.
Life poses a big problem,
A question rather than an answer. The aesthetic meaning hiding In everyone's corrupted mind. A solution thrown at the sea, Only those who drowned shouted victory!